I live for one reason

Callum Xavier || 5135/46 || Vampire || Pansexual “ There is a little boy inside the man who is my brother… Oh, how I hated that little boy.”

[cally-xavier]

Hate || Callum, Caspian & Devoss

[devoss-clarke]

“Now we both know that’s a lie, Caspian…But nice try”. Devoss was so close. He wanted o drag both of the brothers down just because he could. He may not have been very strong, but he could manipulate others to the point of them bringing their own downfall. Of course, he would be there ti supply the little push they needed. When Callum bit a piece of his tongue off, it was all Devoss needed to in order to get Caspian near him again. He made his voice broken and small, making him sound more like Dev. He let out a tiny cry and whimpered out Caspian’s name. 

One of his tails went around the vampire’s throat and shocked him. “What a good boy, Callum…It’s a good thing I didn’t stick my cock in that cute little mouth of yours” With blood dripping out of his mouth, Dev turned his head back towards Caspian and grinned. His tongue would heal, and the pain was just mental. It wasn’t like Devoss hadn’t been through worse. “Come on Caspian…” The fox’s voice went back to that innocent tone he had, “Are you gonna really let him hurt what’s yours? He’s destroying your property…Are you gonna let him do that? I-I thought you wanted me”.

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Caspian snarled his fangs when he heard that cry. It was pleasing to his ears, borderline arousing, he wanted his brother to hurt him more, kill him, gain some sick gratification from inflicting pain on him like they used to but part of him wanted to protect him. If he rushed to defend him - It would break his brother’s heart. But did he not deserve that? He broke his.

Fuck, did it turn him on the way the kitsune played that innocent voice. The way he knew Devoss was messing with his head was pissing him off, especially when he shocked his brother. Fuck, he wanted him. Strangely the more he witnessed how much Devoss was having fun fucking over his brother and him, the more he wanted to slam him against the wall and finally shove his cock inside him. Part of him wanted to see his brother fucking him.

This was going to be never ending if he continued to protect the kitsune. He wanted to see Callum bleed him out longer. The way his brother became so envious… it was satisfying. The chaos was satisfying. At least Devoss understood how much he loved it.

“You know I always loved it when Dev was in pain… that god damn whimper. Whimper my name again, Devoss. Like the way I used to make you beg for me. Remember the fun we had?” Caspian focused his gaze on his brother as he clutched onto Devoss’s hair, pulling his head to the side and revealing the already bitten neck and shoulder. “Stop being so jealous, brother. Remember how we were when we were humans? Let’s hurt this body more, shall we?”  Caspian beckoned the question at his brother as his other hand caressed the kitsune’s center tail. He pulled lightly and pushed his hardened bulge against him. “Rip this one apart, take all your jealousy and anger out on him and kiss me already, you crazy fuck. Fucking kiss me and mean it for once.“

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Callum’s throat started to burn from the constant electrocution. There was no gratifying cry that escaped him. After all that was happening he wasn’t going to give him that much satisfaction. His teeth snapped again at the fox but it was too far for his jaws to catch at first. Losing himself in blood lust, he barely noticed his brother coming back over, grabbing the fox’s hair. Pulling his arms free he looked to his brother and then to the neck he tasted earlier.

“He was severely confused. Under the anger, and hurt, was the brother still wanting to run away with Cas. He was hurting, trying to throw that piece away. The ghoul had dev or Devoss whatever so there was no need for him now right? Fuck if he knew now. Listening to his brother and looking at the little brat’s neck, Cal ripping his arms free and bit into Devoss. It tasted so good, clouding his already haywire senses. Lifting the fox, he pressed his body against the smaller frame as he fed. Draining the blood slowly he growled taking as much as he could before coming up for air. Then his eyes focused on Caspian. He wasn’t sure what was even going through his own mind really as his snatched the fox’s jaw into his hand before kissing his brother again. 

The blood from the ghoul left an awful taste in his mouth, but he shared the blood he just stole with his brother. His hand tightened on the kitsune’s neck momentarily as he put his other hand to his brother’s neck. “Fuck you. You’re the crazy fucker.”

[undead-old-yeller]

“Not really an obsession, gramps,” he said back as he veered off towards some sort of alleyway nearby. “Just something I’ve been working on, and those two biters fit the quota.”

[cally-xavier]

“Quota, hm?” He thought about it, honestly he didn’t feel like fighting. Still his fangs weren’t worth nothing right? A heavy sigh left him as he followed the other into the alleyway. “I guess there’s no avoiding this.” The man had to be strong and he did enjoy a real challenge. “Alright,” he waited for the other to turn around before he grabbed their shirt and threw him into the wall. His fist balled up and swung full strength toward the man.

[undead-old-yeller]

“Ooh, five millenniums old,” he nearly mocked as he rolled his eyes on the way out of the restaurant. If the place hadn’t seemed to cozy he would’ve just done it in there, but the waitress seemed nice enough and he had to be more ‘civil’ or else his hubby would scowl at him again. “Come on, that deal’s as dry as your five millennium year old dick.”

[cally-xavier]

He did ask to remain civil. He owed his brother the courtesy of not destroying the horrid new workplace. The vampire groaned as he followed the man. What was he doing? He offered his teeth and now he was to fight for them. He nearly didn’t feel as if fighting was worth it. “Why the obsession with owning my fangs?”

[undead-old-yeller]

He was scowling before the guy was done talking. 15 mins for 5 grand for both teeth? He could probably get better stuff with that amount of time and money. Like a waterfall of donuts or every single Kirby game imaginable. It made him purse his lips into a frown as he slid off his seat. “Ay, sorry lady, but make mine to go will yeah? I’ll be back in 5 to pay for it,” he called out to the waitress that had taken his order. “Guy, and your rules for this bang is wack- in a bad way. Let’s scuffle in the back then.” It wasn’t like he could turn out the chance to fight anyways. 

[cally-xavier]

Callum sighed. Really? He had just sat down. “I offered you a good dead. I don’t understand your issue. Most would pay ten times as much seeing as they’re coming from a vampire five millenniums old.” 

[cally-xavier]

Hate || Callum, Caspian & Devoss

[cally-xavier]

His brother ripped him away from the feed, and any other time if it wasn’t Caspian he would have snapped their neck. The vampire seemed to go completely quiet while Caspian spoke, dragging up Frederick again, and giving him the bullshit back story of the fox. His jaw tightened at least giving a little courtesy to hear his brother out…before his mind snapped. Emotions were getting to be too much for the vampire. He was used to being dead inside. His jaw loosened, body relaxing, and eyes giving his brother no satisfactory reaction to each hit. Blood poured from his nose but he didn’t care enough to do anything. When the ghoul finished Callum shrugged. One fluid motion and Caspian'ss shirt was in his fist while the body was hurtled over his shoulder and onto the floor under him. His foot stomped down on Caspian’s neck. Could he snap his brother’s neck, maybe even stomp through the flesh and muscle, ending this once and for all? Right now….yes. If his emotion brought him this, then it wasn’t worth it. He lost everything the moment their lives changed. “You keep bringing him up. Frederick this, Frederick that, Frederick tricked me, Frederick loved you, I wanted to kill Frederick, you stole Frederick from me, you killed Frederick before me. Why do you think I didn’t react? Would you have believed me? Would you have listened? Did I care that he loved me? Tell me what would you have done? Caspian he loves me not you. You would have attacked me then. You were so fucking obsessed, tricked under his stupid glamour, and does that mean that YOU only had the right to kill him? I loved you as my brother then, and I loved you enough to keep from twaring us apart so I LET IT HAPPEN. I begged for your life. I grovelled on my knees for him to leave you.“ “Frederick, stole my brother’s heart with lies and magic. He led him on, while still looking at me like a trophy he could win. The man turned you into a monster and wouldn’t let you live unless I loved him. I was forced into bed with this sick fuck and endured it until I had my chance. I fought tooth and nail hoping you wouldn’t die. He made me like him and ruined the closeness between us, but I’m not allowed to kill him?” His foot pressed hard. “What was your excuse? ‘Frederick took you from me’? Guess fucking what cunt? It went both ways. He stole you from me.” His eyes rolled thinking about the pathetic littlw story of him and the fox. “I am jealous. You and I were the only things that made each other feel. You killed Clayton over this fuck? Guess. What.” The vampire leaned down on his knee still pressing on his brother’s neck and face. “Frederick liked chaos. The cold monster you see in the fox is what Frederick saw in me. Frederick was willing to kill you to get the that side of me. You. Are. Federick.”

[devoss-clarke]

Christ these two were so dramatic and here Devoss was, completely amused by the both of them and their dramatics. Really, it was just too great. He sat on the ground after Caspian pulled Callum away, and then the both of them decided to tussle around. They reminded him of little children who really needed help with learning how to talk about their feelings. The kitsune cleaned off the blood from his face and neck and grinned. Love. What an emotion that was. Devoss didn’t think he could feel that emotion anymore. It had died hundreds of years ago. Hearing all this confessing made him want to throw up, and he did a lil in his mouth. 

