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Little starter call! It’ll likely be shorter and dialogue based, and I should get to them by the end of the week!

I’m here to simply say on this blessed sinday: Gavin McThighs Reed

replicantdeviancy:

──── ⌈ ∞ ⌋ ───── The clock upon the wall ticked a quiet, contemptuous tune which broke the thickening silence in the air between them, hummed in time with the quickened beating of hearts pulsating, one hurried by far more languid, & Gavin’s own hastened breath. His discomfort plain as the voraciousness of his anger, the unnerved disquiet of realization when coming to comprehend the exact sort of company he unwittingly kept. A beauty without age, a pale visage veiling a monster behind the mask of loveliness, impervious to that same very human strength which served as protection, as assurance that the outside world could not harm him. But in the presence of this beast in the shadows his powerlessness was made abundantly clear, any efforts to defeat that which held him caged in luxury proven useless.

Those eyes which glowed in the darkness like a creature in the woods hunting it’s next prey were fixed upon him, staring him down. His hollow threats did little but irritate the night creature, whose temper churned inside his body like oceans tide in a storm, a howling thing scraping to be let out, to tear & rend & exsanguinate. But his hunger was not in control, nor would it be so long as it were kept in check, & the beast had had it’s fill this night. The lingering remembrances of a time long since vanished, of the twin who would hold such violence in revulsion & piteous antipathy cooled the smoldering of flame, the taste of his own thick copper-rich essence that played upon his tongue soothing in a way nothing else could be. Not since that night.

His tongue laved against every contour of knuckle & digit & wrist, chasing the static-filled sensation buzzing in his brain as wasted blood returned to him. The stink of vibrant metal ore hung in his nostrils, rested sweet & cold in his mouth. His captive patient was no longer his full concern, as Xander allowed himself to indulge & be satiated, be calmed. No doubt Gavin would run - He noted the uneven footsteps rush from his bedroom the moment his eyes lowered - back to the streets that kept him, the same that would undoubtedly be his peril. Weakened & alone, still bloodied & unkempt, the mortal man fared no better than an unfortunate by the light of day. The sun’s giving, oppressive brightness would not shield him from those who might see fit to take advantage.

Concern rose, yet the night creature did not move from his stop on the bed, too enraptured in his delighted visceral pleasures to consider the matter of preventing the human from fleeing as he had before. Gavin had made his choice & proven that he was indeed strong enough to walk, to run from him. All for the best, Xander concluded, for as the tingling remains of bloodlust subsided & adrenaline faded the vampire was overcome with a clear & drastic understanding of himself. He belonged alone, was meant to be alone. His insipid coddling had driven Constance away, spite lost Colin for the both of them. Where once the remnants of family had blamed the sickness for destroying what they had, in truth it had only brought the vestiges of mire to the surface.

He sat long & solemn a long time, resistant to the sleep that beckoned as the sun was still high in the midday skies, hot & ghastly bright. He was contented for a short moment by busying himself with sorting out the mess his guest had left, righting what had been knocked over or discarded in the haste to leave. But eventually, unwillingly, worry clouded his subconscious. The foolish bastard might have found himself a bit of shelter to recover, a safe place to spend the night. Or he could be dead. Why either possibility mattered wasn’t important, not when after a nonexistent time of deliberation was Xander gathering his jacket.

He had barely made it a few blocks before his body screamed; it protested through his darkening vision and shaky knees. He was still exhausted, drained, trying to recover now he was burning through the last of his fear and energy. He was forced to pull himself to the side, using the edge of a building as support so he wouldn’t tip to the ground. His own saliva was thick and heavy in his mouth from the gasping breaths - choking him until he spat, barely a relief. Still he made one foot go in front of the other, calloused feet already dirty and sore and likely to end up cut by the time he reached his designation. But it was all he had, no stranger would extend a kind hand to a man so weak and defeated.

The odd looks he was receiving did nothing to deter him, he would have gotten them anyway regardless if Gavin had burst forth from a random building. They probably chalked him up to being a junkie, too far gone in the throes of cravings to keep himself private, out of the revealing light of day. Another lost soul who inhabited smog filled dens, not a man who had been dragged into the heart of a monster's territory. He felt it all, heart beating out of his chest. Caught in the intoxication of adrenaline on his strained frame.

Nobody would believe him, nobody would do anything besides move out of his way. Excuse would fill their lips. Not that he would dare to open his own. Gavin just needed to get home, safe, secure. Alone where he could nurse his injuries and memories.

