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me, contemplating in the shower after a binge: do I not count calories for a while to prevent a breakdown? or is counting calories the only thing keeping me from having a breakdown?
🛍 8/1/21 🛍
me, while estimating the total calories I ate today:
mistakes were made. yesterday I was literally like “I have to remember I’m prone to overeating”. and what do I do the next day? ovEREAT 🤦♀️
at first it was just chips and I knew the amount wouldn’t of been too high cal, so I was like “this is fine :)” but then I ate a ton of chocolate and now I feel super sick. it wasn’t even a binge triggered by extreme hunger or cravings, I just sad-boredom ate 🤦♀️ oh well, one day of overeating isn’t going to ruin progress.
may or may not commit to my morning walk tomorrow. I’m in p a i n but hopefully some of the bloating will go down overnight. definitely committing to the fast on sunday.
reasons to keep eating
🌸 your body needs nutrients to help it cleanse yourself of nasty toxins and function regularly
🌸 eating will allow you to grow healthily and live long
🌸 it’ll help reduce your risk for chronic diseases and other health issues
🌸 if you don’t eat carbohydrates, protein from your muscles will be used to fuel your body instead (reminder: the heart is a muscle! Please don’t destroy your precious little heart, you need that to live!)
🌸 also, if you don’t eat enough carbohydrates your blood sugar drops and long term deficiency can result in hypoglycemia
🌸 fainting, problems sleeping, loss of energy, irritability and digestive issues are also more likely to occur when you starve yourself
🌸 there are other alternatives to losing weight like running or yoga or just figuring out a healthier diet (a good start can be cutting out soda, it’s pretty bad for you)
🌸 you NEED calories to SURVIVE
🌸 you are already so beautiful, even if you can’t see it now, and you deserve to eat
🌸 think of all the yummy foods you’re missing out on!!! the tastes!!! The smells!!! Don’t deny yourself the luxury of a good tasting meal
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🧸 7/1/21 🧸
- brunch, 1pm, 443kcal -
8oz coffee
6 pieces hershey’s assorted chocolate (300)
honeycrisp apple (80)
1/2 cup raspberries (32)
1/2 cup blackberries (31)
- dinner, 5:30pm, 520kcal -
12oz pepsi max
10 chicken + veg dumplings (520)
total kcal: 963
total water: 48oz (oof)
total kcal burnt: 1280
- fast: -925kcal (18.5hrs)
- sleep: -355kcal (9hrs)
- exercise: n/a (didn’t exercise)
net kcal: -317
note: I’ve decided I’m going to walk saturday and fast sunday. ngl today was terrible. I’m disappointed in myself for not eating healthy and for not exercising.
classes start in a couple of weeks, but I got my textbooks today so I’ve been getting ahead (which means feeling stressed and sitting around all day 🤦♀️).
the chocolate and dumplings were a learning experience tho. I restrict for a few days and forget that I have a binging problem lol. I need to be mindful of fulfilling cravings while recognizing portion control. I’ll do better tomorrow! ✊ bad days happen and it’s not the end of the world. 💗
🛋 6/1/21 🛋
- brunch, 11am, 220kcal -
8oz coffee
16oz orange juice (220)
- lunch, 1pm, 100kcal -
la colombe vanilla draft latte (100)
- dinner, 5:30pm, 110kcal -
la colombe mocha draft latte (110)
total kcal: 430
total water: 80oz
total kcal burnt: 1404
- fast: -1000kcal (20hrs)
- sleep: -355kcal (9hrs)
- exercise: -46kcal (calisthenics, weight lifting)
net kcal: -974
note: the plan was to only drink liquids today and then fast tomorrow. but I’m moving my fast to friday instead 🤷♀️ I don’t want all the fruit in my fridge to go bad lmao. I’m also craving dumplings, so there’s that 😔 plus I’m planning to take a walk tomorrow and want to have the energy to do so (for waking up early and for actually walking lol).
