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I REALLY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT LIKE FOR YESTERDAY AGHAHAHAHAHGHSHHHGWGKFIFNEKDBDISNQMWB I HATE ME IAJAJWKWNDKXUEURBGN
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It is already done. I am the god of my reality. I am the operant power. I do not rely on the external for validation. I know that imagination is the true reality. I can change things in an instant. Nothing is above me. I have all the power. I am limitless. I can do the impossible. Nothing is out of my reach. I deserve to have everything I want.
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This isn't in any way detailed but just a few websites and apps for your scripts so lmk if y'all wanna know how I make mine
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hatarakitakunai.blog â a Japanese website (chrome does auto translate and it has an easy layout) where you can find symbol combos and symbols themselves
Emojicombos.com â a website where people share their symbol combos there is a lot of discourse/arguments so I'd rather use something else
Notion â the staple for making your scripts, everyone knows it. It's easy to use and you can easily make a good script layout if you don't like templates
Remove.bg â a website to remove backgrounds for ur pngs going in ur script (idk if this is a me problem but everytime I download smth there's always a background)
Pinterest â self explanatory I use this not only for the pictures but I make a pinboard thing with multiple pins inside it and embedd it into my closet script so I don't have to export 1000 pics
Twinote, chatsmock, funsta â make your fake twitter, insta, and contacts
Postfully.com â make any chats you want for ur scenarios
Wattpad â a lot of good vibes, guides and more even though most of the guides are old or discontinued
Picsart â edit your pictures for ur scripts this app is super easy but a bit restrictive without paying the wall
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proof that every single person has been lying about the void and shifting.
the millions of people that have come on here and other social media platforms were all lying about their experinces, no one has gotten into the void, no one shifted, no one can manifest. it was all a fucking lie come up with people with schizophernia. your right.
not only are the people from todays day and age lying about their experinces, but so where the
Vedic sages, yogis, rishis in
india
who wrote:
the Vedas (4 total) the Upanishads (~108 traditionally, ~10â13 major) the Bhagavad Gita the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali the Puranas (18 major) the Tantric texts (100+) the Advaita Vedanta texts the medieval yogi writings
they were all lying too, right? the same sages who spent:years,decades and entire lifetimes in isolation, meditation, and deep observation of their own consciousness just made it all up
the Upanishads describing: a state beyond waking,beyond dreaming beyond deep sleep a fourth state where there is no thoughts no duality no inside or outside, only awareness. thatâs not what the void is, right?
the Mandukya Upanishad literally saying: there exists a state ânot inwardly conscious, not outwardly conscious, not both⊠unseen, beyond thought, indescribableâ
the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali describing: what happens when âthe fluctuations of the mind ceaseâ and what remains is: pure awareness without disturbance but yeah thatâs totally not what people are trying to reach/how they describe being in the void.
the Bhagavad Gita teaching: detachment from identity, detachment from the outcomes, telling us to act without the ego becoming still, unaffected almost like you are not the âselfâ you think you are.
the entire philosophy of Advaita Vedanta saying: you are not your body you are not your mind your true nature is pure consciousness formless unchanging and silent and that the world you experience is not as solid as it seems.
the Tantric traditions going even further,not just describing the state but teaching how to enter it consciously through: breath focus and what happens is awareness reaching a state where everything disappears but only awareness remains. but yeah, they just imagined that too. thousands of years ago. before the internet before shared global communication before modern psychology they all faked the exact same experince.
and the monks in
Thailand, Sri Lanka, Myanmar, Cambodia, and Laos
who wrote the Pali Canon thousands of pages of teachings, observations, and direct descriptions of the mind teaching there is no permanent âselfâ no fixed identity no unchanging âIâ everything you think is âyouâ is changing, arising and disappearing moment to moment. but yeah theyâve obviously never actually seen reality as it is, right?
the Heart Sutra saying: âform is emptiness, emptiness is formâ meaning: what you experience as solid reality has no fixed essence. things appear but are empty at their core.that has nothing to do with reality not being as real or solid as it feels.
the Diamond Sutra saying: let go of identity,ego,concepts and attachments and the moment you stop clinging to the false 3d you experience reality directly. not filtered, not constructed,not distorted by your ego just your true awareness. unrelated right?
the Lankavatara Sutra teaching: reality is shaped by mind and what you perceive what you experiencen is not independent it arises from consciousness itself. and these monks who spent: years decades entire lifetimes in meditation observing every thought every sensation every layer of awareness just made all of this up?
they didnât actually experience the sweet sweet serenity of just being your pure awarness and the calmness that comes with being one with the divine(you) they just wrote thousands of pages for fun, right?obviously they were not documenting what they directly experienced.
and the monks in
china
who wrote the Platform Sutra teaching that the mind is originally pure not something you have to build not something you have to create but something that is already: empty clear aware and that everything thoughts identity and reality itself arises from this emptiness. but.. are you sure this has nothing to do with the void right?
