Elai

GOING INSANE BC I LUV HIM

[c0rpz3--g1rl]

BOO !

Tw for this acc! Containing topics of-

DIS0RDЕRD ЕАТING

s3lf hАr m

TTM (hair pulling)

Anxiety

ADHD

Slight Derealisation symptoms

and over all bad thoughts.

i do not support or encouraging ANY of the things listed so please BLOCK AND DO NOT REPORT !!!!

i know you think your helping but you most definitely are not and i’ll just make a new one so whats the point?

anyways. . . . . . . .

STUFF!!

⭐️HEIGHT:5’5

⭐️AGE:15

⭐️PRNS:any n alllll

⭐️🌟struggling🌟⭐️

But at least my tumblr layout is cute

Bye !

[cowgirliee]

a dead horse hates to see me coming

[borderlinereminders]

It is hard to hold onto the feeling of being loved when no one is actively showing it in that moment. That is emotional permanence, and many people with BPD struggle with it. The love did not disappear. The feeling of the love disappeared. There is a difference. Sometimes the skill is reminding yourself that their love is consistent even when your emotions are not.

[tall]

[c0rpz3--g1rl]

Me and him are still togethed litterally the love of my life btw

[c0rpz3--g1rl]

Js logged back into this acc it does NOT get better tall

[c0rpz3--g1rl]

People are so annoying rn can they pls stop talking to me pls n thx

[c0rpz3--g1rl]

I relapsed heh

[c0rpz3--g1rl]

Proof it never rlly gets better. I come crawling back.

[desecratedaltar-deactivated2024]

i’m very kidnappable haha (flirting)

[c0rpz3--g1rl]

A few hours ago i felt like a normal happy girl with no problems and now that i know hes sad i wanna kms again. Why do i let others moods effect me so much.

[c0rpz3--g1rl]

I guess i never really wanted to

[c0rpz3--g1rl]

I wish i could cut so bad and thats terrifying. I thought i was getting better.

[fairycosmos]

parent-child dynamics are soooo crazy. i love you i resent you i can't stand you i adore you i pity you. and still watching your hair get a little more grey every time i see you makes my stomach feel weird

[c0rpz3--g1rl]

I wish i could cut rn

[c0rpz3--g1rl]

I think christmas is will always be ruined for me

[phthalo-the-vampire4]

i feel like i’m too mentally ill to have good things happen in my life