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My man and I when we wake up for work 😝

Hello Darkness my Old Friend

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So far my fiancée has been cumming inside me every night. Last night he came so hard I could feel his nuts pulsating and wiggling and bouncing all of his cum into my womb. I felt soo nauseated this morning. Out of all the days we have had sex and only a few days has a little cum leaked out. The rest of the time no cum has even dripped a drop out... my tits hurt and tingle, I’m hungry as hell and horny and just wanna sleep all day.. suddenly I’m 16 days into being bred, filled and I’m so exhausted and emotional! I cry now when his head wiggles against my cervix as I feel him rub his pre cum all over and then his balls just wouldn’t stop slapping my ass. I know when he’s about to cum because he smiles while he squeezes my tits and his big long thick cock wiggles and wiggles deep inside me until his head is right on my cervix. Once his head rubs up and down his balls start bouncing and then finally he smiles and tells me he’s going to make me a mommy. Once he pushing his seed deep into my womb I lay there for hours to make sure his seed takes to my eggs and so I can give him a child. He wants to be a dad so bad.

Birthday Sex

Yesterday I woke up and went to bed full of my new fiancés seed. This man, made my whole entire birthday the best it’s ever been. I mean can you even believe I’ve known him since we were little kids? 20 years of friendship going strong.

His cock is as big as his heart.. I can’t wait to give you a son..

Sex is a daily thing

I woke up full of cum again this morning, to my fiancée rubbing my tummy. Yesterday was my birthday and he proposed to me!

Besides the fact I was overjoyed and overwhelmed by all his good deeds, he cooked and did tons of work to keep a smile on my face. I love you my future husband.

The day went by so fast, I enjoyed everything, the dinner was superb! The only thing better than the dinner and the ring was the sex! That man came in my pussy so many times I couldn’t stop squirting! “Happy birthday baby I’m going to knock your pussy up and fuxk you endlessly until you bare my child.” “ you know my womb has always been ready for your seed baby, cum as much as you want to my love.” We had so much love and passion in our bed, surely this would be the time I finally conceived?! I won’t get my hopes up, instead, I’ll wait and let it happen. The top of his head gets so swollen and big when he orgasims.. I feel his loads splash right into my cervix, it’s so sticky and warm.. all I wanna do is have a baby for this man!

Old friend but new dad

I’m dating my ex again, we dated three years ago, I’ve known him for 20 years. We’ve been doing okay, not perfect but we’re not arguing and there’s enough food on the table and he picked up where he left off. He loves me and my son. My son Calls him dad, my sons real father is going to prison next week.. my boyfriend keeps talking about how being a dad to freddy, my son, is already hard enough. I need to get a high paying job if I want another baby and now that we’re not using protection he’s completely convinced he’s going to knock me up sooner than later lol. Well, we’re going on our four month of unprotected sex without pulling out and I’m not even the least bit concerned. It’s very difficult for me to get pregnant. This upsets my boyfriend, I can tell because he’s been trying to put each load he has built up and spray it all over my cervix. My pussy has been getting pounded for weeks and tonight he even got upset and cried! He came so hard and burried his member so deep I felt his balls push into my Vulva and past my lips into my pelvis and then down into my vagina! Once his cock and head reached my cervix I felt his head vibrate with excitement as he used all his testosterone and weight to drain every last drop of his nut into me. As I feel his warm cum empty into me I flip myself upside down and he won’t pull out! He puts my legs together in the air as he lets the last of his load empty into my pussy and I feel his tears on my breasts. “I WANT to have a baby with you, this is so frustrating, why can’t you get pregnant with my seed!?” He pushes his dick so deep I shiver, holding his head as I feel him pulsating inside me. “I thought you weren’t ready yet,” I say with a smile. “Well I’ve been thinking about it and I’m ready, you’re right, we’re not getting any younger.” I look into his ocean eyes, wondering if he knows what he really wants. I feel another tear roll off his face as he searches for one of my breasts to suckle on. He cums so fast when he sucks and fucks my pussy and breasts.

Last night I woke up and he was just finishing inside me, he couldn’t help it at all and he knows I allow him to bust his nut while I’m asleep. If he gets super horny all I do is take him somewhere private and let him cum in my ass or inside my pussy and other times I swallow. I’m really good at keeping him happy sexually. That’s a huge factor for guys, apparently.

Watching the seconds tick by

I don’t understand, nor do I want to at this point. We’re in a pandemic, the world is crashing and burning, things are not right, the world is upside down.

People are still getting married, divorced, losing their jobs and homes at an unnatural rate and speed. The clock laughs in our faces, the seconds, ticking by as each persons date is sealed by the undeniable truth. The return of our lord and savior of the universe and everything in between is coming for us. He’s going to let the prophecy fulfill itself..

All is lost, some of us have a glimmer of hope, but the ones who sit in heaven won’t experience the turmoil and wrath of what is to come. I am afraid for my son who will most likely be old when this all happens. But if this is true I will give him the best childhood he can ever imagine. The world as it is now, delight in nature my boy, we don’t have much time left.

