“I worry a lot that because I have to work so hard to get people to come to practices and do all of the administrative work on the team, that it might just disintegrate without me. Which makes me feel like the whole team is just a vanity project for me, and not something that other people on the team really need in their lives the way I feel like I do. I don’t hope that other people feel like this, but it would selfishly make me feel better if they did.“
Sometimes I worry about this because I’m the most committed, but seeing how many people make happy memories at practices or tournaments makes it all worth it.


















