A Cup Of Words

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It’s been a while. . . 🍂

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We have our own storms, we face different struggles. So please, be lenient. Not because you see someone being grumpy, you’ll deduce promptly that he’s got an attitude. People sometimes gets mad at everyone because they are lonely, and you have to understand that since you are not on their shoes. Everyone is battling with their own ogres, and all you have to do is to understand.

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We have our own storms, we face different struggles. So please, be lenient. Not because you see someone being grumpy, you’ll deduce promptly that he’s got an attitude. People sometimes gets mad at everyone because they are lonely, and you have to understand that since you are not on their shoes. Everyone is battling with their own ogres, and all you to do is to understand.

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If reincarnation is true, then I’d still choose you on my second life like how I chose you today.

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You don’t need a lot of friends. One true friend is enough. Being surrounded by unsure people won’t give you a peace of mind. Not because they’re listening to your rants, doesn’t mean they care for you. Always be cautious. Some doesn’t really care, they’re just curious so that they could have something to gossip about. Prioritize your peace of mind. Always choose quality over quantity.

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Some people doesn’t like the word ‘move on’ it’s not easy, they say. But moving on is naturally difficult. It feels like you wake up early in the morning from a short sleep. You are not sure if you’ll get up or you’ll continue sleeping. Same as with moving on. You are not sure if you’ll keep moving forward or you’ll just let yourself sink in the past. There’s no easy way of moving on. We’ll face many doubts and false hopes that’ll make us want to stop. Moving on means letting all the pain, love, and anger go. You won’t forget the memories but the feelings you had with that certain person will be gone. Moving on is hard but being stuck on your past is miserable.

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You don’t have to fix someone who got broken by other people and at the end you’ll end up being left behind. You don’t have to sacrifice your happiness and peace of mind for someone who is unsure. Saving someone from misery while losing yourself at the process is the most painful and devastating feeling you could ever feel. You’re not a tool. Your feelings are valid. Know your worth.

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We usually wish for something that we could impossibly have.

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Being sad is normal. But it’s painful when you suddenly felt sad with many people around you.

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Saying sorry does not mean you are really sorry. Some of us do ask forgiveness because by doing that, it'll make our hearts at ease and we won't have to think about the person we inflicted pain.

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Katy Perry’s ‘the one that got away’ will always have a special place in our hearts. Because we once wished for another life and be someone’s girl again.

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I’m wondering if there’s someone who believes in my talent. Or. . . is it really my talent? Or. . . I just want it to be my talent that’s why I’m trying so hard.

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Sometimes, we tend to do something bad against our will just to prove everyone that we’re fed up with bulls they give.

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Life is full of misery. We sometimes wish we never born at all. We face many obstacles that shakes our faith in life. We often fail with the things where we are good at. We experience rejections from the people we thought loves us.

But that’s life. How can we call it ‘life’ if we won’t experience those challenges? How can we call it ’life’ if we won't fail with the things we're good at? How can we call it ’life’ if we always get what we wants? How can we call it ’life’ if we won't commit mistakes that will teach us a lesson in the end and will make us stronger for the next new challenge of life?

There’s no happiness if there’s no sadness.

There’s no light if there’s no darkness.

There’s no plot on the story if there’s no villains.

And when it comes to life. . .

There’s no life if there’s no pain. . .

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Coffee must taste sweet or bitter. Coffee’s breath awaken the sleeping senses we have. Coffee’s caffeine makes us awake for the day.

But why does it taste bitter even if I mixed it a fair amount of sugar? Why the coffee’s breath doesn’t make me feel myself anymore? And why the coffee doesn’t make me feel alive even if I’m wide awake?

Bitterness

Lifeless

Senseless

And coffee couldn’t save me anymore. . .

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Your eyes looking dark and full of storms. Made my heart skip a beat in a halt. Despite the gloomy aura you sport, I can still feel a glimpse of light.

Even how dark your eyes are, I can still feel the light in my heart. Even if how dangerous-looking you are, you’re still my kind of haven.

You’re my kind of storm but you’re my kind of peace of mind. Despite the darkness around you, you’re still my rainbow after the rain.

If darkness means feeling these emotions, I’d rather live in darkness than living in a light house that will make me feel gloomy.