After the scene from a love movie ended, Devoss started to clap, hoping to get both of the corpses’ attention. “Bravo…You two deserve an award for that lil performance. Jealously, love…Betrayal, it’s like a goddamn movie, ain’t it. Really, I swear I got a cavity after watching that”. 

He stood up and smiled, “Also, let’s be real here, Caspian…You need me more than I need you. And I can show you too”. Devoss extended his canines and bit down on his thumb, drawing blood. He then moved over to the vampire, and practically threw him into the wall. Within a second, the fox was on him, caging him with his arms. Although he was smaller, Devoss made sure to use his tails to keep the man pinned. He stood on his toes and traced his bloody thumb over the vampire’s lips, and turned his head towards Cas. “What do you say Caspian? Do you think you can stop him before he drains me, and steals the life you own away?” Devoss then turned back to the vampire and smirked. His voice dropped down to a whisper so that only Callum could hear what he was saying, “Does it hurt to know that your own brother loves me more…Does it hurt you to know that I’m going to burn him from the inside out? I’ll kill him. I’ll drag him down to hell, and you cannot stop me…Just look at him…Look at how much I have him wrapped around my finger…He’s mine”. Devoss swiped his tongue along the vampire’s bottom lip and chuckled, “Well? What are you gonna do?”

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Hearing the vampire’s name that stole his brother away from him over and over was really starting to get on his last nerve. He loved him as a brother. Of course he did. So did he start developing feelings more than that when he was with Frederick for thousands of years? Right fucking now? What a joke. The fact he had the gall to use those three words on him.

Frederick loved chaos. That was why I fucking adored him. And that was before he glamoured me. I’ve always loved chaos! I was always a fucking monster, Callum. Always. From the moment I stained my hands with blood when I killed a man for the first time… and realized how easy it was… how much I enjoyed doing it.

It is what he adored about Frederick… what he adored about Devoss. It was what lured him in, what made them so attractive. Without that aspect, they would be entirely worthless. He never even flinched at being called Frederick. Perhaps that were true. They were both monsters. The only thing he had against him, was Callum leaving him for him. Did he think that was an insult? He had already came to terms with what he was long ago. Caspian glanced up; unable to move his head from the way his neck was pressed down, without much of a blink. In his eyes he displayed what he thought, and that was nothing. He remained silent and stared menacingly into his brothers.

When Devoss started to speak he clenched his jaw firmly. Fuck you. You’ve always acted tougher than you fucking were. I’ve made you fucking whimper for me. Then there was a sudden release of pressure from his neck as Callum was removed from him and thrown into a wall. In a flash the ghoul stood on his two feet again and watched; wondering what his game was.There was a faint smell of blood in the air. His thumb. Caspian bared his teeth. Did the fuck have that much of a death wish? No - because he believes that he would stop him.

And he did. Instinctively he felt his legs and arms twitch, ready to pounce between them. Fuck you, he repeated in his head. Fuck you. I am not your fucking mutt. Caspian remained where he was and glared as Devoss wiped the blood across his brother’s lips. He refused to move. He wouldn’t. He could die for all he cared. He’d rather Devoss died over the loss of his ego.

Realizing he had been silent the entire time he finally spoke, “You’re right, Callum. I am Frederick. The brother you once had is already dead. He was always dead… and you are dead to me,” he paused and addressed Devoss. “Go ahead. I won’t come to your rescue. You know how much I adore seeing you hurt.” He wouldn’t. Caspian could only hope Callum would not drain him to the brink of death, because deep down he knows he wouldn’t let that happen. He refused to let Devoss gain satisfaction knowing that he had him on a leash. Him on a fucking leash. Caspian was already fighting his own lust for both of their flesh… any more of Devoss’s blood in the air and he was uncertain he wouldn’t finish the job by tearing him apart. A part of him that was always difficult to control around him. His mouth started to water. 

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It was too easy to forget anyone around him when his head zeroed in on his brother. By the time he finished he realized what he had said. Caspian and Frederick were two of a kind. So turning to the kitsune a f listening brought no reaction. cas was dead. Cas would always be dead now. The human he loved was a figment of his imagination. All inhibitions were gone, except two. Kill the imposter of a brother, or make his brother hate him to the end. He did promise after all that he would stay to the end. Devoss certainly was a monster, cold, manipulative, and begging for death. Pinned to the wall, and the thumb rubbing on his lips did nothing. Though he seemed calm, he tasted the blood and he was tempted to frenzy on the bastard. The words would have hurt if they came from Caspian, but he simply started at the fox. There was nothing to say. He had come to terms, his brother was dead. The tongue that flicked at his lips, drew a look of utter disgust before his fangs dug into the tongue and he snarled. He would rip it off. The piece in his mouth made him think of cas, but only breifly. "Hate me," he breathed through his clenched teeth before a piece was bitten off of the fox's tongue.

[cally-xavier]

Hate || Callum, Caspian & Devoss

[cally-xavier]

No, no, he wasn’t watching this. He wasn’t letting this go on. Caspian was his. Fuck, he was going to rip the entire house down. The two ignored him and his eyes started to turn to a crimson hue. Before even he realized what had happened his brother as picked up and thrown skidding on the ground before cal had the Kitsune by the throat. Raising the fox up his canines were bared at the boy. If he couldn’t kiss or bite his brother to claim him he would drain Devoss. 

The vampire bit into the fox using his body to hold the other in place. One hand shifted to tilt the kitsune’s head so he could drink while the other took caspain’s place holding the boy’s wrists tightly even cracking the wall under the pressure. He wanted nothing more than to kill but the thought of his brother’s happiness eased his drinking just a bit. If anything he was going to drag out the boy’s death for his brother, then get back to what he truly wanted from the younger Xavier at this moment.

@devoss-clarke

[devoss-clarke]

“Don’t be a prick, Caspian. I’ve been to hell and back, and that’s all I’m gonna say about it”. Even when Caspian had his arms pinned to the wall, Devoss still stared at the vampire. “Then show him how much you own me”. He had expected Caspian to do just that, but when the vampire threw the ghoul away, he knew that wasn’t going to happen. The fox growled at the vamp and cared his teeth at him as well. “My my, someone is jealous…I take it you’re the obsessive and possessive type, how cute”.

He glanced over at Caspian and grinned, “You didn’t tell me your brother was a five year old” He laughed as the bones in his wrists were cracked and even when he was bitten into. “Oh! Look at you. Someone is eager for a bite! Come on leech, wait your turn. Your brother here was about to fuck me, and you just ruined it”. A tail wrapped around Callum’s throat, and little warning charges of electricity ran through it. “Now, let me go, leech”.

@caspian-xavier

[caspian-xavier-blog]

The ghoul kept the other pinned with one hand while another was pulled away from his wrists, caressing his tails. In that moment he was rudely interrupted - again. Life clearly did not want him and Devoss to fuck.

“I swear - to fuck, Callum.” Caspian blurted out with agitation as he found himself torn away from Devoss and onto the floor beneath him. Propping himself onto his elbow and then his legs he glared up at the scene… Draining him of his blood. No. It was the scene with the hell-hound and Dev all over again - except not quite as fatal. From his heightened senses he could hear the wrists break. It still boiled his blood the same way. Flashing his golden eyes he tore Callum away by the back of the neck. He would kill him. Nothing else mattered.

“How many times - must I tell you. No one can fucking hurt him except me. Must I do this, to make you understand, brother?” Caspian still had a lot of anger he never had released onto him - part of him hesitated… knowing that he may well kill his brother. Even if it did not haunt him right away, it always found its way to him. He would cause a greater hell upon himself. “Are you jealous? When did you begin to care about who I fucked? You certainly didn’t react this way with Frederick. Perhaps it was because you loved him over me. You knew he loved you over me. So now you know a slither of what it felt. I saw the way Frederick looked at you. And you gave no fucking reaction. Now after five thousand years - suddenly you confess your love me? Oh come on. Love. What the fuck, Callum? What the FUCK!” 

