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Heyyy lol im Crow! I'm 21 and I use it/its pronouns.

Not a super active account, this is just where I dump my various media takes that I dont think about enough to have an actual blog for.

Sometimes will write smutty things, so for that purpose this blog is 18+ please do not interact if you are a minor.

Some fandoms I might write about:

Ouran (not smut), Genshin Impact, The Amazing Digital Circus (probably wont say much), Delicious in Dungeon, Stardew Valley, and more!

Chat how expensive do we think Hard Launch Tour tickets are going to be I want to try and get a ticket so bad

#dan and phil #hard launch podcast #hard launch tour

pansyfemme

WHIMSY IS NON-NEGOTIATABLE

I think my most correct Voltron Legendary Defenders character take is that Keith has BPD and I can and will back it up.

His entire backstory is about repeated abandonment. His mom leaving, his dad dying, Shiro disappearing, he has a history of people leaving him. Fears of abandonment are a huge thing with BPD

Any time someone mentions wanting to leave, such as when Pidge planned to leave to go find her brother, he gets upset to a degree that nobody else does. He latches on to the people he cares about and when they want to leave he snaps. Abandonment, real or perceived, causes his emotions to overtake him.

He also has a lot of self destructive tendencies. MULTIPLE times he planned to sacrifice his life for the team. Sure it was "for the greater good", but it doesn't change the fact that he's willing to end his own life at moments notice. He also seems to just simply not care for his own well-being. He'll pick a fight, he wont give up when he's already beaten.

He's left the team multiple times. He seems to think his value doesn't matter, and it wouldn't matter if he left because I think in his head he believes they don't care about him.

In summary: A character who struggles managing his own emotions, with a history of abandonment issues and self destructive tendencies? Thats BPD babeyyy

#this is coming from someone who highly suspects they have bpd as well. i see a lot of myself in keith #i also firmly believe he is autistic and struggles with connecting to others generally which adds to his fears that they dont like him.#keith kogane #keith vld #voltron #voltron legendary defenders

How to explain I like funnybunny but not in the "aw such a cute pairing!" way its in the:

"I dont think they would be a healthy couple nor do I actually think they should be an endgame pairing. I think their dynamic is fascinating because of how Jax treats the other members of the circus vs. how he treats Pomni, and how Pomni sees right through his edgelord persona and calls his bluff. I like the way they make each other worse. I am also not a Jax defender and I deeply wish he faced more consequences for his actions, and I wish there were also consequences for Pomni for siding with him. He is a piece of shit and this is not addressed in cannon enough. I just think personally he has a lil crush on Pomni and i like the idea of him being obsessed w/ her." way

#funnybunny #tadc

oh my god there was this toy i had as a kid and I cant find it anywhere and im going INSANE I want the song from it but looking up the lyrics isnt helping and I dont know what to look for

It was from the 2010s, it was this little microphone that attached to an amp type thing? All handheld it wasnt that big. It had settings on it for like autotune and stuff but the real kicker was it had SONGS in it. And you played the song out loud and could sing along and it was really cool! And I even remember some of the lyrics to one of the songs, dont remember the name but it was a guy singing and it was kind of pop punk esque. It went as followed:

"My head is spinning,

The sun's too bright

Check it out check it out, check it out

Gonna work all day,

And play all night,

Check it out check it out, check it out"

BUT LOOKING UP ANY OF THAT INFORMATION IS ENTIRELY UNHELPFUL.

#2010s #song #song lyrics #lost song #microphone #kids microphone #singing #lyrics

callisto-cecilia

"The hitachiin twins are weird!!" "Me when i recommended somebody ouran but forget about the twins" "why are the twins like that" TELL ME YALL HAVE NO MEDIA COMPREHENSION SKILLS WHATSOEVER???

The twins mention MULTIPLE TIMES that the "brotherly love" act is just that. An ACT. Any scenes where the twins are simply interacting outside of their personas they dont act like that. Any time they're putting on that persona its to benefit themselves in one way or another. Drawing in customers at the host club, using it to win the room during the refreshing contest, its an ACT. They know it is, everybody knows it is.

The twins are very close, yes, but theres at least two episodes explaining how in their eyes all they have is each other. Complete Us vs. Them mentality. Nobody viewed them as individuals until the host club, and even then that was mostly Haruhi at first. They are codependent, and they may not be the healthiest depiction of brothers, but their "brotherly love" shtick isnt real and they know it. They didnt act like that before coming up with their role in the host club, and they dont act like that in their personal lives.

callisto-cecilia

I know somebody is going to comment about this so Im gonna put this in a reblog

Yeah, the twincest act is still kinda weird. Like sure it is an act but it is weird admittedly! Its strange that in universe there's a gaggle of girls who are obsessed with the idea of these siblings having a romantic/sexual bond.

