c'est la vie

I like diet coke and complaining about things because things suck ~links~ Promote your Tumblr!  peasant(s)

[calorifi-c]

hello ppl here is my yearly update on tumblr dot com

im turning 22

i graduated (or i will be in 2 weeks)

i now have a full time job (in a theatre!)

have a car

am still depressed 8 years later

everything is coming back full circle i am where i used to be but as an adult????

thank u 

[calorifi-c]

NEW 2022 UPDATE????

I’m 24, live with my partner and 3 cats lmao and a brand new job???? Moving to London in a couple of months

Gained weight this pandemic but feeling a little healthier about food??? kinda

Got a new car! A new piercing! Ain’t got any friends! Ya win some, ya lose some.

[calorifi-c]

hello ppl here is my yearly update on tumblr dot com

im turning 22

i graduated (or i will be in 2 weeks)

i now have a full time job (in a theatre!)

have a car

am still depressed 8 years later

everything is coming back full circle i am where i used to be but as an adult????

thank u 

[calorifi-c]

hi ppl im back 

n just wanted to say

wow i cannot believe that 5 years ago i was dwindling down in my weight and eating disorder but i was never fully convinced i ever even had one just because i was never hospitalised or sumthin so i just kept my diagnosis quiet bc didnt feel like i “”””deserved””” it. 

and now im 20!!!!!! and ive had so many square one moments where everything is wrong and my only solution is to not eat again and the same thoughts are back and its like 

wow i fuckin struggled and had nothing and just when i thought i was 100% recovered with jiggly thighs, stretch marks and hips, it all comes floating back and now im stuck in this weird state of eating/dont eat phase and also this body. who am i. 

[chemicalxmiracles]

“some people have it worse than you” ok thanks Becky I still have depression

[moosekleenex]

[heliotrooper-deactivated2014031]

AND HERE WE HAVE MY BIGGEST FUCKING PET PEEVE

[mysticalasslamp]

Alternatively: “well now I feel bad because you said that”

[yuucafae]

//screams for years

[officialdiagnosis]

someone: you forgot to eat? how?? aren’t you starving?

me: I don’t know I can’t feel anything

[calorifi-c]

gonna start using my old blog a lot more now (dis one) for more personal stuff but i still have my other lovely new one that is open to the ~public~ so hello everyone im back

[cestmonet]

[youcancallmepotter]

do u ever think back on old conversations with people and think “oh! foreshadowing. that was real life foreshadowing.”

[square-enix]

is anyone else just going through life like “yeah i just gotta get past this last difficult week and then it’s smooth sailing from there!” but like… every week

[calorifi-c]

Bruh Can someone send me like a huge explanation on what the hell is going on between Sherlock and Derren Brown because I'm missing out u see and they're my 2 faves and I've been away from the internet so long I just don't know thank u !!

[bittersuggestion]

Romantic love does not cure a mental illness

[mountainqoats]

[slavery]

I’m just casually ugly not UGLY ugly just like if you look at me too long you be like damn kinda weird lookin but UGLY ugly you take a glance and u like my condolences…

[breakup]

[004d00]

me @ myself: ok bitch time to get over it

[lettersfromadreamgirl]

can we just skip to the part where I’m about to marry the love of my life and I’m financially stable and happy & all this shit is behind me already