It was an effort to push himself to keep going, but he couldn’t linger for too long. It would only take a casual stroll for the beast to catch up. He went slower, but determined to get out of a neighborhood that didn’t suit the likes of him. Too formal, too clean, too far away from the mess he called home. Even when he believed to be on the right track, the next corner would simply face him with another alien road. Chin up, Gavin trekked on. What he wouldn’t give just for some water, let alone to get back to his own bed in the safety of his small home. Fantasies at this point as just the day dragged on.

Sweat soaked his clothes, blood seeping through the bandages. It wore at him alongside the gnawing hunger in his stomach, bile churning. He could hardly feel it past the nagging feeling of exhaustion that swamped his senses - making his mouth full of the taste of iron and dots dance before his eyes. They blocked out the sight of the empty road before him, creeping in at the edges even until he pitched to the side.

His limbs were too heavy to do much besides send a few unresponsive twitches to his fingers, legs tangled in something he couldn’t see. Even the purpling sky eluded him as his eyes rolled back, sinking into darkness as his body shut down.

Too much, too fast, but when did he ever have enough sense to stop?

#replicantdeviancy #「 ic 」#「 VERSE / VAMPIRE 」

@dpd-detective-in-training // sc.

Gavin had thrown his hands up, pacing in the confined space of the observation room like the animal frothing at the mouth. He felt that way, like a mutt barking at the wall. His usual attitude was enough to get most people crack, either when someone else came in or because they wanted to keep all their teeth. But this guy just stared.

“ I fucking give up! You can have a crack at him. It’s fucking useless. “

#dpd-detective-in-training #「 queue 」#「 ic 」#「 answered 」

@swat-cptn-allen // sc.

Arms crossed over his chest, eyes flicking up and over Allen, sneering. Too many new faces, too many people sticking their noses into his cases like he was some greenie or fuck up. Suspicious, nasty, ready to drive the other man away for simply loitering too close.

“ So, what the fuck’s your deal? “

#swat-cptn-allen #「 queue 」#「 ic 」#「 answered 」

detroitxperience

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#caffeihated // canon // gavin reed #「 promo 」#「 queue 」

judeshotto

Congratulations Officers!

#「 visage 」#「 queue 」

rpmemes4u

Three Days Grace One-X Starters

» it’s all over. «

“ your bottle’s almost empty. “

“ because of you my mind is always racing. “

“ it gets under my skin to see you giving in. “

“ it’s all over for you. “

“ and now you’re dead inside. “

» pain. «

“ i can’t get enough. “

“ i like it rough, ‘cause i’d rather feel pain than nothing at all. “

“ i will take you by the hand. “

“ i know that you’re wounded. “

“ i am here to save you. “

“ i am always here for you. “

» animal i have become. «

“ i can’t escape this hell. “

“ i am caged inside. “

“ somebody get me through this nightmare “

“ i can’t control myself. “

“ no one will ever change this animal i have become. “

“ this is not the real me. “

» never too late. «

“ this world will never be what i expected. “

“ it will be alright. “

“ maybe we will turn it all around. “

“ it’s never too late. “

“ the time we’ve lost we can’t get back. “

» on my own. «

“ i think of home “

“ no one knows i lost my soul long ago “

“ am i too much ? “

“ standing on my own. “

“ i think that i’ve had enough. “

“ forget about the life i used to know. “

“ i am learning how to live life on my own. “

» riot. «

“ you’re not the only one. “

“ let’s start a riot. “

“ just get it on. “

» get out alive. «

“ no time for goodbye. ”

“ don’t hide your mistakes. “

” if you wanna get out alive, run for your life. “

“ this is my last time. “

“ if i stay it won’t be long ‘til i am burning on the inside. “

“ if i go i can only hope that i’ll make it to the other side. “

» let it die. «

“ we had fire in our eyes. “

“ i never felt so alive. “

“ it’s not fair when you say that i didn’t try. “

“ i just don’t want to hear it anymore. “

“ i just don’t care about you anymore. “

» over and over. «

“ feel it everyday, it’s all the same. “

“ i am the one to blame. “

“ over and over , i fall for you. “

“ so many thoughts that i can’t get out of my head. “

“ i tried to live without you everytime i do i feel dead. “

» time of dying. «

“ i can see my life flashing before my eyes. “

“ wake me up, i’m living a nightmare. “

“ i will not die, i will survive. “

“ i feel alive when you’re beside me. “

“ i will wait here for you in my time of dying. “

“ was it all too much or just not enough? “

» gone forever. «

“ i don’t know what’s going on. “

“ i still can’t believe you’re gone. “

“ i feel so much better now that you’re gone forever. “

“ i don’t need you here. “

“ i am glad you disappeared. “

“ i should have made you leave. “

“ i hope you’re missing me. “

» one-x. «

“ the life i think about is so much better than this. “

“ is it life or death? “

“ we get knocked down, we get back up and stand above the crowd. “

“ we are one. “

#「 sfw meme 」

@intxlligxntdxsign // asked “ “you’ll be even worse off if you don’t let me bandage this.” “