Wish it was cold outside

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I want to know the future

So what’s the big deal, being in the now? When did the world decide to just, stop? Why is it so difficult to make ends meet? The coronavirus has made things so bleak.. people are sleeping in their vehicles, getting evicted, going hungry and the ones who are getting sick are not getting well.. as they go home and stay quarantined, some get reinfected and before hand go out in public, only to spread it further. I’m not sure what to believe anymore, the numbers are being messed with, none of the information is accurate..

I just wish I knew the future.. I wish I knew where this was all going. Like should I be packing and selling everything I own and buy a boat and move to a remote island? Starting to sound like a great idea at this point.. I’m not sure what to do. I have a new boyfriend but I live too far for him to stay with me.. I just can’t wrap my brain around this and on top of all that he’s homeless... sleeping out of his truck.. has no where to go once his hotel room is up.. and he’s got a girl staying in here, she has known him since they were 16... she had a bf staying with her in here and now he is no where to be found.. I’m sketching out but trying to put on a good face because I know he truly loves and cares for me.. but slowly I’m seeing somethings not right.. I hope I dream about what’s going to happen when I lay down for bed tonight..

Rock Bottom

I lay here in bed as I write this, my phone on 1%. It’s taken ages to understand the way things went; so horribly wrong. Night after night I do more messed up things so I can feel closer to you. I want to endure your pain so I know how it felt to walk in your shoes. I keep on trying to make excuses for my mental breakdowns and bad choices. It’s hard to ignore the thoughts in my head, there are so many voices.

I want to scream for help but instead I let it happen, the things I let into my mind are tragic and I wish I could go back to the starting point, I wish I could kill the dragon. Now I’m left with memories of someone I used to know, she was innocent and lovely and her hair was as white as snow. She is all grown up and has many scars and many tales to tell. She’s been mistreated and abused and wants to end it before she ends up in hell. But maybe someone can save her, maybe she can do it herself, or maybe she’s given up like a lost toy left on the shelf.

Either way she cannot stay in this state of mind, she knows she must choose the path to the next journey but which way will the path unwind?

I’ll find you again love..

I can’t believe I have to live the rest of my life without you... if I could just go back in time... I was running out of time searching for you.. looking for you with Vivvian and screaming your name as I had her dial 911... Adriana you were the only one who knew how to make things better... what are your daughters going to do without you.. what am I going to do without you.. September 9th 1992 - January 1st 2020

Suicide took you from me

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I loved you so much baby... I fucking hate myself for not getting to that bridge in time! This is not fair!

Sometimes, you’ll think it’s you, you’ll think, “I must be a crazy person to try to be with someone who would not think twice about me.” You yearn for their touch and embrace. Nights are spent wasting away in your bed, tossing and turning, reaching out into the space of their empty spot and grasping for a soul that no longer lays there, next to yours. You cry in the shower and fall into the dark void that has been eating away at your core like a cavity that needs to be filled. In retrospect you knew all along this would happen, it’s happened countless times and you still open your swollen, tender heart that’s been through multiple injuries and has been replaced more than just a couple times. You are falling into the darkness that wants to consume you. As you let each drop of poison from their lips kill your kindness and Disintegrate all hope of ever finding love...I’m here to tell you... you’re never alone in this.. because so many have experienced what I just described to you..I am living proof that you can do this.. you can still save yourself even when you’ve lost all hope..

I, I, I, I don't wanna get close

I haven't been the same since I loved that hoe

I haven't been the same since I lost my bro

I say I'm gonna change when I know I won't

I get high, I love to smoke

She gon' lie like I'm a joke

You wanna take flights across the coast

Remember those times, no horoscope

Life goes on, I can't take breaks

I need face, no, I need faith

In my mind, I can't escape

I climb these heights like I'm an ape

Shine so bright in a world so dark

Break the bank, I'ma break the chart

Two door coupe, just push to start

Climb right in, let me break your heart

I don't need no one

Still never sober

Got the world on my shoulders

Comin' out bolder

Yeah, I'm comin' out bolder

I ride with my soldiers

Ride for my soldiers

Thought that I told you

I thought that I told you

I, I, I don't wanna get close

I haven't been the same since I loved that hoe

Haven't been the same since I lost my bro

I say I'm gonna change when I know I won't

I get high, I love to smoke

She gon' lie like I'm a joke

You wanna take flights across the coast

Remember those times, no horoscope

I, I, I don't wanna get close

I haven't been the same since I loved that hoe

Haven't been the same since I lost my bro

I say I'm gonna change when I know I won't

I get high, I love to smoke

She gon' lie like I'm a joke

You wanna take flights across the coast

Remember those times, no horoscope, I

I don't want the fame

I don't wanna play these games

Tired of hiding from the pain

Never hanging with the lames, I

I'm not the one for the stupid shit (yeah)

We shot a scene on some movie shit (whoa)

And she came right through on some groupie shit (whoa)

Be surprised how they act when they know you lit

I don't wanna get close

I haven't been the same since I loved that hoe

I haven't been the same since I lost my bro

And I say I'm gonna change when I know I won't

I get high, I love to smoke

She gon' lie like I'm a joke

You wanna take flights across the coast

Remember those times no horoscope

I, I, I don't wanna get close

I haven't been the same since I loved that hoe

I haven't been the same since I lost my bro

And I say I'm gonna change when I know I won't

I get high, nigga, yes I smoke

She gon' lie like I'm a joke

You wanna take flights across the coast

Remember those times no horoscope, I...

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