The things you associate yourself with are devistatingly unhelpful to your personal development and mental wellbeing. Call it whatever you want but "fakeclaiming" means nothing. It's real to you, which makes it real. But we can convince ourselves of anything at all if we want to, if we find it alluring in some way, or if it benefits us. We use the language we are given to build a narrative which ties us to the things we focus on. Shift your focus, change what you do, change your habits, develop your language, and you change the narrative- and thus, what you need to justify. Develop a solid sense of self and you won't have to come up with shit to compensate. If you stop surrounding yourself with people (online and irl) who prioritize munchausen and victim-complexes in attempt to dodge accountability for their own shortcomings and irresponsibility and underdeveloped life and social skills, with their priorities on things that are detrimental to their maturity while claiming they truly need to do so or else they'll suffer so immensely (none of these people know the first thing about suffering, I can assure you, based on how they're able to live such decadent lives sitting in their rooms drawing cartoons, e-begging, and writing about how they have little cartoon characters living in their head)... then maybe you can become someone with control over their life. Doesn't that give you immense hope? The knowledge that at any moment, you can in fact just step away, change your lifestyle, shift your focus, get an adderall prescription, get a job, and begin to concieve of yourself as a beautifully complex person with many aspects and facets to your personality and an overly-active and overly-immersive imagination, who loves to roleplay and create characters which represent different sides of your expansive personality, but gets lost in these roles a little too easily because you live an isolated little fantasy life where you're lacking any meaningful sense of responsiblity to others or even to yourself. You lack any sort of role in your real life in which you have any amount of control, and thus, you have invented new ones. It would be almost empowering if you had the mindset to stop viewing such powers of self-invention as a disability. But go ahead, respond with another doodle of your poorly-drawn mascot looking dumbfounded. I already know that until you gain any real and pressing motivation to change your mental frameworks, you simply won't. There's no pressure to change. It's comfortable, whare you're at, even if you feel as if you're truly miserable and pathetic, it's all you've ever known... And it's gotten you thus far, right? Think about what you could do if you invented yourself anew outside of your fantasies.... Moved away to a new city, built a new life, convinced yourself of your capabilities- or at least of your ability to accept failure as a part of growth. I know someone who grew up in a terrible situation, he had severe mental health issues, and was overly-invested in "DID" culture- with his main alter being an fbi agent from a piece of fiction. Someone helped him stop wasting his life drawing art of the fbi agent- told him that if he really sees himself as this character, then just do it. At least try. He stopped living in fantasies as the character he identified as, got into a good school, and now he's on track to becoming a very successful crime scene analysit- and he's not much older than you. He's a stealth ftm with a very bright future, and nobody knows about his past. Think about it. Your life could be the greatest piece of art you ever crafted. You have it in you, obviously. Step one: stop being cringe online. You're welcome.
you dont know me. you dont know anything about me. you dont know anything about my life. you dont know anything about the situation im in. and yet you still have the entitlement to give me some vague ass advice sprinkled in rude comments about my art looking like shit and practically calling me chronically online. think about it, you couldve spent all this time doing something more productive so heres some advice for you
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