🧼 5/1/21 🧼
- lunch, 1:30pm, 1006kcal -
12oz pepsi max
20 bk chicken nuggets (856)
1 package zesty sauce (150)
total kcal: 1006
total water: 80oz
total kcal burnt: 1299
- fast: -900kcal (18hrs)
- sleep: -335kcal (8.5hrs)
- exercise: -64kcal (yoga, calisthenics, weight lifting)
net kcal: -293
note: ok so I ate fast food 🤧 I’m embarrassed but I’m not too upset about it because I had already planned to only drink liquids tomorrow.
plus, it’s difficult for me to eat over 1000kcal (dumbass rat brain), so I’m proud of myself. I mean, it was super unhealthy but at least it’ll prevent a binge. hOpEfUlLy 😎
The holidays are over, so it's time to pick yourself back up and get going again.
Doesn't matter what you ate yesterday. You can't change what's already happened. What matters is how you treat yourself today and everyday going forward.
So get up, shower, work out, and drink your gosh darn green tea (but not too much, so you don't have a caffeine overload!)
We're going to smash our goals in 2021, and make sure we leave 2020 feeling like the Next Top Model.
Stay motivated and stay safe.
🧺 4/1/21 🧺
- lunch, 1:30pm, 700kcal -
8oz coffee
whole medium avocado (250)
4 galbani snack mozarella balls (200)
slice of toast (110)
small banana (105)
tomato (20)
1/2 cup cucumber (8)
1 cup spinach (7)
- dinner, 6:30pm, 264kcal -
2 small pillsbury croissants (160)
2 orange bell peppers (60)
2 cup sliced baby mushrooms (30)
2 cups spinach (14)
total kcal: 964
total water: 76oz
total kcal burnt: 1404
- fast: -1000kcal (20hrs)
- sleep: -355kcal (9hrs)
- exercise: -49kcal (yoga, calisthenics, weight lifting)
net kcal: -440
note: the cheese cravings are officially gone. I’m officially cheese repulsed. did I eat too much? yes. do I regret it? not really!
I’m basically forcing myself to eat fear foods so I don’t have a mega relapse™️ again. my DE really fucked me in 2020 so I’m trying to be less restrictive and more forgiving. as long as I get VERY minimal exercise and eat at least one serving of fruit and veg, I call that a success 🤷♀️
be patient- you won’t reach your goal weight overnight. don’t let that discourage you. it’s tempting to see the number on the scale dropping really slowly and say “fuck it, nothing is happening so im just going to eat”. don’t give in. slow progress builds up over time; giving up will get you right back where you started.
Why is Chewing and Spitting So Bad?
Brought to you by a Biochem Major
*This is a long post, but I recommend reading it all. It took me like 6 hours to research and type this up, so I hope that someone will find this useful!*
Chewing and spitting doesn’t seem like it would cause any health problems. It seems harmless; obviously you’re not swallowing your food, but besides that, what could be so bad about it?
Your body is a system. All the parts work together and communicate. Read ahead to learn more!
What is chewing and spitting?
It’s just what it sounds like! People will chew their food and spit it out instead of swallowing. It seems like a great method to lose weight: you get enjoy all the delicious flavors of food without having to digest any of the calories (wrong)!
What happens when you chew your food?
Chewing is your body’s first step to digesting food. In your mouth, you mechanically break down food through chewing and chemically start to break down food through the aid of enzymes present in your saliva.
What problems can chewing and spitting cause?
Chewing and spitting can cause stomach problems like ulcers, mouth problems like tooth decay, cavities, and swollen salivary glands, and hormonal imbalances that can contribute to chronic diseases.
How does chewing and spitting cause these problems?
Your body is a system where every part communicates with each other. In digestion, the nervous system (think brain/spinal cord/nerves) and endocrine system (think glands/hormones) work together to help make digestion more efficient. Remember, chewing is your body’s first way of digesting food. When you chew (even if you don’t swallow), your nervous and endocrine system will still communicate to the rest of your body that food is moving further down the digestive tract.