Gavin cast the android a look out of the corner of his eye, lips impulsively curling up into a sneer and hunching over further. He knew he should have slunk off towards the paramedics when he had the chance, at least to see if the slice was deep enough to require stitches. He had the pushing feeling that it did. Oh well … too late.

“ I didn’t ask what you’d think. It’ll be fine, so fuck off. “

#intxlligxntdxsign #「 ic 」#「 queue 」#「 answered 」

fearlessandchaotic‌:

previously. // @caffeihated

Hana nodded at his words, but she knew she could solve it. It felt like the answer was right under her nose and she was too dumb to see it. “I know I can solve it! I’ll give it a couple of days, otherwise, I’ll drop it, but…” She shook her head. Hana hated to declare a cold case and just storing it in the archives of the DPD to be forgotten.

She looked at Gavin, scratching her cheek. “Do you… Would you like to take a look at it? When we’re back at the precinct?” She chewed her bottom lip. Maybe with a fresh eye they could find something she had overlooked or hadn’t thought about it and she wouldn’t have to drop the case so soon.

The offer got a rough snort from him, breaking the moment as he shook his head.

“ I told you, I didn’t take that case for a reason. “

He stepped forward, picking up a coffee as it was placed on the counter top. He offered the barista a nod of thanks as he took a deep gulp, and then swirled the coffee in the cup. His head was jerked towards the next cup that followed, hers. Gavin didn’t wait as he left the cafe, fishing his keys out of his pocket as he went.

“ But, if you find something, need someone to confirm it and back you up, I might be around for it. “

#fearlessandchaotic #「 ic 」#「 queue 」

maccaillte‌:

“No he doesn’t, he saw them more as pieces of artwork to collect.” The man had only shown sexual interest in Seven. He collected them mainly for show, saw it as a hobby, would prattle on and on how androids were like the marble statues that were akin to the ones created in ancient Greece. How the androids needed to be displayed for their beauty, but the man was a completionist.

He wanted all the androids he could get his hands on, and that included the rare RK line.

“I know him from my time spent with Kamski.”

“ I’ve used a blacklight before - don’t underestimate the shit people do to their stuff. “

Gavin commented back, biting his tongue against a shudder. But still, after a few more taps at his keyboard - rotating through a few more photos which brought nothing to light - he turned his monitor towards Seven.

“ Go on then, put his name in. Let’s see if he started with humans instead of bots, if he’s even been a witness or somethin’ before. ”

#maccaillte #「 ic 」#「 queue 」

lilithmemes

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐒 : 𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐊𝐘𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒.

with the last star wars : the rise of skywalker having come out , i figured i’d make a meme out of it. i can’t promise these are spoiler free , but luckily , it won’t spoil that much. feel free to change pronouns if needed.

