⏤͟͟͞͞𝓝𝓸𝓪𝓱۶ৎ

ᜊ~Just a silly Audhd Alterbeing trying to navigate life~ꨄ He/They/Xe/Void/Stars

[bunnihertz]

"Big doe eyes lookin' like a Dolly

when I'm cunt"

Hello! Welcome to my blog! The place where I'll most likely be sharing nonsensical things, who knows! Join me for the ride as I go insane! 🩷

To start off, My name is Noah! You can also call me by any of my kins names. I use He/They/Xe/Void/Star pronouns!

۶ৎAbout Me:

My birthday is June 22 2006, I am 19 as of writing this

Some of my hobbies include art and writing

My fav styles are Morute, Scene, Decora, Goth to name a few.

Some of my inspirations are WWT era Jazmin Bean, adorasick, tehrazhel, re.gurgitate, or any weird creepy cute things 🩷

I have diagnosed Autism, ADHD, Social anxiety so please be patient with me!

I am an Alterbeing! My Alterbeing identities are experienced mostly psychologically but some feel physical to me.

Bete "Betty" Noire IRL

Funfact my user is inspired off bunnies and the song HERTZ by Black Dresses!

Interests:

FNAF, Little Nightmares, Fran bow, Gravity Falls, The Owl House, Steven universe, Deltarune, Undertale (and a few aus), ENA, LPS, Dandys world, Dragon Adventures, TADC, Amanda the adventurer, MCSM. The list can go on and on. Some interests of mine come and go with hyperfixations.

Alterhuman Types:

Theriotypes:

Chital Deer (also known as Spotted Deer or Axis Deer)

Dhole (also known as Whistling Dog or Asiatic Wild Dog)

Ayres's Hawk-Eagle

Fictionkin:

I have a lot but I think the most important to know is that Bete "Betty" Noire is one of my highest kins, and a physical kin for me. I have a lot of kintypes, that I may cover at a later date.

Other kintypes:

Plushkin! Yes I am a plushie! Specifics? Not sure I just know I'm a plushie!

Songkin! (I kin the FNAF song "Always Wanted")

Extra:

I am a huge fan of Jazmin Bean and ZAND!

I also really like Beefcake, Bambi Baker, Zheani, Lilith Morris (formerly known as Salvia), Dazey and the scouts, Oliver Buckland, The Caretaker, Baby Bugs, the list can go on but I listen to a variety of music :P

DNI: homophobia, racism, transphobia, anti-xenogender, anti-alterhuman, pedos/zoos/necros, anti-neopronouns, ableism, I guess the basic DNI stuff

[bunnihertz]

I actually haaattte how much I struggle between tasks. I'll be doing one thing- and then I want to do something else, but I cannot bring myself to do the next thing.

Ramble under cut

An example is like, I'm watching videos but I want to play a game. So I stop watching videos but now I'm stuck here because I can't bring myself to instantly start playing games.

So now I'm just frustrated because I don't know what to do. My brain can't focus on the thing and I'm increasingly growing stressed because I can't just start playing a game.

Now I'm just spending time sitting, lost in thought about how it's so dumb I can't just start playing this game. I'm actively just getting more worked up because I feel too much emotion I don't know how to regulate and now an hour has gone by.

Now I'm mad because it's been an hour of sitting doing nothing and I'm actively losing time I could've spent playing this game or hell doing something else, but I'm here still worked up and still not doing anything.

I'm still losing precious time, why can't I just start playing this game. Just get up and get on. I'm sure I'll start focusing on it when I start playing... Right? But now I'm frustrated, stressed, and I want to cry it's too much emotion. I don't know how to deal with this emotion- and it's making it harder to focus.

My brain feels foggy. Every movement I do feels weird. Moving my eyes around feels weird, I can't really think a whole lot. Maybe I have like one thought going on in my brain, but it's not like the usual constant many thoughts I usually have going on. It's easier if I just don't think anyway, maybe I just need to stare at something for a little bit. I can't really process much, and it's hard to bring a thought to myself.

I should probably just stare at something then. It would be easier to just let my thoughts go and stare for a bit. I don't feel like doing anything anymore anyway. It's not like I can bring myself to do something now, everything feels too weird for me to process and memorize.

Man I really need to start waking up at consistent times to take my medication and booster at the right times. If only I didn't keep forgetting to take them at the right times.

I really do hate struggling to start new tasks.

[bunnihertz]

There's only few songs for me that needs to be played full volume (even better full volume with headphones) but one of those songs is 100% Wet By Dazey and the Scouts. Whenever this song is on it WILL be blasted full volume and I really don't care what anyone says about it

[atlas-tries]

Hey y'all, quick reminder: if you see this advertisement

Do Not Take Their Survey.

These are transphobes and homophobes, they are not interested in researching for progress, they want more ways to oppress and get more of us in conversion therapy. Report on sight.

[bunnihertz]

Current update: I'm in so much pain. There's pain in my side again and I'm hoping it's not another Kidney Stone because I don't want to go through that again 🥲🥲

[bunnihertz]

The Gardens ✨ I love taking a trip here and walking around. It's very peaceful and there's usually not a lot of people. It's a nice place to hangout at

Extra photos! Just of the flowers and stuff, very pretty!

