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luckylluminati

“Once the heart gets too heavy with pain, People don’t cry. They just turn silent. Completely silent.”

wordslaver

I dreamt of you and woke up bleeding from old wounds I thought were healed.

itallstartedwithakiss

lovingregs

When you ask me what’s wrong, I’m not sure what to say. Do you wanna hear how I wish I could crawl out of my own skin because it doesn’t feel much like home anymore? Do you wanna hear how I don’t mind the voices in my head or the ringing in my ears because then I know I’m not alone? Do you wanna hear how I can’t stand to look in the mirror anymore because I don’t know what self love is? Do you wanna hear about how I’m not sure what love is because it’s something so foreign to me? Do you wanna hear about how I cant sleep much anymore so I often find myself thinking about everything I wish I could change. Do you wanna hear about how I’m not even sure why I’m sad, I just know that this hole inside me shouldn’t be here. I know that these things are things you don’t need to hear, so instead I tell you I’m fine, just a little tired

(tired)