More like you & me against a wall, am I right?

SEMI-HIATUS DUE TO COLLEGE

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Here you go Dashboard, I’m still dead but you can have this.

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uh, i’m nearly at 400 followers, why? i’ve been dead for ages why are you still coming here? like- i’d love to be back, but college is a bitch, y’know?

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🔗 because im evil :3c

🔗:Our muses are held prisonerFuck you Kasper, I’m not giving you what you want.

“Oh, come on, it was one cask, barely a whole cask even, a half a cask of stolen port, is it really worth your time shackling me up and taking up space down here?” The guard to his left rolled his eyes, unamused and unswayed. For a moment, he debated offering a bribe, but giving his captor another once over, he decided against it. He suspected whatever food he might be provided with down here during his stay might very well end up with a little something extra if he tried. 

Unceremoniously, he was turned out into a rather dark little cell, one of two that comprised the small brig of the ship. Two of the walls were made up of iron bars, rusted and dull, separating him from freedom, and the adjacent cell. The remaining two walls were the well maintained wood of the ship itself, not something he really wanted to be tampering with. The half cask of port may have been what they caught him on, but it was by no means the only cargo of note aboard the ship. The lone porthole was, unfortunately, in the confines of the other cell, leaving little light for Reiner to work with.

Not letting him out of his restraints until both guards had left and locked the cell behind them, Reiner was instead made to back up against the bars so as to allow his hands to be freed after what felt like hours.  

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Okay, right, i’ve said it before i’ll say it again- be lenient with me and the message system.

Not sure why but i really don’t like it. it doesn’t make a noise, it doesn’t flash at me- and i just feel kind of uncomfortable around it generally. If you want to RP/plan, i am more than open but... maybe don’t ping me there. I won’t ignore anyone, but i’m about 100 times more likely to miss it, or take forever, or be weird.

[bulgingbraun-blog]

Send me a symbol for a starter where..

🍺: Our muses go out drinking

📚: Our muses have to study for an exam

🔭: Our muses go stargazing

🔬: Our muses are lab partners

🎸: Our muses are in a band together

🎄: Our muses are celebrate Christmas together

🎓: Our muses attend their child's highschool graduation

🏈: Our muses are on a sports team together

🎮: Our muses have a video game night

🍃: Our muses go hiking together

🚂: Our muses go to Hogwarts

🚘: Our muses take a road trip

✈️: Our muses are on the same flight to the other side of the world

🗽: Our muses visit an important landmark

⛺️: Our muses go camping

🎲: Our muses are at a casino

🔪: Our muses are hired to assassinate someone

🔮: Our muses use a Ouija board or do the Charlie Charlie challenge

🔧: Our muses need to fix an important piece of technology

🔗: Our muses are held prisoner

🚔: Our muses do something that gets them both arrested

💒: Our muses get married

🏠: Our muses live together

[vaultbb-blog]

Could you please reblog this if it is okay to ask you straight up if you want to ship?

[eiiighteenth]

vaultbb:

I am a baby and need reassurance that I’m not being too pushy by asking

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Valentine's Day questions BE NOSY PLEASE

1: Do you have a crush at the moment?

2: Have you ever been deeply in love?

3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?

4: Have you ever changed for someone?

5: How is your relationship with your ex?

6: Have you ever been cheated on?

7: Have you ever cheated?

8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?

9: What's the most important part of a relationship?

10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?

11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?

12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?

13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?

14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?

15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?

16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?

17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?

18: What do you consider a deal breaker?

19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?

20: Are you currently in a relationship?

21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?

22: Do you think people should date their friends?

23: How many relationships have you had?

24: Do you think love can last forever?

25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?

26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?

27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?

28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?

29: What do you notice first about another person?

30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?

31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?

32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?

33: Do you want to get married one day?

34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?

35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?

36: Are you still a virgin?

37: What's more important: Looks or personality?

38: Do you enjoy love films?

39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?

40: Have you ever had a valentine?

41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?

42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?

43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?

44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?

45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?

46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?

