INTREPID SPIRIT

𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐞 [ . . . ]

[caelitio]

#𝐂𝐀𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎 : — selective & private headcanon-based portrayal of 𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐎 from MHY's 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐓. this blog may have certain themes not appropriate for all audiences, follow at your own discretion. 𝐌𝐃𝐍𝐈. written by 𝐌𝐀𝐉𝐀.

cr: psd / art - @/mmorroxzksr

[inavagrant-a]

Me, 

Myself,  

                 but not I.

Independent & Selective Roleplay Blog for Genshin Impact’s: “The Wanderer,” “Scaramouche,” & “The Nameless Eccentric.” As told by, Apollo. [©]

[caelitio]

➤ PROCELLAE​

    ❝ hah ? ❞      there it is, the irritated furrow of her brow paired with the most miniscule twitch of her ( otherwise unmoving ) mouth. himari may glare UPWARDS at him into the abyss that likely stares back, but she has little issue with allowing her attitude to rear its head.      BARE YOUR FANGS. BE PREPARED TO BITE THE HAND THAT ONCE FED YOU.      ❝ you some real NERVE, captain. where YOU stand ? ahaha, that’s rich. ❞      BITE. BITE HIM BITE HIM BITE HIM BITE HIM.       dark eyes narrow as a nasty sneer finally twists at her lips, himari bravely allowing herself to noiselessly snarl.      ❝ if i recall correctly, you were the one who left to go elsewhere. and i thought we were becoming such close FRIENDS. a shame. ❞

"nerve you say? i think it is you who should watch their tone. i have hardly done anything to warrant such a response. i had only been doing my duty, after all—” he hadn’t meant to lose his temper, but their relationship had become a topic he loathed to broach “—i had given you a number of opportunities for you to join me. don’t you think your anger is misplaced, himari?”

[caelitio]

BURY ME WHOLE / accepting

↪ @inavagrant​ said: why’d  you  have  to  say  it ?

“the truth is not for the faint of heart or the weak of mind,” the harbinger intones, suddenly the picturesque image of a wizened man, which wouldn’t be too far from the truth. whilst many are not privy to his past, capitano was glorified by the citizens of snezhnaya for his feats and prowess in battle as a man who has lived to see the end of war and tell his tales. as the overseer her grace’s army, it was well within his power to test the mettle of those who fight in her honor, to gauge their worthiness. “if my words were enough to rattle you, then you’re far weaker than i had once thought—” he doesn’t spare the balladeer a backward glance as he continues towards the tsaritsa’s throne room to give his report. as he reaches to push open the heavy doors, he pauses, once again imparting unsolicited advice “—it would serve you well to recognize who your true enemy is. sometimes our greatest enemy is ourselves. do with that information as you will.”

[ohisms]

↪   𝑩𝑼𝑹𝒀 𝑴𝑬 𝑾𝑯𝑶𝑳𝑬 .    (  a  collection  of  lyric  starters  from  the  band  dead poet society .  feel  free  to  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .  )

i  know  you  said  you’re  busy  at  the  moment ,  but  i  think  you’re  lying .

i  want  you  to  give  me  a  reason  to  leave .

you  don’t  get  it ,  do  you ?

you  use  me  when  you  need  a  hit .

what's  it  cost  for  a  minute  of  your  heart  and  soul ?

my  state  of  mind’s  been  steadily  dropping .

might  as  well  just  hold  my  tongue ,  it’s  nothing  you  would  understand .

i  don’t  really  know  myself .

thoughts  of  you  are  racing  in  my  mind .

oh ,  you  had  me  for  a  moment .

you  took  it  out  on  me  when  it  got  hard .

i  know  you’re  mocking  my  name .

i  don’t  understand  why  i’m  so  afraid  of  who  i  am .

i’m  done .  i’m  leaving .

no ,  you  don’t  care  anyways .

take  me  home .

if  this  isn’t  love ,  then  i’ll  stop  now .

take  your  coat ,  don’t  get  cold .

