What Can't Be Said Aloud

Can Still Be Typed... can't it?

[caringcoffeechats]

Whether or not you have a reason to be sad does not determine whether or not you’re actually sad.

[cant-say-suggestions]

If I could help it, I would. You really think I don’t realize how bad it is? You really believe I do this because I want to?

I say I hate myself for it, and you say I should. Well, no shit, but you’re still an ableist ass.

[cant-say-suggestions]

I can never let anyone know I’m feeling bad again because of what you did. You taught me to keep it all inside.

[cant-say-suggestions]

Is this effect you have on me the same as what's been affecting the boys that have been after you...? I can't let it affect me the same way... I don't want to risk our friendship over some unnatural obsession... I'd rather cut you off than hurt you the way they did...

[cant-say-suggestions]

I miss you with all of my heart but I was in the wrong. I was manipulative. Am I allowed to miss you or does that make me a worse person? I know what I did wrong and I want to fix it, not because I lost you, but because I HURT you.

[cant-say-suggestions]

The way you make me feel when I’m around you dulls everything else in comparison… I can’t get enough.

It’s enough to make me wish I’d never met you, because if you said the word, you’d have me pulled into your arms in an instant…

[seeking-suggestions]

You mustn’t presume to know who you are. It will require a lifetime to find out.

[cant-say-suggestions]

I feel like i know

But I've felt that more than once.

[gothicprep]

no offense but I’ve never gotten over anything that’s happened to me in my life

[seeking-suggestions]

Reject any thought or action that originates from a place of contempt; Embrace those that come from a place of compassion.

Do this not blindly, but with mind for your truest self, and the state of others.

[cant-say-suggestions]

It's hard. It's hard but I swear I try.

[seeking-suggestions]

Having a diagnosis doesn’t make anything wrong with you. You aren’t broken, you aren’t bad for receiving one.

You just have a map for where you already knew you were. It’s okay to use it.

[cant-say-suggestions]

No one can tell me how to feel or judge my emotions. Ever.

So stop trying.

[cant-say-suggestions]

I refuse to let you make me feel bad about my diagnosis. I feel bad enough as it is!

[herosuggestion]

Repeat after me: Having a personality disorder (and other mental illnesses) does NOT mean you are inherently abusive.

Mental Illness =/= Automatically Abusive

[cant-say-suggestions]

If I express my feelings at all, it'll manipulate you in some way, no matter what. But if it's bad to keep them to myself, I don't know how to be right.

[cant-say-suggestions]

You say you'll be with me forever but you still get so frustrated.. you'll give up soon...everyone does.. I'm sorry...

[cant-say-suggestions]

I fear I've lost the capacity to love or feel love, as much as I want it, as much as I need it.. It's gone. How could I possibly ask for you to care for me, when I am incapable of reciprocation? How dare I ask anything of you.

[cant-say-suggestions]

I hate the 14th of December.

That day will forever haunt me because of the man- no, boy who decided to throw away the love I tried to give and the help I gave him over the last five years I was with him. No longer will I have to be crushed under his despair and abuse, but will have to leave everything I knew. That was the day I started my relationship with him. And it was when I ended my relationship with him.

I hate the 14 of December.