[camuchiwarui]

IND. CAMU from PUNISHING GRAY RAVEN .  written by tsun .  sideblog to @assortedsnacks​ .  partnered with @kamuichiyokatta . 18+ mun ,  i don’t write explicit ns.fw .  pls use im only for ooc-muse related conversation .  THIS BLOG WILL INCLUDE DARK THEMES . 

i <3 verses .  i <3 aus .  i do not write ‘linearly.‘ i don’t mind skipping first meetings as long as a relationship is talked through .  i am not here all the time .  if you have an idea ,  tell me and we’ll run with it .

[nulltune]

Tugging at his... glove. "Hey, heyyy. Camu-kun, Camu-kun. Hungy. Requesting food to eat."

No, actually, she just wants to annoy him...

@assortedsnacks IDK WHY I CANT TAG U?!?! hi <3

[camuchiwarui]

puts his mouth over an entire wad of cotton candy .

chews . thoroughly . all the while staring like his audio sensors had been set to "mute" and he couldn't hear a damn word .

[krasnoarmeyets-deactivated191907]

me: i'm literally cute ^_^ i'm nice ^_^ i like sunflowers and bunnies

me 1 minute later: LET THE STREETS RUN RED WITH BLOOD THEY WILL ALL PAY

me 2 minutes later: i'm nice ^_^ i love everyone ^_^ lets all be happy forever yayyy

[adriles]

im not interested in glory through combat anymore. i do not want to be a part of this shit.

[adriles]

on the battlefield again

[roseworth]

i don’t want to be angry anymore i’m never going to hate again unless someone says something really stupid or if i see something i don’t like at all or maybe just whenever i feel like it

[crow-jx]

[nulltune]

so you wonder that too,  huh.      ❛   flowers are bound to wither and die …   ❜      such was the natural course for things  ——  the inevitable.  that was the fate that awaits everything in this world,  yet such a fate shouldn’t be what dictated the value of an existence.      ❛   would you not be able to still like the flowers that would be trampled ?   that conclusion may be inevitable for something as fleeting as flowers,  but,  they will bloom again.   ❜      and no matter how brief,  it still mattered,  didn’t it ?      ❛   and i believe that they are …  beautiful,  still.   ❜

a curled fist by her chest,  she distantly listened to that dull thrum of her heartbeat.  was such a response appropriate ?   she wouldn’t even know how to answer such a thing properly,  not even knowing what it means to  ‘ like ’  something  —  but it was clear to her what the other’s feeling was.  in a way,  she might be a little envious—  to have a feeling as strong as hate …  looking at camu,  however,  such a heinous thought faded quickly.

i wonder if he’s ever felt  ‘ happiness ’  before …   head tilting as her caramel gaze settled on the other,  she blinks at the mention of a name.      ❛   kurono … ?   ❜      it is not one she is familiar with.  lips parted slightly,  taken aback for a brief instance.      ❛    i’m sorry.   i did not mean to …  upset you—   ❜      hakuno stills at the question thrown at her,  whatever apology or assurance for the other’s sake tumbling away as she’s left with a downwards gaze,  staring vacantly at the ground.

❛    if you are asking about a reason to live,  that is …   ❜      ah.  could she even answer this question ?   after all,  she has nothing to live for—  nothing at all. but,  she thinks,  that shouldn’t be the case for you.  with a steady breath,  hakuno tries to think,  tries to answer.      ❛   the sky is—   it changes every day,  the colors are …  pretty,  and there is always a new sight every day.  the clouds too,  and if you have a strong sense of imagination,  i believe you would be able to make out shapes or images from them.  and then …    ❜      brows furrowed slightly,  her head slowly lifts to meet with the other’s violet gaze.     

❛   —the flowers you mentioned.  i believe the season where they’d be in full bloom is in a few more days,  so …  maybe we could see them together.  and the sky and clouds too.   ❜

[camuchiwarui]

' ... are you serious ? ' was that the best she had ? something as pitiful , pathetic , and fragile as that ? must be nice to be so damn carefree , he thinks : to not be tied down heavy and heaving to anything like a graveyard burden piled up monumental atop a spine , but maybe that was exactly the sort of ephemeral faith that sprung up ghosts . little girls haunting military facilities and the binary codes of grown men who had long ago been sent to die .

' you're forgetting the part where we hold hands and shit rainbows off into the sky , right ? and every disease clears up , and world hunger and cancer ends , and everything slips right back into its place , including us . ' it's mockery , but he doesn't laugh . can't bring himself to , for whatever reason , feeling the want but more vividly the hurt . he looks her down , stares stony and leery . she's talking outside of herself too and he'd press on any bruise for it to serve as proof , no matter how cruel or brutal : that was just reality .

so he takes his time to make any promise . spurns and scorns some more by the growing acceptance where he could have turned away and refused her . he's already made his guesses and figured her all the way through , at any rate . cutting her down wouldn't have been enough to cut her out . so he stands , he scoffs ; he couldn't remember the colors of the damn sky ever since that day it seemed to turn and stay a blazing flash-white-yellow-red .