you  never  loved  me .  you  didn’t  want  me .

give  me  something  real .

god ,  it  feels  like  i’ve  been  here  before .

i  feel  like  we’re  drifting  apart .

i  never  loved  myself  like  i  love  you .

maybe  you  could  help  me .

i  heard  your  friends  say  that  you  think  you're  better  off .

you’ll  never  understand .

i’ve  got  enough  friends .

i’m  finding  it  harder  to  fit  in .

why  are  you  afraid  to  die ?

it’s  nothing  you  would  understand .

god  help  you ,  darling .

tonight  it’s  hard  for  me  to  care .

can  you  swear  i’ll  be  yours ?

baby ,  it’s  too  late  to  talk .

you  say  that  you  love  me  but  you  never  could .

there's  nothing  more  that  i'd  like  than  to  be  yours  for  life .

i  don’t  wanna  go  out  tonight .

i  thought  that  i  could  trust  you .

i’m  leaving  you  cause  the  pain  isn’t  worth  it .

don’t  pretend  to  love  me  when  you’re  feeling  alone .

run  your  mouth  like  you  do  so  well ,  you  did  this  to  yourself .

i  love  you .  don’t  ask  why ,  it’s  just  because  i  do .

i  know  you’re  mine .

you  feel  so  lovely  when  you  touch  me .

you  don’t  wanna  change .

i’ll  say  the  words  and  you’ll  listen .

you  don’t  love  me .

who  am  i  to  hold  you  back ?

i  need  to  know  the  truth .

why’d  you  have  to  say  it ?

i’m  running  out  of  time .

the  self - loathing  comes  and  goes .

fighting  is  doing  no  good .

fuck  it ,  just  drive .

have  you  been  here  before ?

no ,  you  think  i’m  fucking  lazy .

baby ,  i  swear  i  tried .

i’m  dying  to  see  you  again .

i’m  finding  it  harder  to  feel  brave .

don't  make  me  feel  like  i  did  this  all  wrong .

something  in  your  eyes  just  gives  it  away .

it’s  only  in  my  head ,  but  it’s  not  gonna  change .

hit  me  up  anytime  you  want .

maybe  you  could  show  me  another  way  out .

we  should  go  before  i  change  my  mind .

i  know  you’ve  seen  it  but  you’re  not  replying .

fuck  you ,  anyways .

who  am  i  to  hold  you  back  from  finding  someone  who  can  love  you  like  that ?

tell  me  what  the  fuck  you’ve  done ,  i’ll  wait .

i’d  rather  stay  here  and  wait .

i  think  i  might  slip  away .

i’m  so  scared  that  all  of  my  worst  fears  have  followed  me  out  here .

i  swear  it’s  all  about  to  change .

tell  me  it’s  hard  being  you .

i  know  i’m  sounding  crazy .

oh  god ,  i  need  a  change  of  pace .

i’ve  got  enough  friends ,  nobody  else  needs  to  know  my  name .

i  don’t  think  you  realize  just  what  you  do  to  me .

i  can’t  help  but  overanalyze .

you  think  you  can  demand  respect ?

i’m  mad  at  myself .

you  did  this  to  yourself .

i  know  you’re  probably  over  it ,  but  i’m  not  there  at  all .

i  really  wanna  get  away  for  the  weekend .

i’m  tired  and  i’m  fucked  up .

you  don’t  know  what  i’m  feeling .

standing  here ,  i  know  i’m  home .