The ghoul right hooked him across the face, followed by a left, and an upper cut to the nose; breaking it in a quiet snap, as easy as a twig. Caspian’s eyes were glowing from all the blood as he thought the cravings for flesh. The more his blood boiled with fury the more difficult it became to control. “We are brothers. Nothing more. That kiss - it was a mistake. I hadn’t seen you in five thousand years it was. It wasn’t.” The ghoul pursed his lips and looked away from his brother. “Devoss filled in the gap when you weren’t here.” His voice was softer. “Dev was… I pretended to care about the kitsune… but in fact I was only… leading to his destruction. I knew about the memory loss he used to have. Partially because of what happened to him when a lamia nearly killed him, giving him temporary memory loss, amnesia, but also because he had the early symptoms of Dissociative Identity Disorder. There was a part of him that came through now and again. Not fully but, in the eyes of Dev I could see a darkness. I was curious - to see if I could trigger his memories. They kept trying to come back. What had caused him to lose these memories? I made him take me to a place Dev felt the urge to return to… The memories came in. Something else emerged from that head. He was the opposite of Dev… so chaotic, so destructive, so confident, alluring. I won’t deny I wasn’t attracted to him the moment he appeared out of that head. I won’t deny that I wanted to destroy Dev and make Devoss permanent. Part of the reason of killing Clayton was to have him.” Caspian swallowed thickly. “But instead I ran… to find you,” his voice shook. “I ran and abandoned Dev and Devoss when they needed me to find you. I couldn’t. I couldn’t. So I gave into the monster. You know what I love? I love the way I rile you up when you see how I look at Devoss. Tell me - were you hiding your feelings for me even as we were human?” Caspian laughed slightly, “Maybe because you knew I never loved Frederick. It was all just a glamour. And this… this is real. Does that piss you off? Do you wish to kill me? Do it. But if you harm him… I can’t promise you I will be able to hold back.” His eyes began to glow again as he turned to look at Devoss and to his brother. 

His feelings for Devoss were one sided. It would always be the case… and here his brother was. Confessing his love to him oh so suddenly; all because he looked at another… so he has the gall to say that word only when he was afraid of losing him. What a joke. But still, he found a part of him enjoying making him envious, to see if he was truly meaning those words. The fact was, Frederick wasn’t his first love at all. “Did you love me even then? Would you love me now?”

@cally-xavier

[cally-xavier]

His brother ripped him away from the feed, and any other time if it wasn’t Caspian he would have snapped their neck. The vampire seemed to go completely quiet while Caspian spoke, dragging up Frederick again, and giving him the bullshit back story of the fox. His jaw tightened at least giving a little courtesy to hear his brother out…before his mind snapped. Emotions were getting to be too much for the vampire. He was used to being dead inside. His jaw loosened, body relaxing, and eyes giving his brother no satisfactory reaction to each hit. Blood poured from his nose but he didn’t care enough to do anything. When the ghoul finished Callum shrugged. One fluid motion and Caspian'ss shirt was in his fist while the body was hurtled over his shoulder and onto the floor under him. His foot stomped down on Caspian’s neck. Could he snap his brother’s neck, maybe even stomp through the flesh and muscle, ending this once and for all? Right now….yes. If his emotion brought him this, then it wasn’t worth it. He lost everything the moment their lives changed. “You keep bringing him up. Frederick this, Frederick that, Frederick tricked me, Frederick loved you, I wanted to kill Frederick, you stole Frederick from me, you killed Frederick before me. Why do you think I didn’t react? Would you have believed me? Would you have listened? Did I care that he loved me? Tell me what would you have done? Caspian he loves me not you. You would have attacked me then. You were so fucking obsessed, tricked under his stupid glamour, and does that mean that YOU only had the right to kill him? I loved you as my brother then, and I loved you enough to keep from twaring us apart so I LET IT HAPPEN. I begged for your life. I grovelled on my knees for him to leave you.“ "Frederick, stole my brother’s heart with lies and magic. He led him on, while still looking at me like a trophy he could win. The man turned you into a monster and wouldn’t let you live unless I loved him. I was forced into bed with this sick fuck and endured it until I had my chance. I fought tooth and nail hoping you wouldn’t die. He made me like him and ruined the closeness between us, but I’m not allowed to kill him?” His foot pressed hard. “What was your excuse? ‘Frederick took you from me’? Guess fucking what cunt? It went both ways. He stole you from me.” His eyes rolled thinking about the pathetic littlw story of him and the fox. “I am jealous. You and I were the only things that made each other feel. You killed Clayton over this fuck? Guess. What.” The vampire leaned down on his knee still pressing on his brother’s neck and face. “Frederick liked chaos. The cold monster you see in the fox is what Frederick saw in me. Frederick was willing to kill you to get the that side of me. You. Are. Federick.”

[undead-old-yeller]

“Five grand?” For both though? Money wasn’t the issue, but he didn’t have that fucking stack on him. Sebastian made sure he was loaded so he wouldn’t just eat trash, because let’s be real here. Ryder would do that. “I don’t have the dough on me right now man.”

[cally-xavier]

Callum took his seat again and crossed one leg over the other. “Then I’ll wait here. I’ll give you 15 minutes. five grand, both fangs. Your choice, otherwise we fight for them,” his eyes glanced toward the kitchen before he looked back to Ryder, “outside. As long as we stay honest and civil we can negotiate just about anything. I’m Callum by the way.”

[cally-xavier]

Burning sensations || Cas&Cal

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The ghoul tore away from the girl’s neck entirely. “Some wendigo? I need a fucking better description than that, you stupid fuck,” he growled. So that was it. He would give a vague description, in fact no description, of the wendigo that nearly ended his life - and now he would sleep.

Caspian was taking none of this shit. What happened to the brother he once knew, that thieved and killed along side him but always stopped him from being careless? The ghoul stood up and grabbed the older Xavier by the hair on his head and dragged him from the couch. “You aren’t dying any more. Get the fuck up. We’re going out as soon as I get you a functioning ring.”

The fact is, he had one. One his brother had gave him before he had left him a second time. It was their mark. Caspian had kept it hidden locked away in the safe of his, never to look at again - but he never could destroy it. It was what got him tied up and tortured by some warlock with a blood affinity. It had been bestowed with magic to allow a vampire to roam in the sun freely. 

With super-human speed he trailed the brother with him into the bedroom, dumped his body, unlocked the safe and took it out. Only to find himself rotating it between his fingers against the light - memories flooded in with this trinket. “Do you remember this ring? It was yours once. When we were human,” his voice hummed nostalgia. Caspian still had the matching necklace that belonged to him. It was here too; locked away with everything he wished to forget. He dropped the ring in front of the vampire and shoved the necklace into his pocket. 

“Let’s see how much you remember. Though I was always the much more fun brother.” Caspian bared his canines.

[cally-xavier]

“I don’t fucking know. blue eyes, blond, something. I’m tired you fuck.” his body was healing but not quick enough. “Just let me rest.” No sooner had he said that the ghoul was dragging him across the floor and he snarled. though he could barely get his lethargic body to move. “Get the fuck off.”

Soon he was thrown to the ground. The pain brought his rage out and he managed to get himself up. He would have verbally torn into his brother had he not seen the ring. He stared at it remembering everything in an instant. Taking the ring it was place on his finger, and he felt the magic surrounding him. “You kept this. Thank you.” 

Looking to his brother he grabbed the other’s shirt and slammed him to the wall. “You are the fun brother. You’re the most fucking irritating too. I don’t have energy to do this, Caspian.”

[cally-xavier]

Hate || Callum, Caspian & Devoss

[devoss-clarke]

Don’t call for him. To Dev, Devoss was dead. He had died when that dog tried to eat him and removed his tails. He was dead, yet there was a part of him that seemed to wake up when Caspian said those words. Perhaps Devoss was alive still. Maybe he could handle this better. Please…Please just…Make this better. He closed his eyes at the same time Caspian pressed their lips together. It was enough to let his mind shift slightly. 

When his eyes opened, they seemed colder, but he made no moves to lash out, even when the ghoul bared his teeth. “…Do not call for me, ghoul”. Devoss, the real Devoss, stared at the ghoul. His throat was constricted by a hand, and blood was drawn. The kiss was deep, but Devoss didn’t give back. Instead he growled into Caspian’s mouth and bit down hard on his tongue, “Get. Away. From. Me…” If Caspian wanted Devoss, then he would get him. Although he wasn’t sure how long he could stay out. He was still healing from their near death experience, and he was still too weak to be out for so long. 

“You’ll never own me, Caspian…You may try…But you’ll never own me…” Devoss now focused his eyes on the vampire. Oh how possessive this one was. And how much fun it would be to play with him. A sly grin spread cross his face as he pulled Caspian’s face back towards him, “…But because I know that it’ll hurt you…You can think you own me. Although we all know who really owns who” He yanked the ghoul in for a kiss, making sure to tear his lip open, leaving a mark. “How ‘bout it?”

[caspian-xavier-blog]

The ghoul continued to ignore his brother. This was his way of dealing with things. Perhaps he should stop this - but seeing his brother get so riled up over Devoss excited him. It was a thrill, making Callum murderous with envy. He missed having this much chaos in one room - and he wanted more. There was a satisfaction of knowing how his brother felt about him the more furious his brother became over him ignoring his existence; focusing all his attention on the kitsune.