boom , that was blooming . that was eternity . ' right , a picnic and a walk in the park . as you wish , captain . the labbies would crap their clean white coats if they heard i left without permission . but fine , it's not like i give a damn about keeping on their leash , either . ' would it be worth it ? fucking off for a five minute fairy tale ? they'd reel him in , drag him back to his cage whether he kicked and clawed or screamed , but his little inspirational conspirator didn't need to know any of that . ' if anything , i'll do it just to spite them . so fine , consider me won over by the worst speech in the world . i'll smuggle us beer and smokes and you can use that imagination of yours to pretend it's unicorn piss and a bubble blower --- how's that all sound for you , princess ? '

[camuchiwarui]

' DON'T YOU EVER GET SICK OF IT ? ' he keeps a clean distance , no matter how much a part of him wants to get in her face ; make sure he's getting the right answers , cowed out by military dog , heavy-handed habits that most likely , ( he assuages after the hounding impulse , ) she wouldn't have been convinced by anyway . ' --- feeling like everyone must know something you don't . ' a sneer , which combined with his growl turns into a snarl . ' the only time amnesia's convenient is when you're faking it . ' he's never been completely convinced , after all . this world was just as full of liars as they were always full of themselves . ' consider me just curious . ' // @lunaetis

[pyroaths]

[firefox-official]

“youre so mean” if you guys werent fucking stupid i wouldnt have to be mean to you. change starts with you

[nulltune]

❛   oh …   ❜      could that be the case for her too ?   so disconnected from a world she was never a part of.  no wonder she was like this,  then.  such a crease would form between her brows too  —  but hakuno takes care to press it away,  in a seemingly nonchalant action of brushing aside her bangs.      ❛   is there really nothing ?   that is …  the world is full of many wonderful things,  there is …  there has to be something to like …   ❜      otherwise …

—no point in pretending otherwise.   that  " hateful “  attitude of his is the truth,  is it ?   then in contrast,  this  ” pleasant “  and  ” agreeable “  personality of hers  …  what would you call it ?   a fabrication ?   even though i am myself,  i—  there’s a polite yet apologetic slow nod of her head.      ❛   ah.  i apologise,  i may have misunderstood you for a moment there.  i do appreciate your sincere honesty,  really.  so,  no,  please do not lie to spare my feelings.   ❜

[camuchiwarui]

he thinks it's over . he wishes it was . anyone smart would have given up and left him to himself by now , but this girl was stubborn --- a lesson he had learned from the start . [ is there really nothing ... ? ] how the hell would he know ? all the little things were always swallowed up by the dark . and yet , the truth : so useless . so vital . crocotta kept his promises , and was always shockingly punctual .

he grunts once . the sort that follows a mocking sniff and rankle , the leery-eyed face someone makes just before they spit . ' what's the point ? ' he asks , rather than answers --- quick to change the topic and cut to the visceral heart of what he thinks she's trying to say . ' just because you like flowers , doesn't mean that someone isn't going to trample them . did they send you to pester me until i gave up some sort of soft-hearted weakness ? kurono trying to map out all the holes in my psyche so they can duct-tape it back together again ? ' he hated it too . the way everyone used each other . the way he was an experiment / a failure / a weapon .

' if you're so insistent , why don't you name three things you like instead ? go on , tell me what's worth it in this crapsack world to keep on living for . '

[nulltune]

❛   ... hate,  hate,  hate.   ❜      an exhale of a breath leaves her,  something like a huff,  maybe.      ❛   what is this grinch - like behavior ?   please consider listing something you like for a change.   ❜     @camuchiwarui

[camuchiwarui]

' what ? ' brows furrow . ' what the hell did you just call me ? ... forget it , call it whatever you want --- my feelings and behavior are both sincere . there's nothing to like in a world that i hate . there's no point in pretending otherwise , either --- or did you really hope that i'd start spouting lies just to make you feel better ? '

[camuchiwarui]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMU HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAMUI

[aiforaneye]

[assortedsnacks]

btw my followers on here kind of feel like a mess. there r ppl who r following my sideblogs but not my hub. there r ppl following my hub but not any sideblogs. i’m gonna go through and sb anybody who hasn’t shown any interest or signs in interacting. if ur one of these ppl who haven’t followed even one of my sideblogs for w/e reason like this post and i’ll exempt u from the Boot.

and to be really clear: please follow my hub. ik some other hub multis don’t mind if you don’t follow back but i do mind. the hub is where i post ooc stuff like this, or inbox calls. i don’t rb unnecessary posts onto it. you have nothing to fear. don’t be afraid. follow my hub.

[camuchiwarui]

@nulltune asked :

camu: got da temptation to mcfrikkin Kick down dear sweet precious moon girl

me: HE'S SOOOO COOOLLL 🥺🥺🤩🤩🤩😳😳💖💖💞💞✨️✨️✊️✊️😍😍😍😘😘😳

LYNN?????????? LYNN?????????

[camuchiwarui]

@lunaetis​ : akane : *holds takoyaki to him*

ONE COMMANDANT ALLOWED .