laughing like a kid

[cahrson]

by  all  accounts,  she  almost  drowned  when  she  was  six  in  frigid  water  ..

a study in .. my heart is an unmade bed, a song for your ribs, my heart has changed and my soul has changed, trying to be brave

an independent and private writing blog for fandomless original character, anna isabella carson, by abigail . kidnapping , child abduction , trauma , ptsd , night terrors , police & other triggering content. due to anna's background, content and life all of these can be found on this blog and will not be consistently tagged without request. please read all information before following & interacting.

one .. carrd, two .. playlist, three .. pinterest, four .. study

[cahrson]

you might get a follow from my new blog (natahlie), but like i said before if you're not comfortable with natalie or any of the topics on her blog let me know and i'll unfollow. your health and happiness are the most important thing to me 💙

[natahlie]

an independent and private writing blog for a fandomless original character, natalie alison quinn by abigail. private and mutuals only. minors and personal blogs DNI. parental abandonment, various forms of parentification, medical content such as hospitals, trauma, surgical descriptive terms, ptsd, vehicular crashes and unhealthy coping mechanisms & other triggering content, usually tagged, can be found on this blog. please read all information before following & interacting.

⁽ one .. carrd two .. playlist three .. pinterest four .. study five .. headcanons ⁾

[cahrson]

.... what would y'all say if i said i have a new muse ??

[feral-ballad]

Roya Marsh, from dayliGht; “in broad dayliGht black thrivers look growth”

[metamorphesque]

Anthem, Leonard Cohen

[cahrson]

" well, it's lucky we ran into each other then, " anna grinned still, dimples peeking out " like i said i'm pretty much here all the time, at least that's what it feels like most days. i'm anna by the way, it's nice to meet you "

she had already made up her mind about what she was going to order pretty much after she spotted the blueberry cheesecake cookie, but she figured it would be easy to wait until he seemed to figure out what he would like, " you're definitely right there and definitely the opposite of my order, well great! hopefully it lives up to expectations. "

[shesdaylight-archived]

"i definitely feel lucky. i couldn't imagine making this decision all on my own without someone who's been their unofficial taste tester," he muses. hazel eyes look in anna's direction, and he grins again. "maximus," he adds, holding a hand out for her to shake; it's an incredibly polite gesture, but he supposes that beats something more formal like a bow. "the pleasure's mine, anna."

eyes move back to the menu, and he decides in his head that he's going to try one of the scones and just a regular, black coffee. he's not one for sweeteners or creamers, honestly. "i'm eager to give you a full report."

[cahrson]

" well, i'm glad to be of service, always makes a girl feel good to help a guy out, " anna laughs softly, brushing a stray curl away from her face before reaching out and wrapping her hand around his with a shake, feeling impossibly formal, but also finding it kind of sweet.

anna finds herself watching maximus with a curious smile as he skims over the menu with a careful eye, like its more thoughtful than just buying a treat and a cup of coffee or maybe he's just a thoughtful guy, she reminds herself she just met him ten minutes ago, " i'll be waiting diligently with high hopes. "

[cahrson]

anna doesn't know what to expect as rapunzel reaches for a brownie, taking a small bite, but she doesn't expect anything good .. well it's rapunzel so she'll let her down in the kindest way possible. what she is surprised about is the smile that graces the blonde's features and her following compliments,

" really ? " there's a cautious hope to her words as she reaches forward and breaks off a piece of a brownie, taking a bite and sure they taste good, but that just makes it more confusing and kind of upsetting as to why nobody is taking one, " makes sense i guess, it's not like i have a lot of experience in that area either. are you sure ? i mean i'd really love to, trust me, i just don't want to put you out, you know ? "

[shesdaylight-archived]

"of course," she says, resisting the urge to take another brownie from the plate. maybe it's just her sweet tooth talking, because the brownie really was delicious, but she isn't sure why no one in anna's practice tried the sweets. she had half a mind to walk into the practice, carrying the plate of brownies, and demanding everyone take at least one for themselves.

"i don't understand why anyone wouldn't try them, at least," she thinks out out. "have they tried anything you've made in the past?" another pause, rapunzel thinking of different possibilities and reasons because at the end of the day, she's a problem solver. "oh, i don't mind at all. i love to bake; it was one of the things that kept me busy growing up." especially when hit with painter's block. another pause. "unless you work with a bunch of people who would rather snack on something healthy. that is the only explanation i can think of."

[cahrson]

she's not had a lot of friends really, sure she had some study buddies and roomies during school, but she never really let herself get attached to anybody and maybe it was easier, but maybe it was her own leftover fears that kept her away. it's why rapunzel had become so special to her in such a short time. the blonde was the first friend she had let herself grow close too in what felt like ages. she's also the comforting her on one of the few occassions she's wanted to make friends again.

" me neither, maybe they're just not brownie people ? i guess not everyone's into chocolate ? " anna offered up, thinking for a moment, " just two other times; i made a batch of cupcakes and then these m&m cookies my mom used to make. "

maybe that's the one that had really upset her because when she was little ? her mama's m&m cookies seemed to fix everything .. well not everything but close to. she had truly believed that would be the one to break the ice and sure one or two had been taken from the dozen, but it still felt like .. like not enough again. a smile touched her face once more, dimples just starting to curve her cheeks, " i really really appreciate it, my mom used to let me help her sometimes, though i think it was just to be nice. "

the thought really hadn't even seemed to cross her mind, " do you think i should bring in like fresh fruit or .. or i saw a recipe for strawberry shortcake online or is that still too sweet, you think ? "

[cahrson]

good morning kiddos ! i hope you're all having magical mornings! me and my dad are going to the local festival today so hopefully thats a lot of fun but until then im here 😍

remember i adore you all and please drink some water 🌞🌞

[cahrson]

y'all i am struggling to find a young!fc for anna so any and all suggestions are open pleeeeease 💕💕💕💕

[lannasroleplaymemes]

Send 😮 and I'll introduce an NPC in My Muse's life!