But also please remember that initially Ouran is supposed to be a satirical take on tropes at the time. Reverse harem trope, twincest, shotacon, its playing up these things and making fun of them. If you're taking Ouran 100% seriously you're missing the point. And i think that makes it a perfect avenue to discuss character tropes and explore the dynamics of Hikaru and Kaoru.

The two of them only have each other and it has always been this way. When nobody could tell them apart, and nobody tried to learn them apart, it gave them a weird mindset on the world. They wanted to be distinct beings, but there was an inherent comfort in the fusion of their identities. They didn't have to address their places in this world as individuals because it's not like anybody knew the difference anyways. There was no need to form separate identities as Hikaru Hitachiin and Kaoru Hitachiin. They were simply the Hitachiin Twins. They never had to figure out their actual personalities or likes or dislikes outside of The Twins. But at the same time, the concept of never being your own human being is exhausting. Nobody cared to know them as their own people, so the twins grew up extremely isolated from this world. They grew vengeful. Mean. Taking it out on anyone who dared pretend they knew the difference.

For their entire lives, up until Tamaki met them, nobody had ever tried to put in the effort to tell them apart. And then this pompous blonde kid shows up from France and starts studying them, trying to learn their differences and similarities. He fails to truly tell them apart in the end, but just the act of somebody TRYING? A stranger making an attempt to see past the facade? It shifted something.

And then Haruhi shows up and is able to tell them apart consistently. This completely altered their world view and made them realize there ARE people who can tell them apart. Their personalities shifted after that episode I think, and it would flow through into the rest of the show as they found comfort in their similarities AND their unique identities.

"The hitachiin twins are weird!!" "Me when i recommended somebody ouran but forget about the twins" "why are the twins like that" TELL ME YALL HAVE NO MEDIA COMPREHENSION SKILLS WHATSOEVER???

The twins mention MULTIPLE TIMES that the "brotherly love" act is just that. An ACT. Any scenes where the twins are simply interacting outside of their personas they dont act like that. Any time they're putting on that persona its to benefit themselves in one way or another. Drawing in customers at the host club, using it to win the room during the refreshing contest, its an ACT. They know it is, everybody knows it is.

The twins are very close, yes, but theres at least two episodes explaining how in their eyes all they have is each other. Complete Us vs. Them mentality. Nobody viewed them as individuals until the host club, and even then that was mostly Haruhi at first. They are codependent, and they may not be the healthiest depiction of brothers, but their "brotherly love" shtick isnt real and they know it. They didnt act like that before coming up with their role in the host club, and they dont act like that in their personal lives.

#ouran #ouran high school host club #kaoru hitachiin #hikaru hitachiin #hitachiin twins #i hate when people boil them down to the twincest characters. its not like that i swear!!!

lemurianjasmine

Rafayel ✧ Sweet Overdrive

#something about the “you know what i want” has me feeling some type of way #im not even a rafayel girlie what the f u c k

Im watching Supernatural again (oh god) and im on the Croatoan virus episode from season 2 and the part where Dean locks himself in with Sam fucks with me so much more as an older sibling to a younger brother.

You're an older sibling, you've basically dedicated your entire LIFE to the protection of your little brother. You end up in this godforsaken town where people are getting infected with demon blood. Your little brother is attacked and he gets infected. You decide to lock yourself in with him because you cannot bear to let him kill himself, if he attacks you you're taking both of you out.

You lock the door and turn around. You see him, looking up at you with tears in his eyes. He doesn't want to die. He doesn't want you to die. He thinks his own death is the only option and he doesnt want you to die.

If I was Dean? I would have fucking broken down sobbing in that moment. To see my little brother who thinks he now HAS to die just... crying. Not weeping or sobbing just.. tears.

#supernatural #dean winchester #supernatural s2 e9 #sam winchester

Parallel of Kaeya drinking more after the events of his father's passing and the fight with Diluc vs. Diluc himself refusing to drink despite inheriting the wine business. idk makes me think

#i hope one day they get to be okay. the siblings of all time #not a ship #ragbros #diluc #diluc ragnvindr #kaeya #kaeya alberich #genshin impact