Itās ya boy (she/they but I love saying āitās ya boyā), Sara of the Auto Square. If you go back through my posts, please do not judge me by late-20ā²s Saraās brain. It was ill-informed, unmedicated, and in the closet.
If you are somehow still here from the 2017 days, hallo; thatās a nice surprise!
I am fucking loquacious so this is probably better for my habitual word-vomming than Twitter is. (Was??)
I am now in my early 30ā²s, dating a lovely fellow with 2 dogs who have not yet met my sweet demon cat. At same job, doing much less music, completely burnt out, but hanging in there. I finally went and did the big Atlanta trip Iād wanted to do forever...twice! Met a bunch of internet friends and we became very close. Also came out as bi in 2018. I think probably more bi-romantic than -sexual? Gender-wise, I literally donāt care. My body is not really my friend right now; it hurts from standing a lot, and I havenāt been taking very good care of myself.
Went through so much shit emotionally since my last post. Too much to say. Some of it hurts to revisit. But Iām happy now, I think. I love the incredible people who I know IRL, and Iām on my way to liking myself.
Fandom has been a bit of a life-raft since the pandemic began. Largely Good Omens and OFMD, although there was a bananas detour into Carisi/Barba SVU fic that we donāt talk about. (I am anti-cop but I still enjoy my copaganda shows. I wonāt talk about them here though!)
Iāve been doing more art. And more writing. Iām putting together a poetry book. Oh! And I got diagnosed with ADHD; I think Iām on the autism spectrum as well but thatās a self-ID. Knowing that about my brain has been super helpful and validating. My partner has ADHD too, so we understand things about each other that have driven previous partners up the wall.
And letās see, what else...my dad lives in my city now. I love that. We are both depressed but we try.
Thereās a lot more but whoops; Iām at work and I donāt think anyone is *actually* here from years ago. But yeah. Hi! I didnāt even start using Twitter until 2020 but now it feels like home, and Iāll be sad to lose it, so please find me here. IMHO itās gonna hang on for a bit longer, but why risk it?