cal / cell

hyperfixating on things and very confused about how tumblr works | he/him | pfp by bazlkk on twt

[calbeloved]

saw someone on tiktok say that yao must have been so proud to see grace chose to be a part of the mission not knowing he was forced to do so im going to be sick

[calbeloved]

also 2 things i am only 50% sure are real. grace may have put on a skirt when he first woke up which made me tear up just thinking abt it hhhahhhhhhhggg not entirely sure on this cause i didn't see it clearly but oh my goddd. so fucking great if its real. and also i think i saw rocky climb onto graces chest in that scene when arnaldo was trying to help him after the fishing scene. they r so cute like oh my godddr

[calbeloved]

watching my mom ship rocky and grace was something else tho oh my god

[calbeloved]

watched project hail mary again but with my parents this time and (once again) cried like a baby ryland grace you tragic motherfucker

[lettuce-tv]

don't go into the humanities because they're unprofitable and don't go into stem cuz its getting torn apart right now and don't go into buisness because it's competetive and speculative and don't go into education because it pays like shit. Just lay on thr ground. Just lay on the ground.

[calbeloved]

just thought of thiago and teared up i miss that guy so much thisgo you deserved so much better

[mimmixerenard]

Timeline shenanigans and unlikely encounters

[gummywurm-gaming]

[corneliaavenue]

emails suck. unless they are from ao3, then they are the best thing to ever happen to me

[transpigeon]

STOP! before you decide you are irretrievably doomed, try one of the following options:

transition

bdsm

iron supplements

[spirit-of-science]

sleep study

ADHD medication

DBT

[headedoutleft]

vitamin D

go outside for an hour and observe birds

eat a snack

[trackerkitsune]

drink water

[ineffable-writer]

Maybe do these in reverse order

[katelyn-danger]

Don't listen to them! Transgender BDSM now!!!!

[excuse-me-thanks]

“i should take a walk for my mental health” boring, tired, i don’t even really wanna do it tbh

“i need to check the perimeter” i need to check the perimeter

[unusual]

[tekunoraizu]

FUCKKKKKKK what if something bad happened and I forgot to worry about it

[gonzocoded]

can i be earnest for a second. i mean more than usual

[gonzocoded]

my earnest belief is that you gotta take pictures of yourself that look really bad and unattractive and that never end up seeing the light of day. because someday you’re gonna go through your photos and see them and say god i’m so glad i get to see what i looked like after running around in that rainstorm

[gonzocoded]

AND you’re not gonna look at them and go god i look bad you’re gonna see them and say god i was so happy god i was so alive

[hotvampireadjacent]

[calbeloved]

anyway fire fucking movie everyone go watch iron lung

[calbeloved]

holy fucking shit. finished it oh my god i don't know what im feeling but im definitely feeling a lot of it