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19|fic writer|side blog

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Hiii i have decided this will be my ao3/fic account

my main blog: @midwestingmyemo

my ao3 user name is: ButINeverReallyLived

fandoms i will do

joshler (twenty one pilots) (have written) (kinda)

clancybearer (twenty one pilots) (have written)

capthorne (bbc ghosts)

fawthorne (bbc ghosts)

scollace (scott pilgrim)

I'll probably add more to the list but thats the main ones i read/write currently

will do

fluff

angst

smut

will NOT do under ANY circumstances

incest

pedophilia

non con

puke, piss, feces

cheating

abuse

agere

age play

ya thats about it :p

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

new smut oneshot out:p

i will be adding another chapter to my ongoing collage au but i wanted to write something a lil different

anyway clancy and torch get into a small argument and fuck about it

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

first chapter of a new fic posted:)

this is lowk just a self indulgent fic for nostalgia i don't actually ship anything in this fic its puree crack and it has so much mischaracterisation but who cares anyway if you like random ass bandom fics then you can probably find something better but hey this exists anyywayy I'll update it as much as i can and hopefully i don't abandon it

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

chapter two of this fic is now out!

please do not expect it to be updated this frequently i was just inspired lol anyway theres some religious guilt throw in because i don't have the money for therapy so I'm writing it also also theres mawsten and the 5sos guys show up to say hi BUT THERE WILL BE MORE OF THEM IN LATER CHAPTERS anyway enjoy :pp

[but-i-never-really-lived]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

first chapter of a new fic posted:)

this is lowk just a self indulgent fic for nostalgia i don't actually ship anything in this fic its puree crack and it has so much mischaracterisation but who cares anyway if you like random ass bandom fics then you can probably find something better but hey this exists anyywayy I'll update it as much as i can and hopefully i don't abandon it

[but-i-never-really-lived]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

first chapter of a new fic posted:)

this is lowk just a self indulgent fic for nostalgia i don't actually ship anything in this fic its puree crack and it has so much mischaracterisation but who cares anyway if you like random ass bandom fics then you can probably find something better but hey this exists anyywayy I'll update it as much as i can and hopefully i don't abandon it

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

new fic posted:)

Clancy embarrasses himself a bit infront of the banditos but torch makes it all better and they kiss and all is well again

also i might make a part two if anyone is interested in that

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

first time writing clancybearer smut, first time writing cis smut and first time writing smut in almost a year so if I'm a little rusty thats why

clancy allows torch to feed off him and it gets a "bit" steamy

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Heres the lesbian clancybearer i promised!!

Clancy braids Torch's hair and they cuddle:)

very VERY mild kinda innuendo but its basically nothing

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I'm writing lesbian clancybearer who cheered?

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hello!! I saw your intro post in the Joshler tag and just wanted to come in and explain something if that's okay!! I don't mean to spread hate I'm just trying to be informative!!

okay uh cold start, you put "agere/age play” into your intro and that's an issue.

Agere/age regression is when the brain regresses down to a more childish state of thinking and behaving to cope with trauma, stress, and/or anxiety. It's not sexual. Age play a kink. is when someone gets off on behaving as though there a different age, but most commonly younger, or watching someone behave like a different age. these two things are very much not the same.

Agere is also typically not experienced voluntarily. of course there are individuals who do experience it in such a way, but not always.

Age play is always decided on. The actor always decides how old they're going to portray themselves as.

you can totally put age regression in your will not write for list, that's fine! just please remove it from being associated with age play as though they're the same or related. it adds to the stigma around agere.

again I'm not trying to spread hate!! this isn't meant to sound like an attack, I'm just spreading info and awareness!

okay i definitely should have worded this better in my post

i do know the difference between them but i grouped them together to show i wouldn't do sfw or nsfw agere but i do realise that was kind of stupud of me thank you for pointing it out!!:)

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

new clancybearer oneshot out!!

torch likes clancys mask, infact he likes everything about clancy :D

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"let me just write a quick one shot" its now almost 6am rip

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account borderline abandoned until i can figure out what to do with it. my main: @midwestingmyemo

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happy fall out boy day

can't believe they made an entire day about a fall out boy song

[junkbrainz]

happy pride month to all of those who have a complicated relationship with bang the doldrums by fall out boy

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if you follow me i want you to know i followed you back metaphorically (i can't do it on this account) (fuck tumblr side accounts) (give me all the aspects of tumblr) (i want to follow back the cool emos who follow me)

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ITS HIS BDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY 41ST BDAY PATRICK :DDD :3333