CANDYCREEP @candycreepz - Tumblr Blog

candycreep / vivica , 8teen , menhera

she / they , demigirl & bisexual

love thrifting & drawing , my fav fashion styles are yami kawaii, pastel goth n gurokawa

MOSTLY VENTING & REBLOGGING , I BLOCK FREELY IDGAF

MAIN FANDOMS : fear and hunger (termina too), suda51, puppet combo, mlp, mp100, metalocalypse, menhera chan

FAV TUNES : jack off jill, genitorturers, ayesha erotica, SOPHIE, toxic lipstick, devi mccallion and all of her projects♡, heavenly, S3RL, uncle outrage, KMFDM, visual kei bands and so on im too lazy for that

btw im selfshipping with satoru gojo . im sharing (ig?) but i'd roast the hell out of you if you mischaracterize him seriously (certified fratjo hater)

TAGS

# f/o — about satoru

# me myself and i — about me :p

# muzak — my peak music taste

#vent blog #intro post #girl blogger #introduction #him #f/o #me myself and i #menhera #muzak

i love seeing their posts where they constantly blame themselves for everytning like yeah whatever lol

supporting someone feels like saying noo angel dont blame yourself💔💔💔 its hard tbh because most of the time i dont care

not proud of it

sometimes i wish i had empathy

#me myself and i

i feel kinda weird seeing others struggle

i just laugh at them (not in their face ofc cuz i would be such a shitty friend😭)

i become aware for a second thinking "why am i even laughing at this damn" and then idc about them again

maybe its my brain trying to make me feel guilty but im suppressing it or smth cant tell

#me myself and i

#muzak

im so bored

let me have a SMALL crush on someone (jk im gonna be obsessing over them) just for a little while

i want to feel something, really

do you remember him? still hate this jerk oh mt god hate him hate him hate him

#me myself and i

andimamericassweetheart

candycreepz

i need to suffer more to feel validated (?)

or whatever this is

im no psychologist really idk

these are not intrusive thoughts i think but i've dreamed about being raped or just beaten up brutally. i dont have any sexual trauma besides getting into watching porn at 8 so why

candycreepz

sometimes im still not really sure if something really did happen and i just dont remember it at all or its just in my head

i hope the latter

but at the same time i dont

fuck it seriously

#me myself and i

i just need to be the most mentally messed up person in the room i fucking hate yall

#me myself and i

candycreepz

i need to suffer more to feel validated (?)

or whatever this is

im no psychologist really idk

these are not intrusive thoughts i think but i've dreamed about being raped or just beaten up brutally. i dont have any sexual trauma besides getting into watching porn at 8 so why

candycreepz

when a friend of mine was venting to me about her cousin sexually assaulting her at a young age i was jealous. i was fucking jealous. i hate having these thoughts and honestly its disgusting im ngl

#me myself and i

i need to suffer more to feel validated (?)

or whatever this is

im no psychologist really idk

these are not intrusive thoughts i think but i've dreamed about being raped or just beaten up brutally. i dont have any sexual trauma besides getting into watching porn at 8 so why

#me myself and i

i hate always being competitive in my head

like no i realise that your problems are way worse than mine but ugh it should be the other way around i am the one who should have all this and go through horrible things

idk lol

#me myself and i

today was the worst day of my life

#me myself and i

i love satoru so much

currently having probably the worst art block of my life and i cant even draw him properly😭

btw does anyone else think that he developed high-functioning depression in his teenage years (and im sure asf it got even worse after suguru's death)? just me? okay

#f/o

i hate my mom

she was always emotionally abusing me and i cant wait to leave my home

unfortunately i have to finish studying here

im so sick of this

#me myself and i