âOriginally there is nothing.â nothing to hold on to nothing to identify with nothing that is truly fixed the Gateless Gate asking questions like: âWhat is your original face before you were born?â questions that make no logical sense on purpose. because the goal is not to understand but to break thinking completely to push the mind(only your ego)into collapse until there are no thoughts left only awarenes. thatâs definitely not what people describe when they say they reach the void.
and Zen itself teaching: that direct experience > theory not reading not thinking not analyzing not researching but seeing for yourself. experiencing. and yet people today spend more time : reading posts scrolling consuming content about the void instead of actually experiencing or even trying to get into the void or shifting . thatâs not the problem at all. obviously.
and the Tao Te Ching teaching the universe comes from nothing. âTaoâ litterally meaning formless,empty,ungraspable âEmpty yourself of everything.Let the mind become still.â not add more not do more but remove thoughts, effort and identity until what remains is stillness,emptiness and awareness but yeah. that has nothing to do with what people experince in the void.
and the Zhuangzi teaching: reality is fluid identity is not fixed and that the âselfâ you think you are is not stable not permanent not real in the way you think it is, reality might be real but it is not true. telling you to forget yourself drop the ego drop the identity merge with everything(becoming one with the universe) until there is no separation no âyouâ vs âeverything elseâ just awareness. and when you sit in this feeling and truly forget yourself,your thoughts,your identity what remains? but yeah. thatâs definitely not the process people describe when entering the void, right?
and Taoism as a whole literally saying your natural state is emptiness thinking is disturbance and what youâre trying to reach is not something new but something you already are. but yeah. thatâs not what people have been saying at all.
and of course it not like the monks in
tibet
who literally teach there is a state of pure empty awareness a state you can enter consciously but only if you do not fear it do not react to it because the moment you do you lose it. but yeah. that has nothing to do with what often happens to first time shifters who shift for the first time or get into the void for the first time right?
the tibetian book of dead literally says: right after death you enter a state called Clear Light where there is no body no thoughts no physical 3d world just: awareness, pure thatâs definitely not what people call the void. itâs not like itâs described as âempty yet aware⊠luminous⊠infiniteâ and itâs not like they explain what happens next,that if you recognize this state stay calm and do not react you reach liberation. but if you panic you fall back, back into form,identity,illusion the 3d (which totally doesnât sound like what happens when people get close and suddenly snap out of it, right?) but yeah. they were allll just imagining it. itâs not like this is literally awareness + nothingness the exact thing people today call the void state.
and its not like ancient civlizations in
egypt
who believed that before anything existed there was only: darkness infinite stillness and formlessness not space, not time, not matter infinite darkness
this state called Nun not a place not an object but the primordial void the source from which: everything emerges it being litterally described as: no sky no earth no time no gods just endless dark emptiness. thatâs definitely not similar to anything people describe today. totally different from what people call the void.
and the Pyramid Texts teaching what happens after death describing the soul returning not to a physical place but to a formless state before creation back to the origin the beginning the void.
and the Coffin Texts describing: the journey through the afterlife not as something physical but as movement through darkness and formlessness returning to what existed before everything. and the entire concept they were teaching that, everything comes from emptiness that the universe began from Nun that emptiness is not nothing but the source of everything that creation itself came from the void. but yeah. completely meaningless. and that after death you donât just disappear you return to darkness to formlessness to the original state
and itâs not like civilizations across the world who had no contact with each other no shared language, no shared systems described the same idea, that before everything there was: emptiness and beyond everything there is emptiness. all fake right?
and yeah also the sufis and mystics in
the middle east
who talk about Fana the annihilation of self, teaching that your ego disappears and your âIâ disappears at your highest form of being. which means right now you think: âI am meâ âI have an identityâ but that âIâ is temporary and falsely constructed the goal is to let that âIâ dissolve. they describe it as losing yourself disappearing becoming nothing just existence. totally not what giving up your ego sounds like right?