[caelitio]

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘: THE ACCURSED

mikhail had been gifted a weapon by his father, a sword whose hilt was crafted from the branch of an irminsul, and whose blade was forged from a foreign ore that boasted of empowering the wielder. unbeknownst to mikhail, the gift he received was cursed: imbued with impurities and corruption, a miasma that granted its master power at the cost of his own life, or the blood of the adversaries he slew. with every battle fought, mikhail became well acquainted with death, until the musk of blood followed him, the ichor of his enemies satiating the blade's appetite until the day he laid upon the battlefield, bathing in a pool of his own blood, on the brink of death. but he vehemently rejected his imminent death, forcing himself onto his feet, using his sword as a crutch—only for the ground to crumble beneath him as the blade released a pulse of energy. 

he fell into the abyss where the celestial bodies in the empyrean above shone no light. it was here at his lowest did mikhail learn the truth as he stumbled through an empire buried beneath the earth. he learned of the evildoers that wrongfully laid waste to an ancient kingdom. mikhail encounters a monster that easily overpowered him in his weakened state, exacerbating his wounds. death was nigh with the beast hunting him, and as rigor mortis soon took hold of his body, mikhail cursed the injustice brought upon this realm and its people, childishly vowing revenge as death approached. 

before the light could vanish from his eyes, mikhail turned his sword upon himself and with his last breath took control of his own fate rather than simply succumbing to it. when he reawakens, he finds himself transformed anew: a monster trapped within armor, man no more. he who had fought and slain monsters has long since been in the process of becoming a monster himself. a cursed existence that evaded death. with renewed purpose does he return to the lands whence he came, vowing to fight for the fallen whilst in search of a stage that could put an end to his prolonged suffering.

[caelitio]

dni testing in progress

PROMPT / NOT ACCEPTING

@ random person said: lorem ipsum bitch

[caelitio]

i should really revamp my graphics for this account since i’ve been reusing my old stuff, but effort.....where.....

[caelitio]

contemplating capitano’s fighting style, once again. i’ve always imagined capitano as someone whose footwork is measured and powerful, always moving with purpose and dealing with enemies as quickly as possible. i’ve spoken about this with a few of my friends, but i heavily fuck with capitano being a melee pyro catalyst (inspired by fu hua my darling) based off the crumbs we’ve received from targaglia and scaramouche’s voice lines. he’s adept at all sorts of weapons, but a one handed sword is his weapon of choice, but my headcanons for that will be for another day. i think there’s just something beautiful for a man as large and menacing as capitano to use a catalyst for a weapon, idk don’t judge me, i’m merely simpin at this point.

[caelitio]

➤ PROCELLAE​

     ❝ aha. so formal, capitano. i have been busy. ❞      but that does not mean she has been well.      ❝ i am going to assume the same for yourself. ❞

“i find it prudent to speak politely when i do not know where i stand,” his curt manner of speech is telling of his frustration with this woman. “i’ve been doing quite well for myself. her majesty has been quite doting as of late, sending me to every corner of teyvat to enjoy the scenery.” ( if only )

[caelitio]

➤ PROCELLAE​​

     stares.

“it’s been quite some time, himari. i hope you’ve been well?”

[caelitio]

@procellae​

[caelitio]

i hc’d my capitano to be half liyuean, though his name is primarily snezhnayan/russian in origin. his mother uprooted her life and followed his father, adopting his culture and traditions. but it would make sense that his mother would bestow a name to him from her own heritage. it was probably something of a secret between them two, i can imagine, and it was a name that she would only say in private, out of his father’s earshot. his liyuean name is probably something very precious to capitano, and it’s a name that no one has since called him by after his death and transformation. im sure he has some items of value where his liyuean name is carefully stitched, like a ribbon he would use to tie his hair.

[caelitio]

capitano, by default, is the most attractive harbinger because he is an eldritch creature.

[caelitio]

if that leak about capitano being ranked first is true, i will revamp this account rn instead of during winter recess. 

[caelitio]

ty for validating my capitano is great agenda

[astralogus]

𝑺𝑨𝑳𝑼𝑻𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺 .ᐟ this is a private, selective, independent & heavily headcanon-based portrayal for HYV’s 𝑴𝑶𝑵𝑨 𝑴𝑬𝑮𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑼𝑺 of 𝑮𝑬𝑵𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑵 𝑰𝑴𝑷𝑨𝑪𝑻 written by 𝑴𝑨𝑱𝑨. please like or reblog if you’re interested in interacting! i can’t wait to write/plot with you! ✧ 

psd: swiftmila / art: 日宝