[bunnihertz]

I'm going to the gardens today and I'm excited 😋 so yippie! I can take photos and share em! Also I got paid today and I'm like highkey debating if I want to buy more gear or not- I'd like to treat myself this month as it gets closer to my birthday. Also happy summer everyone! I hope everyone will have fun this summer 🐾

[bunnihertz]

I know I disappeared for a while but I'm alive I swear 🐕 I haven't been up to much but playing Tomodachi life (it's kinda consuming my life rn help) anyway I did get a new mask and I have some photos with it.. I need to go out again and take some good photos (I think I also have some from a while ago that I meant to post but like highkey forgot.. Will check it's with my deer mask tho)

[bunnihertz]

I have finally cut my hair so if I post any photos of me (mainly with masks or something) from after this just be warned my hair is short again. I had my friend cut it as they're the ones who have been cutting my hair short for like a while now

[bunnihertz]

The urge to like... Make an art side blog despite the fact that I rarely art but like.... Something is possessing me and telling me to draw more and share em help

[bunnihertz]

I'm just now seeing that one of my posts about crystals have been labeled for mature content. I mean I don't mind if it wants to label it as "mature content" I just don't really understand what is considered mature content in here? It's just a post about crystals, and me showing the mini haul of what I got that day

[bunnihertz]

Okay so I went to a crystal store near where I live in my town, one I've never been to before. And I got some stuff. The vibes there were really really nice. Not only that they had this HUUUGGEE piece of Fluorite for like $290 (it was absolutely gorgeous in person). I got a smaller piece for $24 but still just as gorgeous.

Here's a mini haul of what I got! And what they are! (Some when I got them weren't labeled, or labeled on the receipt so 2 of these could be wrong- forgive me if it is)

1: Fluorite, based on my research it says it's a kind of fluorite. It didn't have a price tag or thing saying what it was like the big piece of fluorite (they priced it based off how much it weighed)

2: the 3 in this photo is Rhodonite, Miriam Jasper, and Moonstone

3: Ruby Zoisite tower

4: I can't really tell what this is. I got kinda mixed results- but I THINK it's a Tourmalinated Quartz

Thats all I got but they had some really gorgeous stuff!

[bunnihertz]

Grrrr I want to go crystal shopping with my gear and record it and post it grrr. I want to visit the 3 crystal shops in my town with my roommate and sister it'll be so fun... Grrrr. I hope the other 2 crystal shops also have preserved bugs or bones/fossils like the one I've been too. Got a preserved Crow Butterfly and Hawkmoth and a ammonite fossil from there. Like actually so so kewl

Also the ammonite photo features this pink opal sphere I got from the same crystal store

[apollo-of-stars]

Dhole in the tropics ^^

Thought we’d finally share some more Apollo…ears have been finished but we have yet to take any professional photo because…we’re lazy ^^’

anyways we have had the blessing to have made it to a very sunny and tropical place over the last couple of weeks for a program, and it has been absolutely euphoric!! that being said having no access to a proper brush so…he’s looking a bit fuzzy…

with much love and positivity, Auden💛☀️

[bunnihertz]

This is so beautiful!! I loovvee how fluffy it looks and absolutely love the markings! This mask is so gorgeous and I'm eating it with my eyes/pos

[bunnihertz]

Productive day so far. I have went to Target and not only that but in my mask. I have officially went public gearing once again. Same target but they changed A LOT about it and its still being renovated (I have videos of this lmao) I shall provide photos of what I mean. My trip to target was to buy some stuff so I can customize my bottom bunk and make it feel more like a den/nest. A comfy place for me to rest and chill at! I can't wait to start making the den :3

The damn target, it felt so weird coming in because everything is so different feels almost apocalyptic

[bunnihertz]

I in fact did outline the one photo that was accidentally taken upside down. I also ended up making another insta acc, that this was posted on (yap also undercut because thats all I know how to do, so its optional if you wanna read or not)

So I now officially have an insta centered on my Alterbeing identities/expression! While also having my other insta acc thats been used for aesthetic fashion purposes kinda like a weird/morute vibe. If anyone is curious its feathered.deer (which would probably show up as abnormalfawn sometimes because I think Instagram is loosing it. I did change the user right after making it because I'm indecisive, just to realize that abnormalfawn sounded better... But I didn't want to use the word fawn.. As my other acc already has fawn in it... And my personal identity isn't a fawn, more buck than anything. Feathered replaced abnormal because well..im also a bird) Why am I yapping? Uhh anyway I'm also kinda cross posting on here, Instagram, and Pinterest as I've been really active on Pinterest recently (like I plan on posting this photo on Pinterest because I personally like it). Some photos I did with my mask have been posted on the other insta acc or will be at a later date so its kinda messy. I see it as the aesthetic acc because it's just that, for self expression through aesthetics/makeup. The places where photos are posted mixed and not deliberately seperated is here and Pinterest. Anyways I think the ramble is over now so uhh sorry about that lol

[bunnihertz]

ᥲ ძᥱᥱr іᥒ һᥱᥲძᥣіgһ𝗍s ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆

Unedited (besides what I did in my photos app) photo + some bonus photos under the cut!

Here are some bonus photos! Some are probably gonna go up on my Instagram (same with this photo, just edited differently) also might edit and repost the one of me upside down because I think it'd look REEEALLLY cool outlined