❛ ___ trained you well. ❜ ❛ i killed ___. i’ll kill you. ❜ ❛ i have been every voice you have ever heard inside your head. ❜ ❛ the dark side of the force is a pathway to many abilities some consider to be unnatural. ❜ ❛ what could you give me ? ❜ ❛ i’m starting to think it’s impossible to hear the voices of the jedi who came before. ❜ ❛ nothing is impossible. ❜ ❛ i got distracted. ❜ ❛ i’m just not feeling myself. ❜ ❛ i know it looks like i’m making excuses. ❜ ❛ don’t tell me what things look like. tell me what they are. ❜ ❛ i think i’m just tired , that’s all. ❜ ❛ never underestimate a droid. ❜ ❛ really could have used your help out there. ❜ ❛ what did you do to the droid ? ❜ ❛ tell me what happened ? ❜ ❛ he’s been planning his revenge. ❜ ❛ if we want to stop him / her , we must find him / her. ❜ ❛ i don’t want to go without your blessing , but i will. ❜ ❛ i need to go alone. ❜ ❛ it’s too dangerous. ❜ ❛ in the event that i do not return , i want you to know that you have been a real friend ___. ❜ ❛ i sense unease about my appearance , ___. ❜ ❛ i offered you my hand once. you wanted to take it. why didn’t you ? ❜ ❛ you could have killed me. why didn’t you ? ❜ ❛ you can’t hide. not from me. ❜ ❛ i see through the cracks in your mask. ❜ ❛ you’re haunted. ❜ ❛ you can’t stop seeing what you did to your father / mother. ❜ ❛ such pain in you , such anger. ❜ ❛ i don’t want to have to kill you. ❜ ❛ i'm going to find you & i’m going to turn you to the dark by offering you my hand again. ❜ ❛ how did you find us ? ❜ ❛ i got a bad feeling about this. ❜ ❛ you should give it to her / him yourself. ❜ ❛ do you have to say it like that ? ❜ ❛ do me a personal favor. be optimistic. ❜ ❛ you’re not going to believe how well this is going to turn out. ❜ ❛ it’s going to be great. ❜ ❛ you didn’t say my name , but i’m alright. ❜ ❛ i’ll tell you when you tell me about all that shifty stuff you do. ❜ ❛ you would have done the same. ❜ ❛ i lost control. ❜ ❛ it wasn’t your fault. ❜ ❛ i mean we can do this all night. ❜ ❛ oh , there must be some other way ! ❜ ❛ if this mission fails , it was all for nothing. ❜ ❛ wherever you are , you are hard to find. ❜ ❛ you’re hard to get rid of. ❜ ❛ i pushed you in the desert because i needed to see you. ❜ ❛ i needed you to see who you are. ❜ ❛ you’re lying. ❜ ❛ you remember more than you say. ❜ ❛ i know what happened to them. ❜ ❛ you know what you need to do. ❜ ❛ people keep telling me they know me. i’m afraid no one does. ❜ ❛ perhaps you have betrayed me. ❜ ❛ i know where she / he is going. ❜ ❛ make sure & kill him / her. ❜ ❛ don’t be afraid of who you are. ❜ ❛ give it to me. ❜ ❛ i did want to take your hand. ❜ ❛ i miss you , ___. ❜ ❛ you’re just a memory. ❜ ❛ i know what i have to do , but i don’t know if i have the strength to do it. ❜ ❛ it was fear that kept me here. ❜ ❛ what are you most afraid of ? ❜ ❛ i never wanted you dead. ❜ ❛ with your hatred you will take my life & you will ascend. ❜ ❛ let your death be the final word in the story of rebellion. ❜

#「 sfw meme 」

kamiusings

SHORT STORIES, my favorite kind of poetry ( meme ).

SIX WORDS .

❝ i heard you were doing good. ❞ ❝ you don’t grow your horns overnight. ❞ ❝ i promise, it gets better eventually. ❞ ❝ & we never talked after that. ❞ ❝ am i really, truly, that unlovable? ❞ ❝ don’t talk like you’re coming back. ❞ ❝ my most dangerous habit is trusting. ❞ ❝ we’re made of stars & stories. ❞ ❝ you didn’t have to do that. ❞ ❝ everything is poetry when you’re drunk. ❞ ❝ did i mean anything to you? ❞ ❝ real feelings don’t just go away. ❞ ❝ you came & changed the weather. ❞ ❝ when can you just be mine? ❞ ❝ there was no love, only lust. ❞ ❝ darling, stop wishing on dead stars. ❞ ❝ art is another form of screaming. ❞ ❝ silence is the most painful goodbye. ❞ ❝ what the fuck did you do? ❞ ❝ i’m drunk, dizzy & missing you. ❞ ❝ kiss me like you’re losing me. ❞ ❝ i don’t feel like smiling today. ❞ ❝ not all good people are innocent. ❞ ❝ we’re a disaster in the making. ❞ ❝ some things are better left unsaid. ❞ ❝ we really should’ve talked about it. ❞ ❝ i’m so glad i met you. ❞ ❝ i wish i knew you earlier. ❞ ❝ i fucked (pronoun/name) to our song. ❞ ❝ i dreamed of you this night. ❞

TEN WORDS .