Discard his emotions, run away from everything, bring everyone he loved down to hell with him - that was his way of dealing with it. He bottled, he fucked everything up that he touched. And he loved it.

“I will call for you whenever I god damn wish. Where the hell did you go, huh?” Caspian breathed against the other’s lips. He grinned as a pain throbbed from his tongue. He tasted a hint of metal in his mouth. He missed this. Caspian saw the way he looked at his brother, and it made him smirk wider. He hummed as he was pulled back and his eyes closed, enjoying the kiss Devoss gave him. A short moan escaped him as his lip was torn. Blood filled his mouth. Caspian gripped the back of Devoss’s head and pulled his head backward revealing his adams apple and the nail punctures in his flesh.

As much as part of him wanted to admit that he was Devoss’s bitch, his ego was still higher than the part that enjoyed it. Almost he admitted it. Almost. Owning Devoss’s tails was just pretend that he owned him right enough. He wanted to own him… his little brat.

“Fine,” he growled as his fangs caressed the blood on his neck. Oh how easy it was to tear him open. Caspian grabbed onto Devoss’s hands and pinned them above his head. His teeth made its way along the less fatal part of his body - the shoulder. “I have your tails at last. Technically - I finally do own you. You are mine.” How much did his brother hate him and Devoss right now? Caspian was smiling as he sunk his teeth into the kitsune’s skin.

@cally-xavier

[cally-xavier]

No, no, he wasn’t watching this. He wasn’t letting this go on. Caspian was his. Fuck, he was going to rip the entire house down. The two ignored him and his eyes started to turn to a crimson hue. Before even he realized what had happened his brother as picked up and thrown skidding on the ground before cal had the Kitsune by the throat. Raising the fox up his canines were bared at the boy. If he couldn’t kiss or bite his brother to claim him he would drain Devoss. 

The vampire bit into the fox using his body to hold the other in place. One hand shifted to tilt the kitsune’s head so he could drink while the other took caspain’s place holding the boy’s wrists tightly even cracking the wall under the pressure. He wanted nothing more than to kill but the thought of his brother’s happiness eased his drinking just a bit. If anything he was going to drag out the boy’s death for his brother, then get back to what he truly wanted from the younger Xavier at this moment.

@devoss-clarke

[cally-xavier]

Hate || Callum, Caspian & Devoss

[cally-xavier]

There was a need so deeply embedded into him. To claim and take his brother for his own. The vampire resisted the urges just enough before but now everything was attacking him, making his emotions and feelings run rampant. There was a time when he would allow this. Let his heart move just for Caspian, and let any kind of euphoria, the hatred, the agony and misery seep in to his mind. He liked to feel only for his brother.

As he turned preparing to flip the ghoul over his shoulder again his body was attacked by lightening once more. He would have turned his attention to the kitsune had the attack not been repeated over and over. It hurt as his muscles shovered and his  body trembled from the repeated shocks, before he fell back. His body was stunned, twitching and aching as he waited for the storm to stop.

Was this what he had come to? a broken, emotional mess, wanting to kill his own brotherfor loving someone else? Was this so different from Frederick? Perhaps he just never realized before how much he wanted his brother for himself. If I can’t have him, no one can. How cliche. His brother was all he had anymore. Life, blood, and happiness were all sacrificed to let Caspian live. How could he be possessive when he would rather Caspian live alone than live in danger with him?

The answer was easy. he couldn’t be. It just hurt him more, and after five thousand years he understood why his brother had done it. The ghoul had no obligation to wait when Callum had no idea if when he could return, just like when he left with Frederick. The brother spoke again to him and the brat, and it brought the vampire’s eyes up. As much as he wished he could never do as Caspian begged. The realization hit him, They all wanted to die. The connection was felt more with his brother than the fox, but it was there regardless. Is this why his brother loved the other? 

“Caspian,” none of them would be able to kill each other, actually Callum could easily kill the kitsune, but Caspian would fight that. Out of pure emotion they would fight and it would never end even in death. As he realized this, he attempted to stand, only getting his hair caught in Caspian’s fist. His head and body driven into a wall, and he let it. He remained there while he brother lost it. “Caspian,” he whispered before peeling himself away, and watching the ghoul turn into the monster once again. This was their life now. Switching, trying to be the bigger monster that others put them out to be while they continued to hurt, love, and hate anyone near them including themselves. Yes, they were unnatural, perhaps their brains were wrong since birth, and maybe there was no hope for them. That didn’t mean Callum loved Caspian any less. 

While the ghoul focused in on the slave, he acted just as quick, taking his brother from behind into his arms. One hand snatched the ghoul’s which held the kitsune’s throat, and held it firmly to Caspian’s chest. The other hand held the other’s on the Kitsune tails. His mind had to think quick again, both the fox and his brother needed to be restrained. He would have apologized but really what good would that do at the moment? Instead he pushed the two against the wall, using his body to keep Caspian’s still as well as the fox with Caspian’s. His hand fell from Caspian’s chest and instead latching onto his brother’s jaw again, to keep the ghoul from snapping, and his hand as well as one of Caspian’s remained on the kitsune’s and there was a tug as he attempted to pull the ghoul’s hand away from the tail.

“Both of you shut the fuck up.” He didn’t realize how quiet he had been the entire time. Silently wondering and fearing that things would never work out, and that he would need to leave again, but he made a promise to Caspian. “You may not remember, but I made a promise. I promised I would stay this time.” His words came out just beside his brother’s ear. “If you remember from the past I have kept to my promises. I told you I would come back twice, and I promised I would take care of us. You can be the villain but I’m still here. You can kill me and I’ll still be with you. We both know neither of us will kill the other. I love you too much. You love me and him, and you would fight me to death over the fox. You fucking moron.” The grip tightened on his brother’s jaw before turning the ghoul’s head toward him. “After so many god damn years of fighting and running maybe I’m fucking selfish, but I don’t like sharing you. That includes everything about you, you fuck.”

“I love you.” His anger was settling at a steady level now, but his unease was still high. He forgot about the kitsune for a moment and set a kiss on his brother’s jaw, then another on his cheek and finally his lips found Caspian’s. If their kiss could last an eternity then he would be more than happy for the rest of his life. Locked into a moment of bliss. In his mind it was just him and Caspian, crying and hurting, and fighting. 

[devoss-clarke]

Dev just stared at the ghoul for what felt like hours, but was only truly a few seconds. “…Pretending I’m the victim?…With everything you’ve done…You think I’m not the victim…When you pulled Devoss out for the first time…When you made it you own  responsibility to let him take control and destroy me? You’ve hurt me more times that I’ve hurt you! I-” He was going to continue on, but Caspian’s laughter cut him off. Everything happened so fast, and soon the vampire was in the wall and Caspian was on the fox. Dev yelped as his tails were grabbed, and something that felt like a shock ran up his spine. He didn’t look Caspian in the eye, for he actually scared him for once. 

The fox whined and squirmed, “Let go…” And of course, the vampire just had to join in. While Dev was already not enjoying having his tails pulled and being almost choked, being pinned against a wall just made things worse. He would have swatted the men with his tails, but their hold on them kept them stationary. The boy also couldn’t deny that the grip was starting to effect him. It was painful, but it was still pleasant. He whined again and tried to push the two off. “G-Get off!”

When they kissed, Devoss froze. What the fuck did he get himself in to. If this was some sort of calming technique it was a fucking weird one. Caspian and his brother reminded him of Josiah, only it didn’t seem as manipulative and dangerous. He looked away from the two and pushed against Caspian, “…G-Get off…Caspian…Get off of me…Please, let go of me” He begged, “Please…”

[caspian-xavier-blog]

“Fine - I never fucking cared about you until Devoss told me he cared about you. Alright? But please. You have it fucking easy if you think this is the worst I am capable of,” he spat. Threats - was this all he was capable of? When did he become so weak around him. Caspian started to tear at the tail when he felt his arms of his brother. Then he was slammed against Dev and into a wall and he found himself pinning Dev against it.

Confusion etched on his brows. No - don’t. Don’t. Do not say that: that he could be the villain, that he could kill him - and his brother would stay until the end… His eyes pricked with tears. What was he? And then the words he spoke next made the world around him shut down.

Love? He remembered the kiss he had placed on him when his brother returned to Isolon years ago. It was confusion. Nothing more. Now he had the gall to claim he loved him. As a brother? No. It was not normal for a brother to be so jealous of someone his younger brother had grown feelings for. It was not normal to want to keep him for himself. 

You were supposed to be the rational brother… he thought hazily as kisses were made on his jaw and cheek. Caspian’s head turned and his lips met the older brother’s. His brows remained creased as he moved his head against the other. He tore away only to lean back in and kiss him further. Devoss was there - watching this against his will. He almost felt sorry for him. Caspian felt entirely vulnerable, being kissed and kissing his brother like this in front of him. He tore away from Callum but his lips remained an inch from the others as he spoke to Dev, “I want you Devoss. You know I do. Come out again.”