itâs not like they say you donât just become empty you become filled with: love unity and serenity
so their âvoidâ is, empty of ego, but full of connection. and itâs not like they explain the process of reaching this state too, right?
through love and devotion focus on God (the good in life, the power of the supreme, the power within you) ego starts dissolving the âIâ becomes weaker Fana (annihilation) no self remains and after that comes Baqa(remaining) you exist again but without ego dissolving into something bigger there is no boundary between: âyouâ and everything.
and itâs not like it is literally scientifically and mathematically true that in higher spatial dimensions (four and more), our 3D understanding of âinsideâ and âoutsideâ fails. that concepts of boundary and containment vanish that objects can become unknotted that a 3D sphere can be removed from a closed 3D box without passing through its walls.
its not like saints, chritsian mystics and contemplatives and the bible in
europe
who wrote The Cloud of Unknowing teaching that you cannot understand truth and you cannot understand God through thinking and through logic that to reach the truth you must enter a state of not knowing no thoughts no understanding no identity letting go of everything you think you know until what remains is mental emptiness and silent awareness
but yeah. that has nothing to do with what people call the void, right?
and Jesus in the Bible saying:
âthe kingdom of God is within youâ
âYou will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you.â
âWhoever wants to follow me must deny themselvesâ
pointing to look inward, let go of ego and let go of identity
are you sure after reading all this as sure as you are with your doubts
its all just some crazy coincidence that all of this, people from across the GLOBE that had no way of communication had ideas that
point to the same thing?
note: yo this post took me so much time and energy to makeđ i had to do sm research and gather info from so many diff sources and yt videos (esp from yt videos) and plus this is just 40% of what i found this post cant get tooooo long lmaoođ€i made this in hopes that you understand and that it STICKS that there is more proof of the void being real then there is that it isnt. also this was supposed to be an ans to this ask origially but it got way too long lmao
love you all sm genuinely please dont stop!
"I'm going to fast all weekend and get 10-15k steps every day!"
diario.
A veces me gustarĂa que la gente se diera cuenta de lo que mal que estoy, de lo mal que estarĂ© toda mi vida, y es algo que nunca podrĂ© evitar, por quĂ© nacĂ asĂ, y esa es mi maldiciĂłn. Pero es hipĂłcrita, por quĂ© no quiero decirlo, no quiero expresarlo, no quiero decirlo en voz alta ni que nadie tenga pena por mi. No quiero ser complicada para nadie por quĂ© ya se que soy complicada, ni siquiera yo me puedo comprender, ÂżcĂłmo puedo esperar que otros me comprendan? Es agotador estar triste todo el tiempo que no estoy con alguien, y el chiste malo es que no tengo ningĂșn amigo, solo tengo a mi novio. Llevo tanto tiempo en el psicĂłlogo que se que es imposible que yo cambie, que me va a tocar vivir asĂ toda mi vida pero no se como hacerlo, es demasiado doloroso. Quiero tener un grupo de amigos, quiero ser como antes, ni siquiera sĂ© quĂ© es lo que ha cambiado para que yo sea asĂ, o quizĂĄ sĂ. Estoy fĂsicamente cansada de llorar, no puedo hacerlo mĂĄs, pero tampoco puedo acabar con nada.
buenas noches.
hi. 26/02/26 20.00PM
So far I burnt 1936kcal, thatâs good.
I had breakfast, a small chicken sandwich, a croissant (Iâm fat) and cocoa (Iâm fat again.)
At the evening I had lunch 2 small pieces of meat and bread with cheese. Then I just had a mango monster.
Counting all of this make me think I donât deserve dinner, so Iâll try my best not to have it.
Love. Xxxx
26/02/26. 9AM
hi lovs.
I woke up early to go to the gym. I usually train strength. At this hour I burned 826kcal and Iâm still fasting :)
Hi.
Lately Iâve been trying to loose weight again. I lost almost 20kg in 2 months one summer and I want to do it again.
Today a classmate took some silly pictures of me in class and I could stop looking at how fat I am. Itâs not a thing for debate.
That clicked finally into my mind and it helped me decided to make a diary of my loosing journey everyday in here.
Love for everyone in the same journey. (Obviously not healthy).
Xxx