love is louder

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I will never be over the fact that my life is what it is in this very moment. A loving wife, two adorable children, a good career and bathtub crayons. What more could a girl ask for? Everything is just amazing.

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Are you forgetting that I know you? You do not always try to sleep. You get too distracted and sitting on your computer thinking ‘I should sleep’ or ‘I’m not tired’ doesn’t count as trying to sleep.

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I cuddle up and try more often than not, but it doesn't happen... so, I get distracted with stupid things on the internet.

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We both know half the time you don’t even try.

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But I do! It just doesn't happen.

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You should be sleeping on your downtime not watching us sleep.

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While that's probably true, we both know that I don't sleep well.

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Creep.

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Guilty as charged.

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However creepy it may make me sound, I always find it comforting to peek in on everyone while they sleep. Even if I can't actually drift off, it's nice to see all of my angels sleeping peacefully.

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@Brittanysnow: I couldn't have asked for a better life. #grateful

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I can be naked when we’re alone, in our bedroom, so little ones and random eyes don’t see. Lily is already going to think it’s okay to never wear pants since you don’t. I’ll see you soon then.

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I've missed you naked. Well, I've missed you in general, but definitely naked you. Nah, Lilykins and I have discussed that pants are something that's good when other people are around. There's an understanding there. She's a smart cookie! But that's not surprising. She is part you!

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We have children we can’t be naked in front of, Brittany. I don’t want Lily growing up thinking it’s okay to prance around naked. Can you imagine the trouble she would get into? I’ve been able to properly walk for months so I look forward to the pain! When are you going to be home? I just put Cooper to bed and Lily is going down soon.

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Oh, I know, but I just like you naked. I don't even want to think about the trouble she would get into! I'd like to lock her up and keep her pristine until she's about 35, thank you! Mm, yes. We'll definitely have to fix your walking abilities. I'm heading there now. I should be there within the next 15ish minutes.

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Chapstick is a fabulous thing so I’m not worried about it, babygirl. What is wrong with being naked the entire time? I mean if you’re really against it I can come up with other activities. How is filming?

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Good because it's definitely going to be needed. I find absolutely nothing wrong with it. You know if it were up to me, we'd be naked more often than not. I'm just giving fair warning that you shouldn't expect to be able to walk out of there properly the next morning if there's no clothes. That means no barriers, and I have wandering hands. Filming is going well.

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A weeks worth of kissing in one night will require chapstick so it’s a good thing I have my eos. Your creepy friends are hard not to talk about but okay. We can do whatever you want on our night. Anyway, we’re leaving for the airport now so we should be getting in right around when you get done filming.

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I could span it out a bit, but my lips have missed yours quite terribly. That's true, but they're weird. Oh no, you're going to have a say in what goes on, or we'll wind up skipping everything and just being naked the entire time. I'm so excited to see you!

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Look at you sweet talking. This is where I would kiss you if you were here but you’re not. I don’t think all your friends are joking but that’s neither here nor here at this point. Unfortunately, we both know that’s not true because you love your fans. Breaching contract could result in the removal of Chloe Beale and some very upset fangirls so let us not. I’ll just have to play the hidden jealous wife for a while. Plus, a quiet night in means fans wont be coming up to us asking for your autograph and/or picture. Just a night of us.

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Save that kiss for when I see you tomorrow. I've got a few weeks worth of kisses to make up for, and that one can be the icing on the cake! Let's not talk about creepy friends because I have to work with them later, and it would never get anywhere. Sucks to be them. I have a gorgeous lady that they wouldn't even be able to compete with. We're married, though, and that's common knowledge. I'm sure they'd have to give certain things a go ahead no matter what. A night of just us sounds absolutely amazing, to be honest. I've missed being able to just be with you. However, I'm going to do more than just be because yes.

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Just because you’re married doesn’t mean people wont hit on you. Have you seen you? You’re gorgeous! Hell, even your friends hit on you. Ohh, yeah it would be nice of him to spend time with her. Are we allowed to go out on the town like that? I don’t think producers would approve so we might have to wait until I’m allowed to announce my presence for all that. We’ll have to have a quiet date night in which is perfectly okay for now. I can’t remember the last time I had en evening with you to myself… since before Cooper?

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I haven't seen me because I've always been too busy looking at you! My friends are only joking, or so I hope, but yeah. I'm sure she'd love to act like a goof with him. I'm pretty sure I've given up on caring what others approve of, but a quiet date night will be good as well. As long as you're there, we could do just about anything, and I'd be perfectly content with it happening. That sounds about right to me. I'm definitely going to enjoy the night. Mhm.

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He passed all background and criminal checks, his references were solid, and he seems to really love children. Plus, he prefers men which means I don’t need to worry about him hitting on you which is the biggest plus of them all! That would be cool? Not the enthusiasm I was looking for but okay. We can just stay home with the kids.

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All of those are a solid hell yeah. You act as though he'd hit on me anyway. I'm a happily married woman! Shh no, I meant that'd be cool that he stayed with Lily. You and I, on the other hand, will go out and paint the town red! I'm going to take you out and show you off. Doors opened, chairs pulled and everything. It's been entirely too long since we've been able to go out and enjoy only each other.

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I interviewed quite a few people his weekend and, honestly, he’s the one that stood out the most. Plus, it will be nice to have a man figure in the childrens life every so often - aside from your father. He’s a charmer which means we need to keep our friends away! Skylar wants to stay at the house with Lily one night so we can let him do that and stay at the hotel.

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I trust your judgment on the caretaking abilities. That is definitely true! I'm sure they'll love him. I can assure you that my father will some how make his way here to visit everyone, though. We're going to have to warn the manny of my dad's eccentrics. I'm sure all of the ladies will get a kick out of him. It could be entertaining. Oh yeah, that'd be cool.

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It means we can do a lot of things because I’m bringing a manny. Alone time? Yes, please! Date night? Yes, please! Sex? YES, PLEASE!

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I'm kind of laughing at a manny. I hope he's sweet! All of that is a big hell yes! I have the suit that I can sweep you away and everything.

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And I will always be thankful for that but I can go the rest of my life without facing him again. The past is history and it’s not one I would like to revisit - unless we’re talking about our history. Somehow, I don’t think Lily will take kindly to me informing her you are going to die when I do. She might kill me herself to stop it from happening! Hah! She is a perfect miniature version of you and I love it. With all that said, I would like us both to remain sane so we can reminisce in our final days. Why are we talking about death. Let’s stop. You wont be the only one crying. I miss you entirely too much.

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Understandably so! There's definitely a few things that can be left out when we're speaking about our past. I mean, there's definitely a few things I wish I could erase from the past, so we don't have to speak about it all. It's all the past, though. You are my present and future! Plus some past, of course. It'll be our little secret because she'll wind up telling Coop one day, and BAM! The plan will be foiled. I love her to pieces. Yes, let's stop because I'm going to wind up sad before the night is through. I'll kiss away your tears! Oh God, that means I get to sleep in your arms, and everything will be right in the world! I haven't had a good night's sleep since I came to visit a few weeks ago.