Caspian turned his head to look at the kitsune and he leaned down and pressed his lips against Devoss’s instead. Caspian nibbled down on his lower lip and pulled. He loved it when Devoss riled him up, he loved it when they fought - it was an addiction. Caspian couldn’t stay away from him. He couldn’t kill him. Now he was uncertain who to kiss. He wanted them both right at this moment. The ghoul flashed his canines at the kitsune. He wanted to tear into him like before… the way they did when they first met. He wanted to make his brother watch. There was a thrill he received knowing his brother was jealous over this. It was a sick form of entertainment. Caspian grinned sadistically as he tore from his brother’s grasp and his hands squeezed tightly around the kitsune’s neck. His nails dug in deep, tearing at the skin and causing blood to seep through. Another kiss was made, deeper and with more passion than before. That over whelming desire for him, that longing he always felt when he was near Devoss - it started to show, and he did not care if it broke Callum to watch him with the kitsune.

[cally-xavier]

His brother returned the kiss, and he was sure he won. The affections were returned but not the words. Not yet. As quickly as he started to feel he hurt when the ghoul pulled away. "Cas-" he stopped when the brother went to kissing the fox. How. Fucking. Dare. "Caspian!" His voice raised only a tad from earlier, and still he was ignored. His brother knew what the kiss was doing to him. He snarled and the urge to bite rose up. His fangs ran over his brother's neck. Damn this blood keeping them close and yet so far. His hand grabbed his brother's hair yanking him back while the other hand slid to Caspian's chest. "Mine," he spoke while twisting the ghoul's head over for another deep kiss. He wanted his brother, and maybe he could let Devoss live for now, for the sake of Caspian's well being. After holding their embrace for a moment Callum stopped releasing Caspian's hair and looking to the fox. He wanted to feed, and it only got worse when he was aroused.

[cally-xavier]

Hate || Callum, Caspian & Devoss

[devoss-clarke]

This was all so strange to Dev. Seeing Cas turn on someone else out of his defense wasn’t something he had expected. It brought back the question of why Caspian was doing all of this though. Clearly, the ghoul had nothing to gain, or maybe he did. If Caspian wished to be the only person to kill him, then so be it. He clearly was trying to push for it. Now as for why Caspian wanted this, it was still lost on the fox. He turned to say something to Caspian, but instead was kicked away. 

Dev fell on his back with a grunt and rolled on to his stomach, and watched as Cas was thrown around by his brother. For just a moment, Dev felt kinda scared for the ghoul. He was still a pain in his ass, and he still had his souls, but Dev would be damned if he let this go on. He gave an apologetic look to Caspian before summing up all of his strength and generating what looked like a small lightning storm in the house. Bolts struck everything and everyone. 

For once he felt sorry for hitting Caspian with them, but what choice did he have? Dev didn’t want to and couldn’t get close to two raging men. Instead he would stand back and let his thunder do most of the work. Once he was sure the both of them were electrocuted enough, Dev stood back up and growled, “How dare you do this! You can’t just…You can’t just threaten to kill me and then defend me! What am I to you Caspian?! Huh?! Clearly I’m not some brat you keep running into…You two wanna fight, go a head, but don’t…Don’t try to make it seem like you own me…” He tucked down into himself and shook his head. This was too much for the little fox. Being owned by Caspian hurt, it hurt more than any punch or bite the ghoul would deal. His voice went down to a whisper and he sounded like a young child, “…Why are you doing this?”

[caspian-xavier-blog]

Everything blurred. Was that blood he smelt? Who’s? He no longer could tell. The pain he felt having his head bashed repeatedly against walls started to numb. He blinked, attempting to regain focus on something in front of him. A blurred furious Callum perhaps. Then lightning struck.

It seemed the electricity fired up the neurons in his brain again - but it also. fucking. hurt. Caspian yelled out as his entire body started to spasm from the jolt of shocks running through every nerve.  When it ended Caspian fell to his knees and breathed heavily as he tried to move his body up to look at Dev. 

Why are you doing this? Now this really ticked him off. “Oh please - don’t fucking act like a victim to me. If you want them back so bad then fine. Take them. They’re in the safe in my bedroom. I’m tired of nearly dying for you - Callum can fucking kill you,” he panted lethargically. “I am tired of how I feel about you. You want to know why I’m being like this? Do you really want to know? Do I have to spit it out for you, Dev? Are you that fucking stupid?” It pained him to hear him whisper like that but at the same time it infuriated him. Playing the fucking victim. Don’t make me laugh. Part of him didn’t want this; to take his pearls. It was his way of bottling the fact deep down he loved Devoss the same way he loved Callum. But it was easier to shut it all out and be what he wanted him to be. The villain. Control him. Make him his possession. After all, Caspian didn’t know how to care or love, right? He always wanted everyone to see the worst in him. “Maybe I am more monstrous than you think. Maybe I killed Clayton so that I could have Devoss to myself - to kill that other side of you. I will keep killing everything that you love so that you are mine and no one else’s. If I find you are happy again, I will find out why and I will destroy it.” Caspian laughed.

No - this was stupid; defending that kitsune. He would prove how monstrous he could be. Now his brother was furious… even he knows why. Devoss just loved to play dumb. “Callum…” he murmured through the confusion in his brain. “Does it infuriate you? Seeing me love another? Do you wish to kill me?” Caspian coughed up a laugh. “Go ahead - I’ve been trying to fucking die for five thousand years. So go ahead. Both of you - just finish me off already. Look at me. I am a monster. I do not know how to care about either of you so why don’t you do everyone a favour here and fucking kill me.” He wanted everyone to hate him, so that someone would end his miserable life. He wanted to be human, he wanted to go back in time where it was him and his brother. Before he ever met the kitsune. He wanted home, and he could never have it for as long as he lived - the monster inside of him would win. He wanted to feel human. It was still in there, somewhere. Devoss had seen it and so did Callum. Yet he was also a ghoul capable of monstrous things… everyone would be happier without him in the picture. Clayton would stop haunting him, his brother would stop haunting him, Devoss would stop haunting him… Mimi. 

Clayton, my friend. I have the habit of destroying everything I touch… I never wanted this to happen to you. But Dev needs to live a little longer. I’ll make him hate me… I’ll make sure he’ll never forget what I did to you - to remind him… So that he’d stay away from me. He’ll get his tails back - and when he does, he can leave. Find happiness far from me until he is re-united with you. I’ll make both of them hate me. I’m not sure when I fell in love with Devoss, or when I started to care about Dev - but now I understand again what it means to be human.

Just kill me already, Devoss. The reason why I took your pearls was to make you hate me completely. So that you’d kill me. I want to die by your hand, Devoss - remember? I want to finally be at peace. And one day I will be re-united with my brother in the after-life free from this body - the ghoul blood that runs through these veins. I can be human again. I can love my brother again… my family. The same way you wished to die that night so that you could see Clayton again. I took that from you… and now I understand - how much you must hate me for saving your life. Because what I want more than anything else - is to die. Although Caspian never displayed it at this moment, internally the human part of him was weeping.

Caspian started to laugh hysterically before he gripped onto his brother’s hair and drove him with such strength he broke the wall inward, leaving an imprint of where Callum’s body now lay against the wall. Then he flashed his fangs toward Devoss. “Or perhaps i will finish you both. Fuck emotions.” Caspian aimed for his remaining two tails. “Let’s see how far you can run for your life little fox the way you ran away from that hound without your pearls. This is what you want right? I’ll play the fucking villain - you can be the god damn victim if you wish SO. Fucking. Badly.” Caspian’s eyes changed colour to golden as his hands gripped onto a tail. His other hand clutched Devoss below the jaw. “Go ahead - I can turn this into excruciating pain for you.”

@cally-xavier

[cally-xavier]

There was a need so deeply embedded into him. To claim and take his brother for his own. The vampire resisted the urges just enough before but now everything was attacking him, making his emotions and feelings run rampant. There was a time when he would allow this. Let his heart move just for Caspian, and let any kind of euphoria, the hatred, the agony and misery seep in to his mind. He liked to feel only for his brother.

As he turned preparing to flip the ghoul over his shoulder again his body was attacked by lightening once more. He would have turned his attention to the kitsune had the attack not been repeated over and over. It hurt as his muscles shovered and his  body trembled from the repeated shocks, before he fell back. His body was stunned, twitching and aching as he waited for the storm to stop.

Was this what he had come to? a broken, emotional mess, wanting to kill his own brotherfor loving someone else? Was this so different from Frederick? Perhaps he just never realized before how much he wanted his brother for himself. If I can’t have him, no one can. How cliche. His brother was all he had anymore. Life, blood, and happiness were all sacrificed to let Caspian live. How could he be possessive when he would rather Caspian live alone than live in danger with him?

