?

your idea of love was too far from mine.

[adeadgirlspoetry]

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[fairycosmos]

you'll just be minding ur business and then suddenly the air smells like an august evening in 2005

[burntsiennacandlewax]

Day breaks, the darkness returns.

As the night falls and the stars awake,

I am left alone with only the voices that surround me.

Voices, I must surrender to them.

Succumb to the darkness

That I have been enveloped in

All these years now.

Since you left me wounded and abandoned,

Left to pick up the pieces of the soul you broke.

I once thought I found the better version of you.

How quickly I learned, I found worse than you.

Left broken once more.

When does the vicious cycle end?

- j.m.s

[michaelbogild-deactivated202503]

“I am everything without you”

—

[ilovetoodeeply]

open your eyes maybe you’ll see that no one loved you like me

[burntsiennacandlewax]

I woke up today and you weren't my first thought. This is my progress.

[burntsiennacandlewax]

Someday, I will be healed.

[lovetragic]

[burntsiennacandlewax]

Today was different.

When you waltzed into my dream last night

And made me feel your love,

Every ounce of progress I thought I was making disappeared,

Along with you.

You left as quickly as you came,

Rendering the small amount of peace I get from sleeping.

When I awoke, I felt as though something was squeezing my heart from the inside out.

You stayed with me all day,

In every thought,

In every movie,

In each sip of my coffee.

The memory of you still lingers along the hallways of my mind.

And some days it follows me closely,

Holding the back of my shirt like a lost little kid.

I keep dreadfully hoping that someday you will find a new home.

- j.m.s

[burntsiennacandlewax]

My love was your infatuation.

My heart was your toy.

My mind was your nightmare.

My pain was your joy.

You played with my organs,

And used my body to venture.

You got lost in me

And lost love with each gesture.

With each touch, you stole more of my soul

So now, I sit here feeling small and diminished.

Worn, used, and on the brink of breakage

Waiting for you to fulfill the promises you left unfinished.

All that lingers now is the love you left alone,

And the ghost of you that follows me

Throughout this abandoned home.

- j.m.s

[burntsiennacandlewax]

"By loving you, I'm losing me every night."

If You're Gonna Lie, FLETCHER

[unabashedlylyrics]

“I hope you know I don’t want you to love me anymore.”

— Violent Smile, Hotel Books

[burntsiennacandlewax]

You may have broken me,

But I've taken the hurt

And I've taken the pieces

And rearranged them into art.

Your demons no longer hide my beauty,

I'm flourishing through the flames of our once was.

You don't consume my thoughts anymore.

In fact, you fuel my passion in a brand new way.

A way where you're not even here

And I don't have to hide

From you or anyone else for you.

This is the sad start to my happiness.

- j.m.s to t.d.p

[burntsiennacandlewax]

We are not always one.

Not always one with ourselves,

And not always one with each other.

If our love was a book, its story would make no sense.

For we stray away to other pages...Of other books.

Seeking what? You won’t find the answers in the ballad of her words.

You won’t find solace in her embrace.

You won’t find my soul behind her eyes.

“Meant to be” is meant to be left alone to the warps in time.

Love cannot be certain when it cannot love.

You must keep reading,

Read in between my lines, take a note or two.

Understand me the way I understand you.

The answers are here and they’re easy to see

The answer is here, and if you’d keep reading

You’d see that it’s me.

- j.m.s

[burntsiennacandlewax]

Your words are like sweet poison flowing through my ears,

Feeding me lies and stories,

Slowly killing me each sip I take.

Although, you're so delicious,

My mind can't handle what you're doing to me.

I'm losing myself

Trying to find you.

- j.m.s

[darlinghoneysweetheart]

i woke up thinking about you today, i rolled over and checked my phone, as if there might a text waiting for me, hoping against reason that there would be, but there wasn’t. i knew there wouldn’t be, but i can’t seem to be rid of this foolish hope that one of these days you’ll wake up and realize you made a mistake when you chose her. i keep waiting for you to love me, after all this time, after everything we’ve been through, i’m still waiting for you.