Examples: My muse's grandmother, a coworker, any 'background' or 'supporting cast' sort type of character that isn't a full muse.

[cahrson]

good morning kiddos ! i hope you all are having magical mornings ! i should be here soon to do things so please like for starters and send memes if you'd like 🩵

more importantly remember to drink some water and that i adore you all 🩵🩵

[ohisms]

↪     𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺  ﹠ ᵀᴱᴸᴸ .    (  a  collection  of  50+ kiss prompts .   feel  free  to  specify  the  initiating  muse .  potentially  nsfw  content  within .   will  be  updated .)

finally kissing the person you’ve been pining for .

a kiss shared during a game  ( truth or dare ,  spin the bottle ,  etc ) .

kissing your lover to show you forgive them .

neck kisses that turn into love bites .

wiping away your lover’s tears as you kiss them .

a kiss to prove you don’t have feelings for them .

a last kiss before one goes away .

biting your lover’s lip amidst a kiss .

an emotional kiss bringing one party to tears .

a kiss while being reunited after a long time .

kissing your lover in a moment of sheer joy .

a kiss while slow dancing .

sharing a spontaneous kiss with a stranger .

an abrupt ,  heated kiss during the middle of a fight .

kissing them to shut them up .

a kiss to wake your lover up in the morning .

sharing a kiss in a heavy downpour of rain .

kissing your partner to seal a marriage .

a possessive kiss that is meant to stake a claim .

a kiss to resolve suppressed romantic/sexual tension .

a kiss attempting to convince the other party to stay .

kissing the top of their head as you hold them .

a risky kiss between forbidden lovers .

stolen kisses while hiding away from a crowd .

a kiss that leaves lipstick stains .

a kiss shared on a rooftop while the sun sets .

a flirtatious kiss on the back of the hand .

sneaking off to a public bathroom to make out .

a kiss on the forehead as the other sleeps .

an  ( accidental / mutually )  drunken kiss .

caging your lover against a wall with your arms to kiss them .

a kiss after joining your lover in the shower .

a kiss after receiving good news .

a tentative ,  exploratory kiss between friends .

a kiss shared between enemies during combat .

kissing your lover after believing you’d lost them .

a kiss after a devastating event ,  meant to comfort .

a possessive kiss in front of a jealous third party .

kissing your lover under the night sky while stargazing .

a kiss between two people in a fake relationship .

a kiss that seals a promise .

kissing your lover lazily first thing in the morning .

holding your lover by the jaw to kiss them .

kissing the tears from their cheeks .

a kiss to your lover’s stomach as you travel down their body .

an abrupt kiss that you melt into after a moment of hesitation .

sleepy ,  domestic morning kisses in the kitchen while making breakfast .

a rushed kiss before one party leaves for work .

a kiss shared while holding your dying lover .

[fireho3sarc]

＠FIREHO3S  !  that  is  where  i  have  spent  five  months  fighting  to  get  back  to.  &  now,  you're  gonna  tell  me  i  …   i  can't  ?.

a  selective  &  highly  headcanon  influenced  adaption  of  evan  buckley  from  abc's  9-1-1,   established  in  2019  /  rebooted  in  2025  ,  lovingly  taken  care  of  by  britt.

[evans-bvckleys]

TAYLOR KELLY S05E01―Panic

[cahrson]

im wanting to write in her other verses so like for a starter in either anna's 9-1-1 verse or her supernatural verse ! please specify in the comments kiddos 🩵

[shesdaylight-archived]

she doesn't want to project. she knows that their experiences are so different and yet.... they're really not. sure, their paths in life aren't exactly parallel: one's an amazing therapist and the other a princess, but at the end of the day, they're one in the same. just two girls who were given incredible challenges in their childhood, but look where they've come? they've come so far, living life to the fullest despite it all.

she can understand why @cahrson zones out in the bar, even when a group of friends are singing their own version of don't stop believing. she can understand because she's been there, staring off into space and reliving her past despite wanting to focus on other things: her friends, her family...

"don't be sorry," she shakes her head. "i haven't been to many karaoke nights, but something tells me that their rendition is pretty common," she adds with a small laugh, leaning back in her seat. rapunzel pauses, but after a beat she nods her head. "yeah, i think i have felt that before. it can be really overwhelming." ♡.

[cahrson]

she absently twirls her straw around her drink, listening to the clink of ice cubes as she does so, " i know i shouldn't be, it's just hard to practice what you preach, you know ? "

sometimes, it like she can see her own memories, her own feelings reflected back at her from rapunzel's eyes, see a shadow of sadness, sometimes even fear .. it comforts her and then makes her feel guilty for feeling that way. the last thing she wants to do is see the other in pain, " me neither actually, but hey at least they seem happy enough, guess that's what it's all about, huh ? having fun. "

abandoning her grip on her drink, anna rubs a condensation damp hand against the back of her neck, the coolness soothing her further as she offers up a small smile, " i almost cancelled tonight, but i just .. didn't want to be alone with it. "