The answer was easy. he couldn’t be. It just hurt him more, and after five thousand years he understood why his brother had done it. The ghoul had no obligation to wait when Callum had no idea if when he could return, just like when he left with Frederick. The brother spoke again to him and the brat, and it brought the vampire’s eyes up. As much as he wished he could never do as Caspian begged. The realization hit him, They all wanted to die. The connection was felt more with his brother than the fox, but it was there regardless. Is this why his brother loved the other? 

“Caspian,” none of them would be able to kill each other, actually Callum could easily kill the kitsune, but Caspian would fight that. Out of pure emotion they would fight and it would never end even in death. As he realized this, he attempted to stand, only getting his hair caught in Caspian’s fist. His head and body driven into a wall, and he let it. He remained there while he brother lost it. “Caspian,” he whispered before peeling himself away, and watching the ghoul turn into the monster once again. This was their life now. Switching, trying to be the bigger monster that others put them out to be while they continued to hurt, love, and hate anyone near them including themselves. Yes, they were unnatural, perhaps their brains were wrong since birth, and maybe there was no hope for them. That didn’t mean Callum loved Caspian any less. 

While the ghoul focused in on the slave, he acted just as quick, taking his brother from behind into his arms. One hand snatched the ghoul’s which held the kitsune’s throat, and held it firmly to Caspian’s chest. The other hand held the other’s on the Kitsune tails. His mind had to think quick again, both the fox and his brother needed to be restrained. He would have apologized but really what good would that do at the moment? Instead he pushed the two against the wall, using his body to keep Caspian’s still as well as the fox with Caspian’s. His hand fell from Caspian’s chest and instead latching onto his brother’s jaw again, to keep the ghoul from snapping, and his hand as well as one of Caspian’s remained on the kitsune’s and there was a tug as he attempted to pull the ghoul’s hand away from the tail.

“Both of you shut the fuck up.” He didn’t realize how quiet he had been the entire time. Silently wondering and fearing that things would never work out, and that he would need to leave again, but he made a promise to Caspian. “You may not remember, but I made a promise. I promised I would stay this time.” His words came out just beside his brother’s ear. “If you remember from the past I have kept to my promises. I told you I would come back twice, and I promised I would take care of us. You can be the villain but I’m still here. You can kill me and I’ll still be with you. We both know neither of us will kill the other. I love you too much. You love me and him, and you would fight me to death over the fox. You fucking moron.” The grip tightened on his brother’s jaw before turning the ghoul’s head toward him. “After so many god damn years of fighting and running maybe I’m fucking selfish, but I don’t like sharing you. That includes everything about you, you fuck.”

“I love you.” His anger was settling at a steady level now, but his unease was still high. He forgot about the kitsune for a moment and set a kiss on his brother’s jaw, then another on his cheek and finally his lips found Caspian’s. If their kiss could last an eternity then he would be more than happy for the rest of his life. Locked into a moment of bliss. In his mind it was just him and Caspian, crying and hurting, and fighting. 

[cally-xavier]

Hate || Callum, Caspian & Devoss

[cally-xavier]

The vampire was fine with most things. Reckless and violent. That was Caspian. Though something irked him when his brother leaned down. The ghoul ate flesh in a similar fashion, but their lips were strangely close. “Hey,” but it was quiet compared to the screaming the xavier brother did at the moment. It scratched deeper when the ghoul ignored him. The snap came from being told to leave and something was thrown at him. With quick reflexes the item was caught and shattered in his hand. His brother didn’t get this mad. Did cas…did his brother fall in love with someone else?! No, not after coming back and swearing to stay would he be split again by a false feeling. Callum grabbed his brother by the jaw. “I won’t let everything repeat after everything! Don’t tell me you feel for that brat!” His teeth fell from their holding place and shown to Caspian as a snarl formed on his face. The vampire’s hiss turned to the kitsune. He would stop this first. “I can end this, brother. We won’t be torn like that again.” Damn emotions. He loved his brother but these negative emotions, jealousy, envy, tore into him as deep as his love did.

[devoss-clarke]

Dev pushed, Caspian screamed. Really, it was almost textbook at this point. Why they continued to do this was beyond Devoss. They were basically toxic. Still a part of him needed Caspian to lash out at him. He needed to feel someone’s rage to match the rage he had felt on the inside. Once his throat was released, Dev coughed and caught his breath. He laid there on the ground, replying what it felt like to have Caspian’s lips so close to his. Goddamnit. He stood up and narrowed his eyes at the two men. “You can’t end this…He won’t let you”. 

Dev approached the both of them, completely ignoring the vampire and stared down at Caspian. “You know you can’t do it…You know that I’ll say anything to get you riled up…and yet…You make it so I cannot leave you…Is that what you wanted Caspian?” His tails dropped down and his shoulders drooped. “Why are you doing this, huh? Why do you let me say those things to you? Why do you let me hurt you, and then get angry? Why can’t you kill me, Caspian?…” His tone wasn’t mocking, but instead was actually sincere. “What do you want from me, Caspian? You have my tails, my soul…Why? What more do you want?”

[caspian-xavier-blog]

The way his brother hissed at Devoss and threatened automatically made him growl protectively. He stood between them both with his fangs baring at Callum. Devoss was not Frederick, in fact he was so far from that. There was nothing to repeat. Though Devoss was right, Caspian just realized what he had done; he defended a kitsune over his own brother. Then he heard the kitsune speak again and he turned to look at him.  

His face appeared softer than he had been previously. The questions tug at his heart and more filled his own head: Why did he risk his life to save Devoss? Why was he ready to die for him so that he could live? Why can he not have the strength to kill him? Why did he hold Devoss and wept for him when he thought he had lost him? Why did it fill him with hatred and rage toward the hound that did it? Why would losing him feel like losing himself? Why was he protecting Devoss from his brother? Why did keeping him hostage feel wrong? Why did he cry for him? Why did this sincerity Devoss gave him make him feel entirely vulnerable?

Caspian knew the answer, but he refused it.  He would rather feel nothing. He was an unstoppable ruthless killer, he had no weakness. He didn’t feel emotions like care and love. He didn’t know what that was - after all why would he steal his pearls; keep him here against his will? Kill the one he loved? Kill hundreds, thousands without so much as a blink of an eye? That was what a monster did - that was what he was.  A heartless psychopath. He did not know how to care or love - not even for his brother. But in that moment his anger faded, and if his brother was not an inch away from ripping off Devoss’s tails along with his head, he would have walked over to him and kissed him the way he always did - filled with emotion and longing for the kitsune he could never have. Stealing his tails would not give him him.

Caspian was a second a way from answering Devoss but he stopped himself. He looked back at his brother. He didn’t think he would come back. But he was here. For the first time, he truly felt conflicted. Callum loved him as a brother and he… he wasn’t sure what he ever felt. Everything was messed up with him; including his heart. Devoss belonged to Clayton and he stole that from him. He damned his brother to eternal misery along with him. Selfish… heartless. Heartless. 

Everything human faded again. The anger returned and he was uncertain who to throw his anger at. Devoss or Callum. He showed his fangs to Callum, - attacking Devoss was attacking him. only he was allowed to kill Devoss. 

“Don’t. Fucking. Touch him. Stay out of this, Callum. This doesn’t concern you.” Which one should he attack? Should he allow Callum to end Devoss’s life? After all - isn’t that what he wanted? To be with the one he loved? But Caspian wasn’t the charitable type. If he would suffer, the kitsune brat will suffer with him until the end.

[cally-xavier]

Callum stared at his brother. The man he protected, sacrificed for, and loved. It was all slamming into him that his brother learned to love someone else. Kitsune were tricky but they couldn't move Caspian like Frederick. That was glamour. He watched the ghoul focus in, the anger softening and turning into....sincerity. Callum looked between them feeling the air between them. It hurt. The vampire dipped his head into Cas's view and waited, watching the reaction. Similar. It was real. The fox had something. Then the teeth were given to him...telling him to go again. His entire reason for living, chose something else over him. A kid, snoty, bitchy, little fucking brat was the other's choice. "You...are chosing him?" How could he do that? All his work, all his love, kicked to the side. They were just getting back together and now this. Did fate damn them from birth? Were their feelings this wrong? His chest tightened. What was it? His heart? It was dead. There would be no heart break. It was already destroyed. It was dead so he didn't need these feelings. The rot inside would not resemble a heart but a foreign unused organ. Damn him then? The devotion should be tossed away? He spun drop kicking the bastard fox before his foot lifted to kick the brat away. Then he turned to his brother not giving much time to react. The vampire grabbed the ghoul by the throat and his other hand snatched Cas's hands before slamming the man's body into the wall and snarling. All he had to do was decapitate Cas. Kill him. Or perhaps he should hurt the younger Xavier with the fox. Could he be so cruel? To the one he loved? There was that piece that said 'No'. Some part wouldn't let go wishing he could change this and enjoy the kitsune as food instead of his brother's lover. "It has to do with me, when you chose someone else over me." Then came the thrashing. He couldn't bite because of the poisonous blood, so he could resort to throwing his brother. Mentally he counted, one, two, three, fucking four! His brother was slammed into the walls, floor, and corners until one last body slam had him pausing to snap his teeth. The vampire smelled blood, and it excited him.

