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Today was a great day. Today was a day I want to strive for.

Root for me

Because me

I have given the gift of patience to my demons

From their cage they watch

They stir and smile every time someone test the lock

Tonight was a good night. My heart is full

What we kept from Albert- A biography by a friend

I want to be special to somebody.

It just seems I’m never the choice

I don’t understand why I feel like the villain

I don’t know It would be great if I did

lufirel

6ft centipede! Scolopendra mutilans

I fell like nobody like me there.

Dunno why. I’m no Ne'er-do-well

I hate how invisible Ive been feeling lately

I feel so unnoticed. I can’t remember anything but fear and pleading. I do remember good times and I do see the love

But I do not feel seen. I feel so invisible like a chore more than a choice.

I am tired of wondering where or what my worth is

Choose me because it’s me.

Don’t choose me to settle

I can’t help but feel this. I feel a void of sadness for reason I hardly know and more may not even make sense or aren’t even there.

Regardless

Tomorrow will be different I’ll feel the same but it will be different and I guess that’s ok

#idontknowwhatimsayingbutimsurefeelingit

This sense of chaos has left me posed and focused

I’m trapped to think the people I call my friends feel me to be a burden.

My father makes me feel like I am a failure.

I have been crying everyday this year and I am tired. I feel alone and I am so sad.

Not to mention I am running out of space to put this unyielding anger

I don’t know if i want help. It feels like it’s too late for that

I don’t know where my friends begin and my enemies end

I’m hurting all over

I’m tied of being sad

joisbishmyoga

Order 66 AU where Palpatine made one (1) fatal mistake and that was putting the Jedi into the military to whittle them down before his big damn triumph. You know. Like canon. Except that friendship is magic and love overcomes all odds and the Jedi have been right down there in the trenches saving clones, sharing their joys and griefs, and dying for them, while what's Palpatine and the Senate done for them lately, hm?

Palpatine: Execute Order 66!

Cody: . . . Yes my lord.

Cody: Welp guess we're Separatists.

Obi-Wan: We're what.

Cody: I presume you'll be taking control of the droid armies now?

Obi-Wan: What.

Cody: Or is the plan for Generals Windu or Yoda to handle that?

Obi-Wan: ... what....

Cody: Gotta say, sir, you should've done this years ago. The infiltration plot didn't need to go this long.

Obi-Wan: Infil--?

Cody: At least the rest of the war should take about a week without having to answer to the Republic's politicians.

Obi-Wan: . . . Hello, Force? It's me, Obi-Wan. I have a few questions...

adiduck

Okay no I cannot stop laughing hear me out.

So like. TECHNICALLY the order doesn't NECESSARILY specify how the clones should REACT to the news that the Jedi are traitors and there is now a kill order on sight. Like. The expected response is HEAVILY IMPLIED obviously, but if you were to go with the letter, all it TECHNICALLY says is the Jedi and everyone helping them is a traitor.

SO if you are more loyal to the Jedi than the Republic, your decision is probably not that difficult!

Which leaves Palpatine sitting in his office, cackling gleefully, preparing to go to the Senate and declare the Jedi traitors and their victory secure, and meanwhile he just ordered his ENTIRE army to defect.

THIS IS SO FUNNY.

JO. YOUR MIND!!!

joisbishmyoga

So I decided to draw it.

#ohnonotthebigsad

What is too much?

I am a lot And that’s all I know how to be

You’re seeing someone

Then you’re going out

Then you’re dating

And then the relationship happens

Meanwhile nobody wanted this

And here I thought you might have came to surprise me

And here I thought you may have meant it for when you said you had missed me too

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