Candles Burning At Midnight

21|Canada|Aquarius

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Check check

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Feeling bloated and icky but I’m still floaty and sexy🌑

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Humm.... I don’t know the answer to that question.

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Lately....

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Let’s not talk about how much food I’ve been consuming.

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Here’s me eating a hamburger with extra pickles and nothing eles, because sauces are gross and hamburgers are good so I didn’t feel one bit guilty for eating it.

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I work for four hours and forty-five minutes today, and that seems like to long even though I just clean and do my own thing. I’m also just anxious today. BUT my anxiety does not control me. I’m just tiered and hope I have a good sleep tonight. That’s it.

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I want to work out and get toned and loose my tummy or what ever... I just want to feel pretty and comfortable, but shouldn’t I already feel that way? Am I actually okay and healthy or should I eat even better and work out way more? I don’t know where the happy medium is and it’s hard to find balance with a distorted view.

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shadow of shame and insecurity

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Woke up and it was fall

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This was a good day of not feeling bloated and like my stomach is going to burst my pants when I breath (and because I found these pants that have been missing for four months in my sisters closet). I’ve lost almost all my muscle so that’s my goal is to tone up again and just keep going to hot yoga classes because I feel so damn good after them.

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Best thing ever

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I need to clean my room, but I don’t want to clean my room... but I’ll feel more relaxed and calm if I clean it.

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Got home at 12:49 because I work every Sunday at 10am. But still pretty dizzy, pretty drunk because I’m posting this pic... but feeling fine feeling like a happy fritter, about to take a shower.

Side note: there are no sheets on my bed. •make bed before going to sleep💤