[cally-xavier]

Hate || Callum, Caspian & Devoss

[devoss-clarke]

He thought he had the upper hand on Caspian, but he was wrong. Dev was slammed into the wall and into the ground with enough force to make him see black dots in his vision. His tails went slack as he let out a small pained whine. “G-Get off of me…You’re not a monster…Just someone who is trying to be one…” He managed to turn his head to spit on the ghoul and growled. “If that’s the case, then kill me Caspian! Do it!…I bet you can’t…You can’t do it…Without me you have nothing”. 

He bared his teeth and the man, “I don’t deserve any of this! You took everything from me already! You can’t even kill a little kitsune…You can’t…”

@caspian-xavier

[caspian-xavier-blog]

The ghoul flinched back from the saliva that landed on his face. His jaw clenched angrily as he glared down at the kitsune. His hand made it’s way around his throat. His hand started to constrict around his neck. Part of him wanted to, and yet… 

“You tell me I’m a monster! And then you tell me… that I am… not,” Caspian exhaled with shaky breaths. His heart was aching, and he wanted it to be gone. He wanted the emotion to be gone. He wanted to kill him. Do it. Kill him. KILL HIM! The ghoul growled at Devoss as he fought with his own mind. “Which one is it?” he asked shakily; he let go of his throat and of him entirely. Tears formed in his eyes as he quivered. His head lowered as he resisted the urge to kiss him. But it pained him that he even wanted that. He was a monster, and Dev despised them. Both of them did. He was a monster with the capability of love - and it needed to end. Just switch it off. “AM I A MONSTER OR NOT!?” Suddenly rage filled his lungs as tears fell down his face.

Once again he forgot his brother was there. “Get out, Callum,” he spoke softly again without even looking at him. He was weak… he couldn’t kill the kitsune because he… Caspian stood up and impulsively threw furniture across the room, breaking everything near by. ”FUCK!” Weak. Emotions have made him weak. He couldn’t keep the emotions off. Now both of his weaknesses were in one god damn room and he could not stand it. He could not stand it. 

“Both of you get out!” He threw an ornament at Callum’s head.

@cally-xavier

[cally-xavier]

The vampire was fine with most things. Reckless and violent. That was Caspian. Though something irked him when his brother leaned down. The ghoul ate flesh in a similar fashion, but their lips were strangely close. "Hey," but it was quiet compared to the screaming the xavier brother did at the moment. It scratched deeper when the ghoul ignored him. The snap came from being told to leave and something was thrown at him. With quick reflexes the item was caught and shattered in his hand. His brother didn't get this mad. Did cas...did his brother fall in love with someone else?! No, not after coming back and swearing to stay would he be split again by a false feeling. Callum grabbed his brother by the jaw. "I won't let everything repeat after everything! Don't tell me you feel for that brat!" His teeth fell from their holding place and shown to Caspian as a snarl formed on his face. The vampire's hiss turned to the kitsune. He would stop this first. "I can end this, brother. We won't be torn like that again." Damn emotions. He loved his brother but these negative emotions, jealousy, envy, tore into him as deep as his love did.

[the-poison-princess]

War was very much evident in this city, but so were lamias apparently. She had already seen a good handful of them and it made her excited. Just how many would she be able to capture and suck them dry of their venom? She could only guess a number, but she hoped it would be worth her time. After settling rent for a new apartment room and her shop in Devils Fork it was time for something more fun. A night club. Dusk had fallen and she figured that dancing a few hours away would do for the first day in Isolon. 

Once she entered a place called The Loophole she didn’t take long to get into the hang of things. Mingling with a mass of bodies was easy for her. With her body moving sensually to the music it didn’t take long for her to lure in some attention. 

The standard dancing any person would do in a club ensued. Their bodies ground against each other before the man dropped the cue. Want to get out of here? Imani looked back with a coy smile on her lips as she turned around to take one of the man’s hand. “Of course,” she said, loud enough to be heard over the background. Through the crowd they went as she lead in the front. A hand slipped down to grope at her ass and she gave a look of disgust. Thankfully the man couldn’t see her face as she walked them over to the ‘calmer’ side of the building .

Before she could go towards where the exit was she was spun around and kissed. Figures. Imani let in easily as she parted her lips to slip her tongue in.. Along with something else. A small pill that would dissolve within a few seconds.While she had been leading them out of the crowd she had slipped the pill in just before she was turned around. She played it off as she moved her tongue back to drag her teeth and pull on the other’s lower lip. There was a moment of confusion as the man looked at her and swallowed as she just smirked before leaning back completely. “Come on, I thought we were getting out of here,” she said, near the man’s ears as she slipped the other’s arm around her waist. Her frame might have been small but she was strong enough to nudge the other on. The man’s strength sapped away the more they walked until they reached outside and half a block away before the man started to make some noise. 

Annoying. With a roll of her eyes she stopped and looked over at the idiot as he started to make a few noises that were muffled by the lack of movement in the other’s lips. She had given him a paralyzing dosage, but it wasn’t enough to kill him. “Come on,” she said lowly as she tugged him another step before she leaned over like it was an act of concern. “I’ll give the time you want after we get to my place.” For a harpy she certainly knew how to hiss like the lamia the man was. Without disturbing her reaction she knew someone was approaching them. Probably just to get to another place, but she was quick into looking over with slight fear and worry on her face. “Ex-excuse me. My friend, he.. I think someone slipped him something in his drink earlier and my place is just a block down. Could you help me?” She asked the stranger, acting as if what she had said was all true as the man continued to groan softly. 

[cally-xavier]

Callum drank slowly, savoring the taste. His body was still healing but at least he was loosening up. His skin regained its normal smooth features with minor burns along his neck and hands. He wrapped them for a time but soon gave up, not caring if anyone saw them. The body in his grip twitched before going limp and heavy. The human stood no chance and he needed all the blood he could get right now. Once it was down the body was tossed to the side. Perhaps he could work something out with Caspian. The ghoul and vampire could work together to hide the kills. At this moment there was no way to get the body to the home without someone noticing, as he heard someone approaching the dead end alley. Pulling a cigarette from a pack in his pocket, he lit it as he walked out from his hiding hole. He expected them to walk by, instead a woman spoke to him. Her 'friend' certainly was out of it. it wasn't his problem. "He got himself into that state. Let him sleep it off on the street."

[cally-xavier]

Hate || Callum, Caspian & Devoss

[devoss-clarke]

The second Caspian backed away, Dev smacked him with one of his electric charged tails. If only he had saw what Caspian imagined, then he would have fried the man to his second death. Of course when Caspian called him a brat, Dev just had to kick him as hard as he could in the shin. Compared to the physical strength of both the ghoul and the vampire Dev had nothing. But he had determination, and the power of electricity, so that could get him far still. 

“The help?!” Devoss’ focus now wen to the stranger, and for a moment, he just forgot about Caspian. One of his tails twitched and sent a bolt of lightning at the man. “You shut the fuck up”, he turned to Caspian, “And you, tell me where the hell my tails are! I’m not your maid, I ain’t your slave. I will never be any of those things, now give me my pearls!”.

@caspian-xavier

[caspian-xavier-blog]

Caspian was too distracted by the pain in his nerves to notice the tail aiming for his face. It was struck forcefully against the side of his face followed by a throbbing pain in his shin. Anger boiled inside of him as more electricty jolted his face.  The ghoul made an animalistic growl of fury at the kitsune. 

He gripped onto the kitsune’s hair and slammed Devoss’s head against a wall with such force the wall cracked before pushing and pinning him to the floor beneath him. His eyes glowed orange as the urge to eat the kitsune’s flesh took over. “I would rip you to fucking shreds the way that hound did, but I want to make your life hell. I won’t give you the satisfaction of being re-united with your fucking dead boyfriend!” Caspian’s voice rose in anger. 

“You will not get your fucking tails back - you will learn how much of a monster I can be. You- deserve- every- minute- of- this.” He panted, entirely forgetting his brother was in the room. “Get the fuck out of here, Callum. Find your own god damn place to stay.”

