𝔑𝔦𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔢 ♥︎ @cappuccino4eva - Tumblr Blog

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──୨ৎ── . ˖ ꒰𑁬 ♡ ໒꒱ ˖ . ──୨ৎ──

Welcome to my blog!!

About me:

♡ Hiii, im Nicole and I very recently joined tumblr

♡ im 15, turning 16 on 28.06

♡ ♋︎ cancer sun, ♑︎ capricorn moon, ♈︎ aries rising

♡ im bulgarian and I speak bulgarian, english and im learning german atm in school

♡ i have a dog and her name is Ariana and I love her so so so so much

♡ no creeps please so old men please DNI !! Thanks!

♡ i dont watch a lot of movies but i do watch a lot of shows.

im currently watching: teen wolf

others I've watched: pretty little liars ♡♡, gossip girl, the OC, one tree hill, the vampire diaries, sex and the city and i believe some more

and some from the small amount of movies: the perks of being a wallflower, white oleander, the virgin suicides, marie antoinette by sofia coppola, the bling ring and the 2 sex and the city movies

♡ I love: cappuccinos (as u can tell by my user lol), pink, lace, jeans, pinterest, fawns and deer, long walks in nature, music, summer, the sea, comfort, tea, my room, sleeping and dreaming and binge watching shows

♡ my fav music to listen to: lana del rey ofc, whirr, slowdive, deftones, TV girl, basically anything slightly alternative, shoegaze/ dream pop and a little rock and metal, I also rlly like addison rae and charli xcx

(and I wish I could put my fav songs also but there are just too many)

♡ I dress pretty basic with what I like: lace tank tops, cute thrifted shirts, henley tops, I basically live in jeans, some sweaters and hoodies, simple dresses and skirts in summer

⊹₊˚‧︵‿︵‿︵‿ ˖ ꒰𑁬 ♡ ໒꒱ ˖ ‿︵‿︵‿︵‧˚₊⊹

Some other socials:

♡ tik tok: @cappuccino4eva

♡ pinterest: @cappuccino4eva

⊹₊˚‧︵‿︵‿︵‿ ˖ ꒰𑁬 ♡ ໒꒱ ˖ ‿︵‿︵‿︵‧˚₊⊹

feel free to follow me here and/or there!! Im really looking for some friends around my age and moots and i'd love to find people with similar interests as mine :D

I post whatever as no one i know irl uses tumblr so I feel comfortable to kind of express myself haha.

Soo yeah feel free to check out my blog, dm me or ask me questions. And i hope im doing ok as a new girl blogger lol.

Sending lots of love, hugs and kisses and thanks for making it so far in this introductionnn!!

See yaa mwah!!

──୨ৎ── . ˖ ꒰𑁬 ♡ ໒꒱ ˖ . ──୨ৎ──

P.S. I love fawns smmm

#new girl blogger #girl blogger #deer girl #girlblogging #this is what makes us girls #tumblrina #lace #coquette #hell is a teenage girl #girlhood #i feel sick #im tired

beeeeeeeeeeeeeeware, the waaater. aaah aaah...

#deftones #girl blogger #girlblogging #beware #metal #shoegaze #music

#lana core #noir #lana del rey #fawn angel #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #this is a girlblog #girlhood #girl blogger #this is what makes us girls #lizzy grant #lana unreleased #coquette

cute fit today 🪽

#felt cute might delete later #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #this is a girlblog #girl blogger #girlhood #this is what makes us girls #lana core #coquette #lana del rey #lizzy grant #pink aesthetic #fawn angel #angelcore #gloomy

at the beginning of the year I made a deal with myself that this year I wont try to change myself in any way since im so tired and probably wont be able to finish anything I start. I decided I wont try to lose weight or be more active or study more or whatever. But at the same time icant even look at myself the way i am right now sometimes. And I would start and try again. For the 10th time, for the 3rd year in a row. And it had a result, a positive one but I just came crashing down from there. Im honestly struggling, a lot in certain moments, with myself and who I am and what I do and what I feel and why I am like that. So I thought I wouldn't restrict myself atleast not for some time bc im okay with the way I look for now (although I was and still am wayy to far from my "dream body") and I guess that made me gain some weight but I dont really feel like doing anything about it rn. And I dont want to think about it bc even more self hatred gets poured on my head. I just cant do it. So I guess this year im just going to exist and do what makes me feel okay. Bc im honestly tired of constantly trying to change something about myself. And I still absolutely hate what I see in the mirror sometimes. But atleast it isnt every time anymore right? I mean that has to count for something I guess.

#i think about you all the time #deftones #private music #girlblogging #this is a girlblog #girl blogger #girlhood #hell is a teenage girl #lana core #lana del rey #lizzy grant

#source pinterest #girlblogging #im just a girl #ive never felt so alone #all of us are dead #studying #hell is a teenage girl #girlhood #this is a girlblog

It only hurts bc its true

#mars argo #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #this is a girlblog #girlhood

I feel so guilty that I feel sick. my nose is runny and my mascara is melting on my cheeks.

should I even go clean my face or my tears did it for me already?

#why am i like this #digital dairy #hell is a teenage girl

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my feelings compressed into an image

I like hate myself so much x

#girl blogger #hell is a teenage girl #girlhood

I feel the fatigue on my body, on my shoulders, on my back. I feel my eyelids closing and my brain all mushy and slow. I feel that faint dull pain in my shoulder as if its starting to give up. I feel so stressed and tired that my mind starts forming the illusion of that peaceful feeling i never seem to reach. I feel helpless infront of the mountains of work I've missed and have yet to do. I feel desperate for comfort, for sleep, for peace, for that gentle sunray creeping through my curtains on a warm fresh morning, maybe even for the sweet innocent toucht of a boy grown enough to see the real me and hold me in his arms and reassure me, making me forget about all of my worries and pains, accepting me for who I am, for the parts of me i show no one except myself and God, no matter how ugly they are.

I feel desperate for relief.