Kill me now

[snowyxstars]

i don't even want to kill myself any more, i just wish i'd never even existed to begin with

[snowyxstars]

i wish my first suicide attempt had been successful. i wish i hadn't listened to the people telling me it got better. it was all lies and i could have spared myself so much pain. i wish i could go back and tell myself to try again. to do it right. i was never meant to love this long

[hiraethdreamworld]

no matter what i will always relapse and I'll never regret it

[mentallyunstablebaddie]

It could be my last day anytime and im the only one that knows

[monotone-roses]

Currently playing a game of chicken with being alive- "Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up with a will to live"

[polaroid-self-portrait]

I can’t imagine myself living long enough to die in any way that isn’t self inflicted at this point. Even on my good days, I still assume I’ll be the one to end it.

[hiraethdreamworld]

i don't wanna fucking be here anymore

[monotone-roses]

Current goals:

-buy 2 gvns

-learn to shoot with both hands

-become badass ambidextrous gunslinger

-sh00t myself in the head with both at the same time to increase likelihood of d3ath

[unknownmesses]

Fuck idk how everyone isn’t just trying to commit every single day this is torture

[mentallyunstablebaddie]

TW: sewerslidal talk

The world wont be a better place if I die. The world is an awful place. And I just wanna leave it.

[monotone-roses]

One of the hardest things about being passively but pervasively suicidal is figuring out who is safe to half-joke about it with. Like you can't just mention a suicide pact to anyone

[polaroid-self-portrait]

“Where do you see yourself in 5 years?”

If I see anything at all? Homeless. Or a casket.

I’m leaning towards casket.

[mentallyunstablebaddie]

I have 99 problems and dying would solve 90 of them.

Who am I kidding, we both know it would solve 99 of them

[melancholic-whimsy]

i wanna slide down a sewer

[mentallyunstablebaddie]

I just wanna end it all tbh

[hiraethdreamworld]

all i have are my thoughts and they're trying to kill me

[mentallyunstablebaddie]

You know your mental health is cooked when death starts to feel more comforting than staying alive