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she/her | enfj | astronomy, art, literature and classical music

[editswhite]

SPINNERELLA AND NETOSSA MATCHING ICONS♡

[lloydshairr]

Amity icons 2x8

please like or reblog if used :)

[ashstfu]

i can’t believe people expect me to do anything in my life except reading books, listening to music and crying at every little inconvenience

[fanonical]

jk rowling claims she’s so oppressed for being openly transmisogynistic

meanwhile one (1) book by a trans woman (detransition, baby by torrey peters) was longlisted for a women’s prize for fiction and all of the transmisognynists immediately wrote an open letter misgendering her and saying that her book shouldn’t be considered for a prize for women

and signed it with the names of dead female authors including people like george eliot?

anyway transmisogyny is a plague in this country

[ammit420]

*puts myself out there*

*brings myself back*

[somerabbitholes]

the sexual tension between me and the book I'm trying not to buy

[shadow27]

[witchofprose-deactivated2020041]

This is the FUNNIEST SHIT I HAVE EVER SEEN

[untitled12573]

Reblogging for cultural enrichment

[lab-gr0wn-lambs]

bout time I brought back the Laurel and Hardy flex tape-

[slfcare]

you can be a good, considerate person and it won’t necessarily mean being quiet and obedient whenever that’s expected of you. sometimes you’ll find yourself in a situation where you have to speak up to be taken seriously, or a situation where you have to be nasty and rude in order to get someone to get their hands off of you or leave you alone or respect you / your body. you’re allowed to use your voice to protect yourself and you’re allowed to get mad.

[funnytwittertweets]

[scundered]

some kid just skateboarded down my street crying

[candleandflame]

i remember crying on my skateboard skdjhfghdsk in the corner of the park because the world is so mean :( 

[ashstfu]

must i pursue a career? is it not enough to be obsessed with classic literature, books museums and old records?

[ashstfu]

and also, the moon. fuck how can i forget her

[candleandflame]

and the stars

[fanonical]

the house elves that do your laundry occasionally putting little notes in there like ‘i believe in you!’ and 'i hope you have a good day!’ just to perk up people they see struggling

[candleandflame]

oh thats adorable

[fanonical]

jk rowling really wrote thousands of words about wizarding america and yet the only mention of native american people is when their culture was being appropriated by white wizards for the name of their shitty school house

[fanonical]

ron weasley is one of my favourite character archetypes because he lives in this world where magic is a thing and just thinks it’s no big deal? like yeah, my brother turns into a wolf occasionally, it happens

[candleandflame]

sprout: be the lesbian plant witch with her own greenhouse that you want to see in the world

[lesbianshepard]

can not believe that a 70 year old senator actually uttered the phrase “ignorant slut” about bernie sanders on the senate floor.

[neonstahli]

Hi everyone. (Jan 6th)

I almost died Jan 5th in the wee hours of the morn. Humor aside, I’m sorry. My lungs stopped working entirely. Come to find out I was almost intubated from it all but I managed to wake up. Almost an hour afterwards. I can’t take screenshots of MyChart as much as I really wish I could. I’ll figure that out somehow. But my glucose spiked at 220, my WBC was fighting something so hard it was eating other shit in my blood. My charts were absolutely fucked. My chloride, potassium, lactates, and others were waaay over what they needed to be. Here’s a photo of some of my treatments that I can provide.

Yeah, you read it right. Fucking Narcan woke me up. Me, a person who only smokes weed for anxiety and to sleep, not often enough to even remotely warrant laced bs. And I share with two others in the house who are 100% fine. They found no toxicology evidence to back up an OD. No one fucking knows why I almost died but I did. No one knows what I could have ODed on. Or if I even did. But that’s the black and white, I was half-dead and that shit got my lungs to work again. So I’m grateful.

I’ve been in a lot of pain at home since that. My neck, my chest, it sucks a lot. It was that bad, and I don’t want to get into it here, but if people want to know, I’m open to telling them. You know the gist though.

I’m posting this because I know I’m going to have to take things light and easy. Work is going to be difficult for me and I may not be able to handle it well enough until I’m healed up, about 2 weeks or so. I’m asking for help for food, bills, etc. The roommates both got their collective 600’s and they were put into rent, which is good. My 600 has not arrived and I’m currently 136 in the negative just trying to survive. I’m unsure if it will and if it does it will help immensely. But for now I really do need help just surviving with necessities.

Thank you all for reading if you have, I wish that I didn’t have to do this again but something happened that was not right, and I really hope I can figure out what happened and keep my family here safe.

Look out for weird laced shit in even weirder shit, like I really have no damn idea what happened lol. But hey. I’m alive. That’s something.

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[neonstahli]

Jan 14th update

I lost the last post. This sucks a lot. Bear with my typos, i cant see or control my hands well. But. I went back to the hospital last night. Suffocating again. Still coherent this time. My WBCs spiked again twice as much and they were surprised i stayed awake and fought to do so. The monitor beeping at me was a help. But this was real. I got to take photos as best i can this time.

I need help since i cant go back to work right now. Was supposed do today. I was hooked to oxygen until i left around 2:35. I didnt breathe well until about 1:30ish. There is something going on sadly. My papers do say leukocytosis, and it is a concern. We’ll figure this out.

I want to make sure we have our house, and food. Thsts all. I know the kids can pick up a lot of slack, i know they can handle me down. But i want to get back up soon. If anyone can help us, i’d be beyond grateful.

Edit: this all was badly typoed earleir and I. Came baxk to fic the POST but keep the edit here as further proof of ehat is happenimg to me amd my hands and sight an dbrsim. Its like i cam be fine and fhen i suddenly lose all ability to comgrol my thumbd ams see amttihnh. A progression. If anyone has any insight on this i wouls love you forever. I havent spoken to my doctor yet but im hoping to hearbaxk doom. Also thsts tbr best typo so far so pleaze laugh at doom with me because oh my hod thats ironically good. Its the littls things in life. Love you guys

[neonstahli]

Jan 27th update

If its what they think ot may be, things are gonna take a turn. I’m struggling. Idk about the house, but I need help. If anyone can help me get money for ubers to appointments I’d really appreciate it. It’s 20 a trip there and back and my next one is hopefully Saturday if all goes well. I’m sick immensely and I need to fix it. Please if anyone can help, i really have no set prices because i have no clue what I need i just know, i need help. I need someone. I need therapy. Because I want to give up.

[neonstahli]

Feb 6th Update

So. Answers are slowly emerging. I have an appointment coming up I need 80 for, there and back. It’s to see if this is an autoimmune issue, and I’m nervous. Can anyone help me, I don’t quite know how I’m gonna do this myself.

Also, I could use another 40ish for food tonight and tomorrow if anyone can spare. I’m hungry tbh. It sucks. I want to try to eat something decent so badly.