Give Me A Reason To Stay

Hey I'm Alexi, I'm 21. I do NOT promote self harm in anyway, I just like to express how I feel as I'm sure you are aware and others feel a simular way to me. I spend a lot of my time alone, but I suppose I'm use to it now, Not that I want to be. If you want to ask me anything or inbox me random things then feel free.

[canyou-keep-mysecret]

Hey, you good?

Hey, I am okay thank you. Dont come on here much anymore though! Thank you for asking. How are you?

[canyou-keep-mysecret]

Feeling like shit after something that's happened but I'm going to try and enjoy my time off and deal with it when I get back. Time for drinks!!!

[canyou-keep-mysecret]

I've not had a really hobbie for years. All I do is work, come home go to sleep, go out but it feels forced. I dont find pleasure in most things and I've felt like that for a while.

[canyou-keep-mysecret]

Tumblr is my secret I forgot to use

[lback2kansas]

[my-innerdemons]

[s-ectumsempr4-blog]

[canyou-keep-mysecret]

Maybe I'll get tattoos, that is pain that no one can class as self harm.

[simonastefania]

“Even the silence has a story to tell you. Just listen. Listen.”

— Jacqueline Woodson, Brown Girl Dreaming (via books-n-quotes)

[coldforever-deactivated20171119]

We all died in 2012 this is hell

[canyou-keep-mysecret]

Is it strange to miss crying, self harming, being depressed, being how you used to be and looking back on the passed, what you did wrong. I feel so empty just laying here, lonely, wanting attention, I'll say it wanting someone to notice me.

[canyou-keep-mysecret]

Starting to feel empty again.

[canyou-keep-mysecret]

One of the biggest first world problems I hate is when you can’t sleep and your phone needs charging which means you’ll have to put it down and just lye(?) there

[canyou-keep-mysecret]

I don’t understand why I have conversations in my head with people who I won’t talk to, it’s so strange the thought of it though

[canyou-keep-mysecret]

Are any of my followers real people anymore or just these sex bots? They seem to be expanding....

[canyou-keep-mysecret]

I expect people to talk to me on here even though I never post, I guess I just Love the attention

[permeate]

“the saddest thing in life is seeing the person you love, happy with someone else”

— (via hatin)