❝ you saw the messed up parts of me, & stayed. ❞ ❝ all i’ve ever wanted was for someone to save me. ❞ ❝ since you left, i have no one to talk to. ❞ ❝ i apologize for the nights in which i cannot breathe. ❞ ❝ everytime i look at you, i want to kiss you. ❞ ❝ we said no strings attached but now we’re in knots. ❞ ❝ there’s a difference between missing someone & missing having someone. ❞ ❝ for which f are you drinking? fuck, forget, or fun? ❞ ❝ my biggest mistake was thinking i could live without (pronoun/name). ❞ ❝ whenever (name/pronoun) rose to kiss me, i fell even more. ❞ ❝ i wish that ‘goodnight’ was followed by ‘i love you’. ❞ ❝ let’s smoke a pack of mentholds & talk about love. ❞ ❝ your deep, sleepy voice makes me feel like i’m okay. ❞ ❝ i read both of our horoscopes looking for an answer ❞ ❝ reality is the absolute last place i want to be. ❞ ❝ i didn’t expect that drunk kiss could mean this much. ❞ ❝ all i need is a late night drive with you. ❞ ❝ feeling pain is nowhere near as terrifying as feeling nothing. ❞ ❝ your eyes are the color of summer fading into autumn. ❞ ❝ you are the warmest home i will ever, ever find. ❞ ❝ the world is less scary when i am with you. ❞ ❝ i still can’t tell which of us was the victim. ❞ ❝ i just need an excuse to hang out with you. ❞ ❝ your expectations for me have been set way too high. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to feel this way about anyone else. ❞

#「 sfw meme 」

@ whoever sent that anon sentence from the “taking care of tough muses” meme ... I’d rather know who you are / your muse for that kind of meme so I can respond appropriately. Feel free to shoot me an IM or another ask! otherwise I’ll likely just delete it since Gavin is a fussy man

#tbd #「 ooc 」

whatnotmemes

——————–QUESTIONS FOR MUN

1. Who has been your favorite muse to play? 2. Do you listen to music while you write? If so, what do you like to listen to? 3. Are there any particular aus or plots that you’d really like to write? 4. What are some of your rp pet peeves? 5. What is the most difficult thing about writing your current muse? 6. What is your favorite thing about writing your current muse? 7. Who was the very first muse you ever wrote? 8. Have you ever written a novel? If not, does it interest you? 9. Do you write fanfiction, or have you in the past? 10. Do you like stylized icons and formatted text or do you prefer to keep things simple? 11. When did you start roleplaying? 12. Have you roleplayed anywhere other than tumblr? 13. Who are five of your favorite characters? (In the rp community or otherwise) 14. What are five of your favorite ships? (In the rp community or otherwise) 15. What sort of muses do you tend to write? 16. Do you like to queue your replies or just post them when you finish? 17. Do you prefer winging it or plotting everything out? 18. What makes for a great roleplay partner in your opinion? 19. Have you received anon hate? If so, how do you deal with it? 20. If you could tell your muse something, what would it be?

#「 sfw meme 」#// rare munday meme

parismemes

CARING FOR STUBBORN MUSES. for when the person you’re trying to care for insists they don’t need your help.

“at least let me clean the wound!” “you’ll be even worse off if you don’t let me bandage this.” “i really think you need to see a doctor.” “i made you some soup, and i’m going to sit here until you eat it. i can wait.” “your feelings matter too! i can’t help you if i don’t even know what’s making you upset!” “..i’m here if you need anything, okay?” “stop trying to push yourself! you can’t do this on your own!” “listen, i know you don’t want to, but.. maybe you should rest for a while. you’re not going to get anywhere like this.” “i’ll make you a deal: i’ll just get you some bandages, and nothing else, and you stop making a fuss over it.” “how long has it last been since you slept?” “have you even been taking your medicine?” “i know you think you have to get through this by yourself, but you have people here to help you.” “let me take care of you, for once.” “you’re gonna hurt yourself even more if you do stupid things like that!” “i hate to break it to you, but you’re not supposed to do any strenuous physical activity for the next couple weeks, and if i have to personally make sure you don’t every waking hour of the day then i’m fully prepared to do that.” “it’s okay to cry in front of me, you know. you don’t have to carry this alone.” “stop trying to act like you’re not bleeding out in front of me!! this is serious!” “listen, asshole. i’m gonna carry you home whether you like it or not. you’re not in any condition to get there yourself.” “oh my god, why didn’t you tell me it was this bad?!”

#「 sfw meme 」

caffeihated-blog

indie ・ sel ・ private ・ gavin reed of d.bh ♡ / ↻ if interested / x / read me / x / personals do not interact

#「 promo 」#「 queue 」

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