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[candygrunts]

I've never seen this blog so empty and alone.

I'm sorry for deleting everything... I couldn't handle that weight anymore. And I know there's still so many reblogs, my history isn't going away. I only ever think about what people will think of me, not my enjoyment of things. Judgment takes over my mind.

I only want to be approved of.

All the art and stories I've received over the years. All the reassurance and suggestions from anons.

All gone because of one panic attack. Fuck this anon.

[candygrunts]

Please dont worry about that "you're mutuals with a cannibal" ask, I've seen at least 4 blogs + myself get the same one copy and pasted. The person definitely just sent it to mess with people

I'm fucking going to cry...

Thank you for telling me, Genuinely..

I guess..... Fuck man

I wouldnt doubt some of the shitty people on Tumblr would post ztuff like that

That did not go well with my anxiety

Now I feel a bit bad about deleting everything,..

I..deleted it all. I deleted all the sweet gentle messages from all my loving anons over the years. I want to cry. Why did I do that? I just cared more about my possible image than to keep up the sweet words and art and stories people submitted to me? Am I selfish?

Fuck...