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working up to ask profs for grad school recommendations over the last few months was probably the literal most terrifying thing I’ve ever done, but they were all so nice and helpful and this is so anticlimactic
aggressively hatereading dissertations people have submitted to my department in the past instead of working on the two papers I have due on wednesday 🌸🌹🌸
TBH i’ve been hostile toward ramadan tagging since i saw someone tag a lake as #nsfr last year…. like… are we dogs
fourpatch replied to your photo:
f/1.2???? f/1.2!!!!!!!
f/1.2!!! gimme!!!!!!
i was borrowing this lens (on a film camera) but now i don’t want to be parted from it??
f/1.2???? f/1.2!!!!!!!
instead of studying for my chaucer exam i dyed everything yellow
in other news on the morning of my 20th birthday a few weeks ago this lady I ran into mistook me for a 14-year-old
Holt Renfrew joins the revolution against the patriarchy.
The only legend I have ever loved is the story of a daughter lost in hell. And found and rescued there. Love and blackmail are the gist of it. Ceres and Persephone the names. And the best thing about the legend is I can enter it anywhere. And have. As a child in exile in a city of fogs and strange consonants, I read it first and at first I was an exiled child in the crackling dusk of the underworld, the stars blighted. Later I walked out in a summer twilight searching for my daughter at bed-time. When she came running I was ready to make any bargain to keep her. I carried her back past whitebeams and wasps and honey-scented buddleias. But I was Ceres then and I knew winter was in store for every leaf on every tree on that road. Was inescapable for each one we passed. And for me. It is winter and the stars are hidden. I climb the stairs and stand where I can see my child asleep beside her teen magazines, her can of Coke, her plate of uncut fruit. The pomegranate! How did I forget it? She could have come home and been safe and ended the story and all our heart-broken searching but she reached out a hand and plucked a pomegranate. She put out her hand and pulled down the French sound for apple and the noise of stone and the proof that even in the place of death, at the heart of legend, in the midst of rocks full of unshed tears ready to be diamonds by the time the story was told, a child can be hungry. I could warn her. There is still a chance. The rain is cold. The road is flint-coloured. The suburb has cars and cable television. The veiled stars are above ground. It is another world. But what else can a mother give her daughter but such beautiful rifts in time? If I defer the grief I will diminish the gift. The legend will be hers as well as mine. She will enter it. As I have. She will wake up. She will hold the papery flushed skin in her hand. And to her lips. I will say nothing.
Eavan Boland, "Pomegranate"
the campus food place we’re obligated to eat at put up these posters that are like “if you put that thing in your body here are how many CALORIES you HAVE TO BURN OFF” ???where do i complain???
i didn't look at this for long enough the first time to assess how truly bad it was it actually says something like "here is how many minutes of jogging you have to do to burn off the calories from the thing you put in your body"
instead i went to this new-ish place in TO where they serve you some turkish coffee and two turkish delights on a little silver tray
the coffee cup has a matching silver lid AND the turkish delight plate has a matching silver lid and then you lift them up and !!!
amazing
the campus food place we're obligated to eat at put up these posters that are like "if you put that thing in your body here are how many CALORIES you HAVE TO BURN OFF" ???where do i complain???
At least I have the flowers of myself, and my thoughts, no god can take that; I have the fervour of myself for a presence and my own spirit for light; and my spirit with its loss knows this; though small against the black, small against the formless rocks, hell must break before I am lost; before I am lost, hell must open like a red rose for the dead to pass.
H.D., “Eurydice.” (via literarymiscellany)
but here are some plants that live at my school
i'm officially halfway through my degree (???) and i have a month off from school, which means in between other work i might actually have time to shoot some personal work too
for the last month or so i'd forgotten i had a tumblr or, like, a life outside of writing papers, but here i am, alive, after handing in 4 major papers and 2 midterms in the last week and a bit?