Leaving the country...living alone...and becoming fully independent all at once, it is all a big lifetime event, it inevitably has an influence on me and opened new doors of opportunities.
I didn't like the environment I was in, and I didn't fit in, it has always been the case and it always will be haha!
While I'm here starting from scratch, I'm the creator of my own environment, I pick the place, the people, the energy and the mentality.
I confess, being alone bothers me sometimes (a lot of time lol), but in return I am gaining freedom and control over my life, and this alone , in my opinion, is PRICELESS ( its actually pretty sad that one has to sacrifice that much to gain his freedom).
What I hate the most about being alone in this city is feeling invisible, and this i have to deal with on daily basis, being invisible automatically devalues you and makes you seen like any other stranger and puts aside everything that makes you you and take pride of.
I am different and i know that very well now, even though it took me a lot of time to realize/accept that. I always thought that there was something wrong with me when in fact what I have is actually an advantage. Now I know, and I'm pretty confident about it that I have something special in me craving to come out.
For 23 years I've been absorbing and absorbing and now I feel like I have this massive energy to give back.
For now let's just forcus on finding the place that will help me bloom!
