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i’m finally going to the gym so i’m gonna try to eat more

i might have nerve damage in my pinky from c-tting but i can’t find anything specific enough online. does anyone have any advice or info? it’s slightly number than the rest of my fingers and i can’t lift it up all the way but i can bend it

#tw sh vent #sh cw #self h4rm #shblr #s3lfh4rm

FUCK YOU

shit i haven’t been active for a while. i’m kinda close to relapsing but also i don’t think it would even help me pass so i’m gonna try and gain muscle instead

and i get so fucking moody when i’m hungry

#tw ed in the tags #ed boy #ana trans #transmasc ed #ed bllog #ed diet #ftm ed

lunch

#ana male #ed rant #male ed #eating disoder #ed bllog #boy ana

i convinced myself not to get a scale at walmart yesterday but now i think i’ll get one next time i’m there

#tw ed relapse #male ed #boy ana #transmasc ana #tw weight #tw ed in the tags

i relapsed :/ idrc tho i knew this was gonna happen

#tw cvtting #tw sh related #tw sh vent #s3lf h4rm #s3lfh4rm

i have effectively triggered myself so now i’m actually restricting

got some green tea and mio water so i can just have that for meals

#tw ed relapse #male ed #transmasc ana #tw ed vent

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Saw someone smoke weed? No you didnt

i have not been able to stop eating recently and it sucks. i think i’m at the point where it actually motivates my ed now tho

#tw ed relapse #ana trans #ed boy #eating disoder #edbllr #ed ftm #boy ana #transmasc ed #tw ed vent

not eating all day and then devouring a bunch of chicken tenders and cookies because i was offered them

starting to realize that my friends don’t see me as a real boy

i don’t think there’s anything i can do to change it

#trans vent #transmasc ed #ana trans #trans ed #transmasc ana

idk where i last put my measuring tape but i don’t have a scale either rn so i’m gonna need to buy at least one of those

#tw ed relapse #ed boy #boy ana #tw weight #anaboy #anoresick #not pr0 anything #trans ana #ed rant #male ed

i’ve been having such a good time recently i barely even think about food. idek if i’m actually losing weight but at least it doesn’t feel like food has much control over me

#tw ed relapse #male ed #boy ana #tw weight #ana male #tw ana thoughts #tw ed vent #ana trans #ed rant

#emo ana #ed boy #transmasc ed #boy ana #ana male #transmasc ana #male ed #ana trans #i want to be a skeleton #sk1nny

yoooo i’m finally moved out it’s fucking awesome

i haven’t felt like eating much which has been nice lol

#tw ed relapse #ed boy #ed rant #transmasc ed #tw weight #ana male #transmasc ana #tw ana thoughts #tw ed in the tags

at a certain level of mental instability where certain songs could send me spiraling with one listen but as long as i listen to my favorites i’m fine

#tw self destructive behavior #shblr #tw self sabotage #tw depressing stuff #ed rant

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