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[bumbl3b33boo]

I get so mad when Google auto corrected me and said 'their' only to take it back after I finished my sentence

[bumbl3b33boo]

Why did they abandon me?

I know why. I just enjoy painting myself as innocent. They didn't abandon me, they just had to put themselves first. I understand why I was a detriment to their health. I understand why we had to grow apart. I forgive myself for letting them down, and live for myself, love myself,

and perhaps, without unhealthy hope, we might cross paths again, and they'll see I've taken care of myself. Maybe they will take me back.

[bumbl3b33boo]

Violated by my lover

I'm devastated by the thought, that if I let a man into my life, let him love me, he'd unconsciously feel entitled to access and control my body as if it were his own.

He stops asking. Assumes silly, self centered things, like where he is going to stand while I'm giving birth. Makes statements about his preferred haircuts and styles. Tells me he doesn't like girls with long nails, as if it's just a passing thought to him.

He'll never understand the pressure to give your entire self to someone and not complain, solely for their satisfaction, even if it means discomfort. He'll never truly grasp the ingrained trauma that was created from thousandths of generations of men forcing women's hand. Leaving women with no better options than to comply and suffer, or don't and suffer worse.

And now he screams that women are too mean to men online.

[bumbl3b33boo]

you know that John mulahny joke about how you couldn't do an all girls ocean 11, cause 4 of them or whatever would break off and talk shit about the rest. and we lowkey all felt so called out by how true that was, that we all developed a mentality to prove it wrong in like less than ten years. I really feel like it was a historical plot point in the girls girls era becoming a thing

[bumbl3b33boo]

"Aberham Lincoln is my name And with my pen I write the same I wrote in both hast and speed and left it here for fools to read"

[bumbl3b33boo]

If we all lived in a little fairy society would we farm some bugs for food, and keep other bugs as pets, and other other bugs as like a mode of transportation?

Wed probably also like end up selectively breading the bugs to like be perfect for whatever little job we had for them. Like the 'horse' bugs would have really high endurance and be really fast flying. And like the bugs we ate would look really unnatural if it was like fairy america.

The bugs we keep as pets might be purely about ascetics, for one class, while a work asset and investment for another.

The cool thing about bugs, is all the weird shit they can do, and they are resilient. Theoretically you could bread any kind of bug to be able to perfect a certain job or brings out a certain trait right? but how easy is that? maybe it's my ignorance, but I feel like bugs aren't really known for having like a super diverse gene pool within a certain species.