@cally-xavier

[cally-xavier]

The kitsune turned to him acreaming something he didn’t care to listen to. When a bolt was shot at him, he shifted to dodge it but it still caught him. A groan escaped him but he didn’t react as he saw Caspian beating the slave into his place. While the kitsune was held, the ghoul spoke to him again. “I don’t want to, brother, at least not in the sun.” Yes, his brother was violent and reckless, but this was a lot for a tiny little thing he could easily command and destroy as he pleased. “Can you fuck him up more quietly? I need to sleep. I’ve got several jobs going on tomorrow,” there was a long look at his watch followed by a sigh, “I’m exhausted, Caspian.” @devoss-clarke

[cally-xavier]

Burning sensations || Cas&Cal

[cally-xavier]

Finally there was some reaction from his brother. Caspian screamed, and Callum knew he had finally gotten through. The younger xavier suddenly heaved him onto his shoulder, and god damn did that hurt with his skin nearly peeling off entirely from the concrete. Eventually, the pain subsided as his body gave up recieving any kind of feeling. 

Soon he found himself on something softer and he grimaced as his skin registered it was getting burned again. It was less pain and more uncomfortable from the bubbling. He barely opened his eyes to look at his brother panicking and yelling. Just as soon as Callum was smiling at the scene his brother was gone. 

The smile faded along with any strength he had. Without blood he would still be dead in a matter of minutes. Nothing would save him but…Caspian. His brother returned with a fresh kill. His fangs were already digging into his lips begging for him to pounce. There was no chance of him moving at first so he simply opened his mouth letting the throat fall into place before he bit down taking the first drop of blood. 

A small moan escaped him while the blood pooled in his mouth and he drank quickly. He could feel some strength returning to him as his teeth dug in further hitting the jugular. His skin eased the mind numbing pain and his muscles started to react more. One bloodied hand moved to angle the dead girl a bit more to allow the blood to smother his mouth. painting his lips and neck in the sweet nectar.

The body moved suddenly and one eye opened to see Caspian leaning on the body.His eyes blurred and he realized that the body would soon be empty. He would survive but he needed more blood once he rested more. His head throbbed and once the bare minimum blood would come to him the body was released and shoved away. 

The younger Xavier was pulled close. There was still that small urge to pick on the crying brother and he wondered if he even had the strength to speak. “Cas,” even saying part of the name hurt his throat beyond belief. Still he pushed it out as his voice faded from exhaustion, “cry baby. I promised you I would stay.”

[caspian-xavier-blog]

Caspian simply allowed his brother to pull him close as he continued to sob tears he had held in for so long. He made ugly sounds as he wept, and he felt hideous; a childish boy again. As quickly as the tears broke free, they soon faded and stopped.

At those words, it brought comfort but also the monster within him was filled with hatred once more. Five thousand years of being left alone. It was not something he could ever forgive even if he wanted to. Each time his promises only made him more cynical. Instead he attempted to re-direct his anger toward the one responsible for the state his brother was in as he pulled away from his brothers grasp.

“Who did this to you? I will rip their god damn fucking head off,” he snarled angrily behind puffy eyes, and instead his sadness was replaced with the need to shed blood in vengeance. 

 The smell of blood and the scent from the shifter made him want to consume the left over flesh. Soon enough his eyes began to glow and he collapsed down by the body that was pushed away - his teeth into the corpse’s neck. He tore away at all the flesh leaving just the spine exposed. Feeding was keeping the bitterness toward his brother at bay.

[cally-xavier]

The moment was short lived. Holding Caspian close felt like he was home again, back to normal and happy at last. Then his brother's sobs stopped and he pulled away. Callum could barely open his eyes again to look up. He couldn't help but think about how much the younger xavier still hated him. Though the rage seemed focused on the wendigo that did this, but he knew it was merely redirected. "Some wendigo," he'd lose fifteen grand. A high price was put on a few wendigos, especially the leader. Of course, he would be more likely to keep that contract to himself. "I don't know where he went." He could barely finish his words when his brother was on the ground with the empty blood sack once called a shifter. He had gotten used to the ghoul's way of eating. It was normal for th ghoul. His eyes closed again letting sleep crawl into him. "I need...to rest."

[cally-xavier]

Burning sensations || Cas&Cal

[caspian-xavier-blog]

He remained to watch his brother burn. Soon, his life would be over. As he spoke angrily to him, he did not even flinch, not even a twitch of a muscle as made. His words spoke truth, the same way Devoss did, and Clayton did. He was a monster, he was selfish, he probably did not know care - he got it. It was getting tiring hearing it. Was that supposed to make him feel guilt? It made him entirely the opposite; he will be that monster. 

Then he mentioned their human lives. That insignificant tiny space of time in his five thousand years of life. Yet, it held the most meaning - the rest was of nothing to him. At these words, he found himself automatically tracing back to that time long ago - only to remember almost nothing. Only the night their life was taken, and he was left alone.

Tears pricked in his eyes and his chin wobbled as he attempted to control the pain he felt. Happy, he was never happy - his brother ruined him. Then it started to re-emerge, memories that his brain fogged out of his consciousness entirely, because it was less painful to remember all the bad his brother had done to him, than remember there was a time he knew what happiness was. A time when he loved his brother with everything he had. Before Frederick had entered his life… but even then he remembered that - he ruined them. Pure hatred pumped in his veins. Callum had stolen his vengeance. Again he chose to remember the pain, the hatred, all the negative emotions - it was easier. It was easier to hate than it was to love. 

Memories started to flash through his head; from when they were small boys to grown men. There was laughter, and they were together, against all odds. Even when Callum knew of the darkness within his mind, he stayed by his side - sacrificed everything for him. A tear over-flowed and fell from his eye, and more followed. His heart ached as everything flooded in to him. All the memories of his human life, and the memories they both shared. 

Come back? I am already h-

Then he looked at Callum - really looked at him. The same feeling of losing another he loved suddenly over-come any emotions that drowned him. “No-no!” It was like witnessing Devoss die, all over again - but this was worse. His brother… brother. My brother. “NO!”  Caspian yelled out with every strength of emotion he had in him he thought he had lost - rage consumed him. No one would take him away from him again, not again. He refused to allow his brother to leave him again. He could prevent it this time - this time he had the chance to make him stay.

Caspian wrapped his arms around the vampire’s body and he sprinted to the shelter of his home.In seconds he had him lying down on the couch while he charged through the house blocking out as much light as possible, even moving furniture to block out the cracks of light through the curtains. His skin had at least stopped sizzling. Fuck, he needed blood. He nearly tore his own arm, only remembering that he was toxic to the vampire. “Fuck!” The ghoul rampaged, throwing chairs and tables as he went. 

Immediately he left again, finding the nearest possible breathing creature he could find. He moved so fast, he broke the neck of a shifter from behind before she even knew what happened. He needed to keep the blood intact and as fresh as possible. Caspian carried the lifeless girl back to the house, shutting the door as quickly as he could to avoid the sunlight reaching his brother. The ghoul shoved her neck down on Callum’s mouth and urged him to drink.

“Stay with me…Stay with me, brother,” his voice shook and sounded so fragile. “Please… I won’t lose you again. Just s-stay.” Caspian broke into loud sobs, collapsing his head against the body that would save his brother’s life. He wished he could turn back time - it was his fault. His fault this happened to them… because of that vampire, because of his reckless impulsive actions.

[cally-xavier]

Finally there was some reaction from his brother. Caspian screamed, and Callum knew he had finally gotten through. The younger xavier suddenly heaved him onto his shoulder, and god damn did that hurt with his skin nearly peeling off entirely from the concrete. Eventually, the pain subsided as his body gave up recieving any kind of feeling. 

Soon he found himself on something softer and he grimaced as his skin registered it was getting burned again. It was less pain and more uncomfortable from the bubbling. He barely opened his eyes to look at his brother panicking and yelling. Just as soon as Callum was smiling at the scene his brother was gone. 

The smile faded along with any strength he had. Without blood he would still be dead in a matter of minutes. Nothing would save him but...Caspian. His brother returned with a fresh kill. His fangs were already digging into his lips begging for him to pounce. There was no chance of him moving at first so he simply opened his mouth letting the throat fall into place before he bit down taking the first drop of blood. 

A small moan escaped him while the blood pooled in his mouth and he drank quickly. He could feel some strength returning to him as his teeth dug in further hitting the jugular. His skin eased the mind numbing pain and his muscles started to react more. One bloodied hand moved to angle the dead girl a bit more to allow the blood to smother his mouth. painting his lips and neck in the sweet nectar.

The body moved suddenly and one eye opened to see Caspian leaning on the body.His eyes blurred and he realized that the body would soon be empty. He would survive but he needed more blood once he rested more. His head throbbed and once the bare minimum blood would come to him the body was released and shoved away. 

The younger Xavier was pulled close. There was still that small urge to pick on the crying brother and he wondered if he even had the strength to speak. “Cas,” even saying part of the name hurt his throat beyond belief. Still he pushed it out as his voice faded from exhaustion, “cry baby. I promised you I would stay.”