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[notsalgic]

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used to be velvetwriting -> notsalgic

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"Some days I think it's truly over, that I don't love you anymore.

Others, I cry myself to sleep because just the thought that I will love you forever kills me."

- I wonder what it'll be tonight

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“He smells of ciggarettes and bad decisions.

But he’s pure, I swear.

He could break my heart in one second if he could.

But he’s pure, I swear.

He’s prideful and never backs down from a fight.

But he’s pure, I swear.

He doesnt and will never love me.

But I’ll still love him, I swear.”

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“I want to see you.

I know that it would break me, I know that my soul would want to run to you.

But still,

I want to see you.

I want to see those new jeans my friends say you bought. The glasses you used to lend me, that you no longer use.

They tell me you’re okay. They tell me you’ve moved on.

I wanna see it with my eyes.”

— it’s been three months since I’ve last seen your face // I miss you #1

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hey, it’s been a while

basically a l o t has happened since I last posted and writing about it might’ve been the solution but I was (still am) so confused about everything that went down

if you’re still here and would like to see me post again please give this a like <3

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“And see, here’s the thing...

I thought I could do it. I thought I could live without you.

And I did, for a while.

But it wasn’t living, it was surviving.

Every day the ache of missing you echoed through my whole body.

So maybe I am a fool, maybe I do deserve better and I am committing the worst decision of my life.

But I don’t care, as long as I’m with you.”

— see you Saturday

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I cut my hair super short (by myself) and showed my guy friend

he said “I don’t like girls with short hair”

ha????? sounds as if you thought I did it for you???? sounds as if eVeRy DeCiSiOn I make has to please the guys??? lol think again

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“It’s time for a new era. Time to reinvent myself. It’s time to make space for me.”

- season of changes

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"Can't you stay a little longer?

Even if it breaks my heart a little more."

- it would be worth it for you

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"They tell me it's not possible. That it couldn't have been love, because you didn't love me back.

But how can I explain to them that it was?

That I would have done anything for you.

That despite how much you hurt me, I still saw the best of you.

That I cried myself to sleep all last week, because I know that I'll never see you again.

That even now, I stay up until 4 am telling random people about my feelings for you, hoping they will help."

- how can I explain to them that what I felt was love?

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"Thank you.

For those brief moments of happiness.

Even if they only lasted for a very short time, I still loved every second of them."

- I'll miss you forever

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"This was it.

Your last chance to say something, before we parted forever.

You didn't...of course you didn't.

Silly me, to think this time it would be different."

- now all that's left to say is goodbye

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"I love him.

He likes her."

- neither of us wins in this stupid game

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“but i dont want to either” if that does not perfectly sum up what the rest of my life is going to look like i don’t know what does

🖤