Fairy Tail Is My Life

Jena || Libra|| October 21 || 22 || Feel free to talk to me guys! I don’t blog things as much as I used to but I’m still around sometimes.

[depressionmemes]

[thefernhands]

If you're fifteen or older an still sleep with a stuffed animal please reblog this.

My friend is embarrassed and thinks she’s the only one and I said id prove her wrong.

[gamzeemakarahs]

I have two. c:

[notafraidofstopping876]

Several. And I’m in college.

[od0nme]

I love stuffed animals and I always will with absolutely no shame

[manda]

have been with the same one since I was a baby. it’s just a head and a body now 2 seperate pieces but I still love her

[prismatic-bell]

I don’t, but only because mine is in serious need of repair.

I’m 31.

[lux-god-of-light-deactivated202]

Sometimes I do I’m 21

[bugie78]

I took this photo of my rabbit, Daisy doing a little photo shoot I made for her happy easter 🐰 🐇

[bugie78]

so coronavirus canceled my brother’s play for college however...

So my brother was suppose to star in Hamlet. At his college. But due to the coronavirus his play was canceled. So y’all know what they decided to do?

HAVE THE PLAY ON ZOOM.

And the funny part is my parents are literally watching my brother’s play right now in their bedroom on a small laptop while he is performing downstairs in the basement. 

All on zoom. 

[despazito]

drew my friends cat

[bugie78]

So I am here just trying to help my parents actually find ways to save money regarding Leo’s vet bills. Because dad says they are too expensive and so I try to tell him about how pet insurance can save you thousands and instead of saying “hmmm that is a good idea I’ll look into it.” He argues that he doesn’t have any time to do that (half of his time he is taking naps or watching tv), and then starts aggressivly banging metal pots together in order to make me shut up. 

This is the reaction of  a full grown man in his 60s when I tell him about pet insurance can be beneficial.... 

[bugie78]

School isn’t being very fair...

So I am taking the second part of biology in college in 5 days right?

My proffessor already emailed us to let us know few things:

1. that she set up the course on canvas and that we can already find the syllabus and important info about the course. 

2. Connect is required for this course as all the prelabs are to be do on there. 

3.First day of class after the lecture we are to have a lab.And that we have a prelab assingment for each lab. The first lab is not a exception. 

4. To complete your pre-lab you need to acess connect which you can access directly from the course on canvas. It’s already on canvas.

Right?

seems ok. 

But then.

when I go on canvas. The class has no link to it. Meaning I cann’t acess the class to even see this stuff. And I emailed her as soon as she sent the email but still no response. 

its just really not fair... 

[bugie78]

I would really love to talk with you more but I'm scared of making you uncomfortable or seeming weird to you ._.

It’s ok anon, honestly the only things that would make me scared or uncomfterble would be asking me really personal info or asking me to send pics and blahblah. (i once had someone ask me for a picture of my belly button??????????????) so as long as it isn’t those I am good lol. 

[bugie78]

Merry Christmas!!

Thanks! Merry Christmas to you too!

[bugie78]

Keep up the good work! Wishing nothing but the best for you and I hope you enjoy your holidays! Seeing you post always makes me smile

Aw thanks anon! Hope you enjoy the holidays too! 

[bugie78]

You're a beautiful gem. You don't deserve to get yelled at like that.

thanks anon. Especially for something as simple as doing my job. I am suppose to be watching ppl make sure they follow the rules. And when someone is running at full speed, you have to kind of yell. There is no way around it. Due to the person running further ahead, you need to raise your voice so they can hear you. If you talk in a soft soothing voice and smile, the message probally won’t go through. I was doing my job. Trying to keep the birds safe. The rule that is posted EVERYWHERE INSIDE AND OUTSIDE THAT AVIARY says no running. Simple as that. I do wonder though how that kid must’ve felt though watching her dad be cruel like that to me. I kind of feel bad for her. 

[bugie78]

So I am a little bit still thinking about this incident in August

So back in August I was working at a zoo. I saw this girl run inside the aviary (with tiny birds everywhere btw) and I said “please do not run.” she looked at me and my aspie self started get akward and said “you got to walk ok thank you. 

And then I was met with a father who first said “what’s going on here” and I am like sir your daughter was running in the aviary and then he started to get very abusive with his choice of words. First he yelled at me that I should come to him about his daughter instead of talking to his daughter. (which logically how will I know who’s child it is, SHE IS RUNNIING FULL SPEED) She is also about 8-12 age range. So that is deffintly old enough to know better. And then he started getting more agressive using the F word at me and said threatening things like to the point I thought he might actually hurt me. And then my coworker saw this and was confused and I couldn’t help but just stand there and feel ashame and cry while hearing them talk shit about me. They went on that I didn’t “smile” 

And the thing is, I have Asperger’s Syndrome. Non-verbal facial cues are extremely challenging for me. (Also how on earth you suppose to smile while yelling at a child not to run.)  I do lack facial experessions and it doesn’t come natural to me like it does for a neurotypical. So would this be misunderstanding, discrimation, or just abusive. Idk. But this situation shooked me to the point I have flashbacks of the event and thanks to that, I no longer had enough courage to tell ppl the rules like I used to.

i still feel bad for that daughter to have a dad like that though. 

[bugie78]

It makes sense why it impacted you so far. At least you were there for each other to enrich your lives. I'm sure Luna was grateful to have someone like you love and care for her. Have a good night

thanks anon, she also lived to be really old. 14 is at the end of a portugese water dog’s life span. In fact some websites say they live to 13 so that means she really was super old. and have a good night as well.

[bugie78]

I'm so sorry you're going through this. But time heals all wounds

thanks anon

[bugie78]

Just saw the post about your loss, wanted to say I’m really sorry. It sucks losing a source of comfort that a dog can bring, and I want you to hear that it does get better. I lost my dog a couple years ago, and I still sometimes cry about it. It throws your life off balance but just know your puppy is proud of you and hopes you stay strong in the face of hardships like this one. Take care of your body and be nice to your mind :)

thanks, she was the best dog ever. Never growled, never bit, wagged her tail for anyone, it is still hard to believe she is gone for ever. I’s been a little over 1 month and i still don’t feel 100% 

[bugie78]

It has officially been 1 full month since Luna died. I’m still not ok. I’m crying every night like it keeps occurring over and over again. I just want my dog back

[bugie78]

Guys someone really just assume im neurotypical from a fb argument. 

I have aspergers....