47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?

48: What's your favorite love song?

49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?

50: If you're single, why do you think you are?

51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy?

52: Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships?

53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?

54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?

55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?

56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?

57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?

58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?

59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?

60: What's your opinion on open relationships?

61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?

62: How do you define "cheating"?

63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?

64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?

65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"?

[bertholdt-fubar]

selfies from saturday night as 78 bertholdt (everyone thought i was marco??? whoops)

[muchacha11]

BIG CUDDLY BOYFRIENDS

I imagine these two being super snuggly/kissy with each other, and no one dares say a thing about it since they are literally the biggest guys in school. (Well, maybe Annie gives them crap about it, just because she can.)

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tbh i think the only one who does it more would be Jean. For reasons. 

My Reiner is more on the curiosity end of the spectrum. 

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My god if Reiner caught him he’d show off so hard. So. Hard. 

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tbh the only way to describe how Jean would react to that is

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It’s like a combination of curiosity and making sure he’s one of (if not the) biggest dude in the group.

[bulgingbraun-blog]

tbh i think the only one who does it more would be Jean. For reasons. 

My Reiner is more on the curiosity end of the spectrum. 

[textsfromjeanmarco]

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me like 4 yrs ago: i think i have depression

me today: boy howdy is that just one ingredient to this horrifying cocktail that is my mental health

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Logs in. Posts depression art. Leaves.

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Today: copious couple behaviour, constant space invasion, flirting out the wazoo, approximately 6 hours of Smash.

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Apparently I can’t be in a good mood without getting accused of being high. What, can’t I just enjoy my day, and this essay is great, and the fact I slaughtered Kabaine in smash for the first time? Can I not celebrate the 2 week rest from assignment hell without being suspected of being in a mildly pebbled state? 

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“Do… do you really think I want to think of them as ants?” He chokes on a sob and he hated himself for it. “I just want to get through this so it can be over. I- I don’t– I hate this.. I hate doing this to you… This is all my fault…”

Finally, Berthold looked up and met Reiner’s eyes. He felt part of himself tear, watching Reiner look so lost and shaky. He wanted to stop talking about this, wanted to close the distance between them and just hold him. But Berthold opened his mouth again instead, spilling more horrible words.

“…… If….. If you want… to keep living like this… then fine. But I can’t…,” His breath hitches, another ghost of a sob, “I can’t keep lying to everyone. It makes me want to die.”

                   Liar                     Fucking liar

                             You’re too weak to leave him                                           You NEED him

With a final ragged intake of breath, the tears start rolling down his face. Bert immediately wraps his arms around himself, trying to build up a wall, a shield (Keep yourself hidden, Warriors don’t cry). His knees started to shake with the strain of standing through this much emotion and he hated himself so he wiped his tears away, harshly, too harshly, one of his torn and chewed on nails catching on the delicate skin under his eye. He barely noticed its sting, he was much too used to pain.

He stood there, stiff backed with his hands balled into fists and his head down, and took more hiccupy breaths to try to steady himself. His voice was low and shaky when he spoke next, though he still sounded like he was on the edge of tears.

“What do you keep trying to say, Reiner?”

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“It makes it easier though, doesn’t it.” A fresh flame of aggression flared up within him, forcing him to stand straight and square his shoulders. “It makes it easier if you see them as worthless. Just more anthills to kick apart to please your dad.” He had not meant to cut so deep, to drive the knife in quite so far, but the flame behind his words was making it difficult to stop, to know where to draw the line and turn back. “That’s all this is, right? How many bugs have you found today, Berthold? Did you give them names?” 

Name it. Form a bond. Then crush it, crush it until it stops hurting. Feel no guilt. 

Warriors don’t cry.

Mimicking the man who had attempted to shape them left a bitter taste in his mouth, and a pang of hurt in his chest. Wasn’t that sign enough that he had failed? Not monster enough for their old home, not human enough to carve a new one. 

“We haven’t found any sign of the coordinate, we can’t go home.. What’s the point? Why not just... Make the best of it?”