it's lust, it's torturous

"girl, i might be 21 but i got memories to prove that i've seen your kind before and i know exactly what you want."

[fck-kylie-blog]

“I don’t know how else to explain it to you, Cam, it just kind of… happened.” The girl looked away as her friend examined the mark on her face, hoping this wouldn’t turn into a big argument. “I didn’t want you to feel dragged, get hurt or get angry. That’s why I pushed you to stay home.” Kylie frowned as she followed after him before following his orders and taking a seat. “I tried to get her out nicely but she just wouldn’t leave so I took all her shit and left with it– every single dose. Sure enough she followed me out but not without a fight and as always child lock was necessary. She um… she told me she hated me.”

[cam-west-blog]

“And because, ‘it just kind of happened’, you have this on your face,” packing some ice into a small plastic bag, Cameron moved to stand in front of the girl. “I told you once and I’ll say it again, Kylie Ross we are friends and I fucking love you. There’s not a thing I wouldn’t do for you and I’m just really mad.” he gently tipped her head back, moving a few strands of her hair behind her hair and slowly placing the bag over the bruise. “I’m not mad at you--I’m mad at this woman and that she hurt you--that anyone hurt you.” he informed her more calmly now. “What for? For being an amazing daughter and dealing with her? She doesn’t know shit.” 

[aileenfinn]

done it any differently // cam & faline

[aileenfinn]

“No I’m better than Dan, shut up.” She whined, shoving him in the side. “No, it was his decision to drop me. Not like you made him or anythin’, he chose his side.” Faline shrugged gently, still slightly bitter about losing both Cam and Dan but she knew it was all her doing. “Nope, no problem at all. Well it isn’t!” She giggled, shaking her head. “It’s not something physical that I can use so it doesn’t count!”

[cam-west-blog]

“I don’t know, man. Kid makes a pretty hardcore sandwich,” he laughed as he continued to tease the girl. “I know, but it was all a pretty shitty situation and we all could’ve been a bit more mature about the way we went with handling certain things.” Cameron replied honestly with a small shrug to his shoulders. “So you’re after something physical, huh? Talk to me, tell me.” he smiled.    

[chvpel]

Following his lead, she began to sit up wincing at bit making her shake her head. With his back to her, Asteria’s eyes drank the movement of his muscles with every movement, smirking to herself actually seeing the run of scratches from her nails along his back. She was taken back to the present when he dropped his shirt on the mattress between him, confused slightly by his hesitance and meek look. Her own sense of tentativeness took over as she reached for the material. Hovering over it, she considered asking about his actions, but figured she’d leave it unsaid and picked up the shirt, easily pulling it over her head. Pulling her dark locks out from the collar, Asteria leaned closer to him. “Thanks,” she whispered, her lips pressing to the corner of his own.

[cam-west-blog]

Containing his smile to a minimum, Cameron felt his cheeks heat up at their current positions and met her brown eyes. “Always,” he whispered back his reply, not exactly sure himself what he meant with his words. “So...,” he looked around the room, planning out his next actions and nervous with what she might reply with. “Uh, you wouldn’t mind if I stay for a bit, right? Talk.. and stuff.” he looked back at her with an innocent smile playing on his face. 

[niazkilamgifs]

[cam-west-blog]

moodboard 002 ➤ cameeria

“When someone cuts your heart open with a knife, now you're bleeding, but I could be that guy to heal it over time and I won't stop until you believe it..'cause baby you're worth it.”

[plsgypsy]

Well I don’t know about that, I have a list of five people I would never introduce anyone to and my mama is number two. Nope, definitely have to be drunk for that conversation. Mm I feel you on that, me and Asteria aren’t speaking. Yeah pretty much, if I bring your name up in conversation it usually goes something like ‘ aw i love cam he’s so sweet !! ’ and i just smile and nod. 

[cam-west-blog]

Is Daddy dukes number one? We can always work on that when you get back from your trip--when do you get back? You and Ria aren’t speaking?! Since when? Why? I don’t know whether that’s a good thing or not.. is it? 

[wiltcdflower]

do you ever just have random realizations?? like i’ll never be able to experience a blow job and that’s really fucking depressing.

[cam-west-blog]

can’t say i know what you’re going through, but it’d be very depressing having to live without them. 

[lilakeenan-deactivated20151216]

“If we can’t stick together, who can? I’m okay, how about you?”

[cam-west-blog]

“Someone needs to set an example for these amateurs. I’m living, I guess.” 

[plsgypsy]

Oh God no, I would never subject anyone to that. Besides I already saw her a few months ago and I only visit her once a year. Friendless ?? Since when !! Last I checked everyone was in love with you.

[cam-west-blog]

Compared to the other possibilities it can’t be as bad, yeah? How did that go or do we need a little drink before going into details? I guess that was a bit dramatic of me, what I meant to say is without a certain friend of mine.. there’s not much to do here. Are they really?  

[cam-west-blog]

moodboard 001 ➤ brothers

“i’ve got your back, bro.”

[plsgypsy]

Italy, I told her I would bring her home to meet my mother. Oh wait no, what’s wrong?

[cam-west-blog]

Bring me back something? Like, your actual mother? I’m friendless and I have way too much time on my hands now, more than what I know what to do with. 

[lilakeenan-deactivated20151216]

“I figured that but since you had brought up the subject I figured I might as well add to it.”

[cam-west-blog]

"Bartenders united, yeah? How are you, Lila?” 

[calihmu]

That’s debatable. 

[cam-west-blog]

It’s really not. You love me always, admit it. 

[chvpel]

Yeah, but it’s not bad. You should go. Outside, I mean, go outside. It’s nice.

[cam-west-blog]

There’s really not much for me to do outside anymore. Dani--my friend and I use to blaze up in the abandoned playground by the schools, but we aren’t talking anymore. 

[plsgypsy]

Yeah I figured I’d better make an appearance before me and Sophia disappear. Hi Cambam, how are you?

[cam-west-blog]

Always the considerate one. Where are you two off to? I’ve had better days--you?

[zarakennedy-blog]

I will not. I demand a better effort.

[cam-west-blog]

But I’m too lazy and a little high, just a little. 

[lilakeenan-deactivated20151216]

“It’s pretty good considering how how the summer can get.”

[cam-west-blog]

“Oh no, I don’t actually know how the weather is.. I just didn’t know what to say.”