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Fucking Rafe throughout
the seasons
wrngs: angst ( indicated by ✶ ), description of smut ( indicated by ᯓ ) under the emotional prospective, headcanons, mention of
drugs, no proofread
season 1
Positions & Conditions : mostly and majorly doggystyle, zero vanilla, zero aftercare, usually happening as a one night stand or at parties. Enjoys it raw and scoffs when you ask him if he perhaps has a condom.
ᯓ Kinks: degradation, spitting, hair pulling, spanking, rough sex ,unrevealed breeding kink, dacryphilia.
✶ A lot of internal and repressed anger cause him to crave a position of power and control during intimacy, since vulnerability would’ve occurred and it would’ve been easier for him to handle. That’s because he’s releasing his mental tension through the relieving feeling of sex. Under all that roughness, the degrading and the insults, there’s just silent suffering that throws him after the edge and the suffocating feeling of not having a light at the end of the tunnel.
✶ The roughness allows him to get high off of the adrenaline, that has almost the same effect of drugs. When in the morning, he’s lucid and his mouth his dry, the familiar feeling of rooted guilt and projected disappointment awaits to torture him from sun up to sun down, just to prove a point. They’re both unhealthy, his addictions, and do you blame him for being fucking insane?
✶ When he’s releasing roughly out of his system what had bothered him all week, taking it out on a random girl who’s name’s irrelevant and who’s way too drunk to avoid someone like him, all he tries to forget and break off is that guilt that doesn’t get near to ease but is only fueled by that toxic habit.
✶ Rafe’s addictions affect the way he connects with others and sexual intercourse for him is just a way to cope with his mental health instability. A desperate way to find connections and the slightest occasions of sympathy towards him . Also his way to be seen, like somehow people are gonna pay attention to him only when he’s sharing his body.
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season 2
Positions & Conditions :
Rafe escapes that frat boy lifestyle and attempts to introduce himself to a more serious love life. He still likes being in charge as it feeds his insanity and he still keeps his behavior really toxic, emotionally damaging and not lucid since he’s actually mentally unstable.
Still loyal to the doggystyle, even tho he like the missionary position since eye contact is stimulating enough for him to feel something. Zero vanilla but can give aftercare. His ego doesn’t let him give up the lead and be a switch.
ᯓ Kinks: breath play, chocking, bondage kink, spitting, enjoys cowgirl, tit play, words of affirmation, orgasm control , weapons play, consensual degrading, exhibition kink.
Very, very very jealous. His unstable personality causes him to fuck everything up, not considering consequences and giving up on his actions as regret devours him alive. So, as he’s rough, wants to hear you speak to him, validate him and feed into his possessive tendencies.
ᯓ “Tell me your mine, look at me” his eyes shush the hunger and feed the urge of dominance by taking in all of your expressions, the received dopamine flowing through his veins, messing up with his system.
✶ His obsessive thoughts and insane fixations make him target his sexual partners. Sex is just another addiction now and he find it heavily destabilizing. His mental health issues peaking as Rafe finds himself fitting weirdly in vulnerability, slowly experiencing something scary and deep during intimacy
✶ He doesn’t really cares about his sexual partner and he’s only there for his own pleasure. He’s deeply repulsed and frightened from relationships but he’s still capable of developing feelings for a sexual partner. If they show the slightest kind of affection or if they simply listen and pay attention to his presence and his needs .
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season 3 & 4
Positions & Conditions : finally gets into sane relationships, and god damn if he’s ready for the sex aspect. When he’s okay enough to get to know someone new, he’s ready to please and worship them. Absolutely loyal to aftercare, every single time now. Sex isn’t a coping mechanism, just pure enjoyment that needs to be cherished as much as possible. Rafe likes to be vanilla when the times right or when he’s feeling affectionate and romantic, but can completely switch up to being rough anytime he feels like it. Overstimulating you till you cry with a rentless pace that makes you roll your eyes, or doing it slow in the morning when both of you are tired. He tries not to be rough when he’s frustrated, but he knows you’ll take it anyway like a good bitch.
ᯓ Rafe looooves eating you out and has a thing for being between your legs all the time, every single chance he gets. Even if it’s just him laying down with you, trailing paths with his fingertips dangerously close to your inner thighs. Teasing and seeing how much he can play with you before you start begging. Kissing your throbbing folds like the tease he is, savoring the wetness even though the fabric of your shorts. He’s obsessed with the feeling of having your thighs glued around his head, back arched while you pull on his hair, grinding and shaking at the friction created by his mouth increases on your pussy.
ᯓ Has a vigorous preference for a nice missionary, seeing your face while he splits you up with his painfully hard dick does it well enough for him to finish every single time. This way, he can easily maneuver the way your legs prettily bend, how much he can touch you before you come, trembling desperately on his dick. Or just how easily he can reach new angles to make you scream and whine even better, cause he’d never deny himself the way you sound when you’re about to cum.
ᯓ He really loves cowgirl and as long as he’s fucking you, he’ll do what you say. Thats the way he’d learnt, listen to your needs to deserve your pussy. That squeezes painfully tight around his skin when he squeezes your breast or when he brings you down by your jaw for a kiss. Riding him and barely being able to speak, with how hard you’re grinding his swollen tip against your g spot.
ᯓ Kinks: overstimulation, edging, orgasm control, daddy kink, sensory deprivation, chocking, condescending praise, exhibition kink
✶ Rafe sobers up from the sick pressure of his dad’s judgment, turning him into a whole different person as grief distances him from distractions. After his growth is visible and his mental health stable, Rafe lives with his past and experiences different dynamics in sexual intimacy.
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