Love the life you lead
Hi Guys, so i've previously got a new job and it's good and all that, i mean the money isn't the best it's apprenticeship wage and i'm nearly 20 years old but it's okay i can manage. But I've just been thinking so much recently, like i am so ambitious and i want to go so far in life but i want to be able to create a life i love at the same time, i don't want to be in a dead end job where i'm stressed all the time and don't enjoy it i'd just love to do something i really really love, like fashion or make up based, in reality i'd love to blog full time, it's my absolute dream and i'm sure it is for a lot of people out there. I don't know if i have accepted defeat before even trying and the unlikely hood of it happening is stopping me from chasing my dream... I always worry about what people might think if i started to try and blog a lot, would the people who follow me think oh gosh is she a blogger wanna be? Why on earth is she doing that?, would they judge me and how would i feel if i tried and failed. I love fashion and make up it's literally my life i nearly went to university and done it full time but university isn't for me. I guess the beautiful fashion and all else bloggers didn't get where they are without hard work and going through all the what ifs themselves, but i dunno did they just get lucky? Was there a certain way they did it to make them successful? I'd love nothing more than to make blogging a full time thing and be able to give in my normal full time job so i can show the world lovely things and make business for businesses and get to wear beautiful clothes and show everyone and really just enjoy what i do. I'd just love to wake up and love the life i live fully. What do you think?...