Your body prepares for this in several ways: through the release of stomach acid, an increase in saliva, and the production of insulin. I will go into each of these specifically; the key takeaway is that even though chewing may seem like a minor action, it produces a major chain reaction from your body, that can take a toll on you if this response has nothing (food) to respond to.
Secretion of Stomach Acid
Problem: Stomach acid is released to help further break down food that travels further down the digestive tract. However, when you chew and spit, you’re not swallowing food that the stomach acid can interact with. Therefore, your stomach acid is being released into an empty stomach where it reacts with your stomach lining instead. This causes stomach ulcers and other problems in your stomach.
What’s the big deal/why does this happen: Stomach acid is a very strong acid. It has a pH of 2 (note: pH ranges from 1-14; the smaller the pH of a substance, the more acidic it is). For reference, battery acid has a pH of 1, and hydrochloric acid (HCl) has a pH of 3. In my chem labs, I have to wear gloves when dealing with HCl because it can burn your skin (I won’t include pictures, but you can look it up…it’s not pretty.) Ok, so your body will secrete stomach acid, believing it will be interacting with food traveling further down the digestive tract. But since you didn’t swallow your food, the stomach acid is going to instead interact with your stomach lining. Think about what a less acidic acid will do to your hands. Now think about what a more acidic acid is going to do to your raw stomach lining. If you engage in this behavior often enough, you could potentially burn a hole in your stomach.
Increase in Saliva Production and Excessive Chewing
Problem: Saliva production is increased in an effort to help break down food in the mouth. However, since you’re spitting out your food, your salivary glands are working hard for no reason. This overwork causes your salivary glands to swell. Excessive chewing also contributes to swelling and jaw pain.
What’s the big deal/why does this happen: People who spit and chew are often eating large quantities of food (binge eating, but without swallowing). They’re chewing more food than normal in short periods of time which causes the salivary glands to be overworked. The swelling of the salivary glands can cause pain in your cheeks and from the outside, your face may appear swollen. Jaw pain arises from the overwork of your jaw in chewing. Binge eating is typically accompanied by high sugary foods. This of course causes cavities and tooth decay.
Production of Insulin
Problem: Eating carbohydrates causes an increase of blood glucose (sugar) levels which is regulated by the hormone insulin. Chewing causes the endocrine gland in the pancreas to secrete insulin to help prepare for this increase in blood glucose levels. However, since you are not swallowing your food, the production of insulin is unnecessary. This causes an excess of insulin in the body. Excess insulin can cause many problems including diabetes (I would explain this more, but I honestly don’t understand it enough and do not want to give out incorrect information! Please keep in mind that there really hasn’t been enough research done on spitting and chewing. I have done my best with the research I could find!).
What’s the harm of chewing and spitting every once in a while?
Chewing and spitting every once in a while might not seem like that big of a deal. And you know what, it might not be that bad if you did it a few times and stopped. BUT: chewing and spitting is highly addictive and is very difficult to stop. When you chew on your food (even if you don’t swallow it), your brain’s pleasure centers are activated. This behavior becomes positively reinforced, meaning you will want to repeat this behavior. You may be thinking “blah blah blah. I can stop whenever tf I want!” However, please keep in mind, the brain responds to chewing and spitting the same exact way it responds to other addictive behaviors like gambling and drug use. Once you start, it is very very hard to quit. The health side effects are not worth it.
I don’t care about my health. I only care about losing weight. Will chewing and spitting help me lose weight?
Remember how I talked about how chewing and spitting causes your insulin levels to rise? Excess insulin leads to an increase in appetite and the slowdown of your metabolism. Obviously this is not going to help you lose weight, but it will help you gain! It’s been found that people who spit and chew typically gain weight. You should also keep in mind that chewing is the first way your body digests food. The enzymes in saliva will break down carbohydrates and those calories will be absorbed by your body even if you don’t swallow your food.
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