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oops thinking abt corruption again.............................................

wanna be fuzzy and drooly and under someone's control

"Bad end" kink is really hot. I talk a lot about signifiers vs substance in kink, and I think bad end is another one of the weird examples. I tend to see bad ends not as a single kink but as a set is ideas associated primarily by their aesthetics.

The idea of this being an ending. A bad ending. You could have won, you could have escaped, you could have gotten out of here. But you didn't, you lost. You put on the collar and lost the ability to say no. You stared into my eyes a little too long and lost the last of your INT. You froze at the wrong moment and lost the most important fight. And now destiny is broken and you can't save anyone anymore, so you're just going to be my toy forever and ever now, okay?

It's fun. The idea of forever. The idea of endings. Don't you want to not have to fight anymore? Don't your want permission to just let go? Isn't loss seductive? I like the dialogue between what you're supposed to do, what you're obligated to do, what you're compelled to do, and what you want to do, what feels good, what you desire. It's interesting.

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For me there's also the idea of like. For you, this isn't the end. It's the first day of the rest of your life as a seedbed or hypno-slave or whatever. Things will go on like this for a Very Long Time. Just because you give into it doesn't mean it will be enjoyable (it might be, sometimes, but it's mostly out of your control).

The Narrative, however, is done with you. As far as the reader is concerned, your story is already finished. On some metanarrative level, you've never been alone quite like this before— the story, the audience, has followed your every move up until now, has found your story interesting. Now, however, it is leaving you to your fate, assured that you have reached a steady state from which there can be and will be no escape. You no longer make for an interesting or worthwhile story, because the path of your future stretches off in a straight line with no branches.

Idk obviously normally a character would never really know if the narrative is watching them, but the idea of it is kinda juicy to me regardless

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