I'd like to write love letters to friends who've treated me badly, and I'd like to receive love letters from friends I've treated badly, a memento Mori, a last word telling each other "i loved you like the fire that preserved Pompeii" and "my heart pained me and my scream made you think it was hate, it was love, it was love, it was love" id like to not go back to those friendships and those I've mistreated, I've made peace with our departure. Yet my heart Loves you, and God knows, sometimes it feels my heart and i are two separate people













