This is my land, and here, I am king.

Disclaimer: It may or may not be about you.

[athenas--ashes--777]

Where do i go if nowhere and no-one feels like home anymore

[burntblueberrywaffles]

Bestie I can feel rejected by things you wouldn’t even think of

[harrietthespyy]

sorry I can’t talk I’m looking for porn that looks like you

[burntbrokendamned]

Today makes exactly one month since the worst day I have experienced. One month since I lost my best friend, my confidant, and the one person who knew every single aspect of my existence, in horribly deep detail.

Today makes one month of no phone calls, of no visits, of no late night rants about roadwork and how horrible my wait for food was. Today makes one month of no laughter at silly things, no big plans for the future, and no lonely talks before the sun rises at the break of day.

Today makes a month of looking at the hideous hole in my living room wall that crumbled as I woke and continued to break and crack through the morning, and a series of frustrated calls as I so desperately tried to contact the one person who could fix it, fix everything that goes wrong in my life. But today, one month ago, the phone rang silent, today, the disgusting gray void in the wall was still there, today, you were still gone and my world is still shattered just as it was and nothing is the same and nothing will ever be the same again.

I have replayed the night before in my head day in and day out time and time and time again and it doesn't make it any better and I'm not better and I still wake up every day and distract myself and pretend it's all okay but deep down I am so fucking broken and it's not funny. I don't eat and I don't sleep and I can't login at anything in my house the same and every restaurant in this town and every place I disappear to in my mind has you there and it's just bullshit and it's so fucking unfair.

It's so fucking lonely and I'm so fucking lonely and nothing will ever be warm or bright again and I'm trying so fucking hard SO fucking hard.

[burntbrokendamned]

All these nudes and no alt girls to send them to, what a shame.

[burntbrokendamned]

I look better in the other towel but

[burntbrokendamned]

I hate the things you say.

[burntbrokendamned]

I wanna fuck a neko girl just once.

Please please plllllease

[burntbrokendamned]

Bite my hips and call me daddy

[burntbrokendamned]

[burntbrokendamned]

[missinyouiskillingme]

What if I never forget you? What if, all my life, when I meet someone new, I can never fall for them because they aren't you?

[burntbrokendamned]

Let me FUCKING SAVE YOU you fucking idiot.

[burntbrokendamned]

I had a fun little dream last night that I was in the FBI and raided a drug house only to find out that it was owned by the FBI, and then I had to explain why I raided a place we owned and I said

"Fuck I dunno." And immediately woke up.

[missinyouiskillingme]

[burntbrokendamned]

Do we starve ourselves because of depression, or do we drink ourselves blind?

[becherdireinen]

I’m such a slut for casual intimacy. Like yesss rest your chin on my shoulder while we're in line at the grocery store, I live for that shit.