hi everyone, it's been a few weeks since I posted here
I wanted to let you know I'm actively in recovery, and I no longer wanna keep going on these destructing behaviors.
Don't get me wrong, sometimes I do miss my ED and the body I'm leaving behind me, and sometimes recovery is genuinely tough, but I'm becoming happier, healthier, I have more energy, so I'll keep going in recovery.
I know I probably won't convince anybody here to recover, but I am still going to try :
Life with an ED isn't life. It's survival. And also, you physically cannot stay in your ED forever, there will be a point where you'll have to choose between recovering or dy!ng.
Every step in order to try to get better is an important step. Hiding your scale, stopping looking at calories all the time, trying a new hobby to distract yourself, all of these are genuinely helpful, really.
I'm going to delete my old content right now, and here's my new account on which I share my recovery but also just my interests : @ouiouibaguettee
Stay safe everyone, reach out for help, and don't forget, there's no "sick/thin enough". This kind of thoughts is the proof of a mental illness. I thought I wasn't "sick enough" for several reasons, turns out anor3xia has done a lot of damage to my brain, I just didn't know it.
You're strong, I believe in you <3