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I love sleep. my life has the tendency to fall apart when I'm awake, you know?

whores and hypocrisy

there's pretty flower lights. and pretty leaf lights.

I want pretty knife lights.

#or complete and utter darkness #living in the dark

want appreciation for my superior lying skills from the person I'm successfully lying to.

what a bad idea.

#serial killer traits #tw self destructive behavior #self grandiose #am i a narcissist?#dont look up #he believes me.#help lol

I have a sudden urge to know what it feels to be punched.

I don't want to be punched.

I just want to KNOW.

#jaw dislocation #slow mo video #want the cheek rippling.#not in a dirty way #maybe in a dirty way

woke up thinking of dipoles rather than dicks.

day wasted.

#hope i dont lose my horniness #guys having cute asses #waste of brain #didnt mornings suck enough.#im going to lose it.

girls have 3 categories for boys

- I like fucking you.

- I fucking like you.

- I'm bored.

wanna say something controversial and cool like fuck the opressive patriarchy but the truth is I just can't sleep.

#alaska was the real deal #looking for alaska #lowkey caffeine addicted #come back to me you elusive little escape.

am I crazy or are the people around me idiots?

#especially him #just another crytic hateful slightly nihilistic teen.#untrustworthy little shit #kick my head #let me choke you #choke me

there's blood pumping in my carotid.

that's tissue in a tissue in a tissue.

so many fucking amazing things exist and my horny ass can't sleep for more than four hours.

the rest of the night is spent thinking about him and hot hot bathroom sex.

#tragedy of a teenager #even biology doesnt feel good anymore.#except when it does #why is the universe like this #done with my shit.

sudden boost of confidence gone.

what do I do with my hands?

I miss it again.

#yes i know it sounded dirty #molecular biology is too fucking much #crack

this is a hell adult limbo.

I'm not an adult. I'm not a teenager.

I'm SUFFERING IS WHAT I AM.

#even biology doesnt feel good anymore.#thoughts dont matter but actions do.#nobody takes me seriously #end this already.

It's the same thing over and over again.

All been done before.

Nothing new under the sun.

It's all a circle and nothing much matters. Stop trying. Cause there's going to be an apocalypse.

And then definitely nothing will matter.

#just going to leave this here #this was all over the fact that the colour i thought i made already existed #just another crytic hateful slightly nihilistic teen.

relelvance

Whatever nothing matters

relelvance

Except some things

caffeinatedfruitfly

Like this chocolate.

siir-poesia

“You are a wonderful translator of my hidden feelings and a philologist of the feelings of my soul.”

caffeinatedfruitfly

To be somebody with such amazing talent for words....

#writers #not me apparently #i cant stop thinking about it

It's crazy how my brain can oh so seamlessly convince itself that I can do it tomorrow.

When I really, really can't.

#master procrastinator #also no #future deletes #shitcrap of backlog and instead im doin this

Just heard Arctic Monkeys cover of 'It feels like we're only going backwards'.

So disappointed.

Never again will I be able to hear Alex Turner say baby like that for the first time, and absolutely fucking smash every note.

#lifes a bitch so get out now #arctic monkeys #literally what the hell????#alex turner #need new music #is it too much to ask #come back #release something you hotrible torturous evil singer!

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