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private & selective roleplay blog for STEVEN GRANT ROGERS. formerly CAPTAIN AMERICA HEAVILY DIVERGENT
promo. rules. love of his life.
“Can everyone just cool it?”
"slut."
I get it from you.
@captrogers || Cont from here.
Steve knew the risk, but he was already in too deep. Despite the timelines and the inevitable heartache, he had fallen in love with this Bucky. The time they spent together had stitched their lives into something he couldn't, and didn't want to, break. Steve reached out, gently brushing a stray hair lock from Bucky's forehead. "I would, Bucky," he whispered. His voice was steady despite the turmoil inside. "Every moment with you is worth whatever comes after." Steve captured Bucky's lips again, his touch tender yet fervent. As their kiss deepened, he slowly moved his hands to undo Bucky's pants, feeling the warmth between them grow. He paused for a moment, pulling back slightly to meet Bucky's eyes. "I love you, Bucky," Steve confessed, the words carrying all the weight of his heart. "No matter what happens, I want you to know that." Steve knew that expressing those feelings was a gamble, especially with the looming threat of being torn apart by circumstances beyond their control. Yet, he couldn't hold back anymore. The truth needed to be said, even if it meant facing heartache.
Steve carefully helped Bucky slide his pants and briefs down. Their movements are synced silently. With his gentle guidance, he guided Bucky in turning around so he lay softly on his stomach across from the table. Steve smiled as he admired Bucky's bare form, appreciating the trust and vulnerability between them. He leaned in, kissing Bucky's spine. "You're mine," Steve murmured, his voice a mix of possession and tenderness as his tongue traced a path down Bucky's back. "No one else gets to see you like this, feel you like I do," he continued, each word punctuated by a kiss. "I'll protect you from everything, even if it means fighting the world." Steve sucked gently on Bucky's skin, leaving a trail of tender marks as he moved lower. The sight of Bucky beneath him, so open and trusting, made Steve's heart race and his desire grow. His body responded. His cock twitched with eagerness and longing. He pulled back and quickly undid both his pants and briefs, letting them slide down to his ankles before stepping out of them. The cool air against his skin heightened his senses. Steve, now exposed, took a steady breath as he prepared to guide himself forward. He gathered some saliva, letting it drip onto his hand before spreading it along his length and towards Bucky's entrance. Carefully, he spread Bucky's cheeks apart, giving him comfort and care.
Steve gently eased himself inside Bucky, letting Bucky adjust to the intrusion. He moaned softly. The sensations of warmth and tightness overwhelmed him at that moment. Paused to make Bucky comfortable. Steve's mind raced as he considered the whirlwind of emotions swirling around him. He knew it was all happening so fast, but the thought of losing Bucky, of not having this moment again, urged him on. With a gentle shift, he whispered. "Are you okay if I move?" Hoping for Bucky's comfort and readiness. Steve's cock felt incredible inside Bucky, surpassing everything he had imagined. His hands roamed over Bucky's back, tracing the curves of his muscles as he moaned softly, savoring the intimacy between them. As his hips moved slightly, he was mindful of Bucky's responses, allowing the rhythm to build naturally between them. Steve's fingers tangled gently in Bucky's hair, feeling the silken strands slip through his grasp. He groaned deeply, overwhelmed by the intensity of their connection and the sheer pleasure coursing through him. "You feel incredible." Steve breathed, his voice rough with emotion, as he savored every exquisite moment shared between them.
"Steve.." The other's name rolled off his tongue so easily as his hands reached over, taking a light hold of the captain's shirt as Bucky pressed himself against him. Steve's presence was so intoxicating at times - it was a miracle that it took this long before the brunette pinned the other against the nearest wall. He exhaled softly, brushing his lips against the blonde's, closing his eyes for just a moment before blue met blue once more. Fingertips let go of the other's shirt so they could travel upward, coming to rest upon Steve's shoulders.
"How long are you going to keep me waiting..?" [I'm not sorry.]
Where are you from?
Those words made the soldier pause. Steve was smart - and James was a fool for trying to play it off, thinking it'd work. A frown found its way upon his face rather quickly before he sighed. If that was how it was going to go, then he couldn't try to walk around the massive fucking problem that was just this whole ordeal. He closed his eyes, bringing a hand up to his forehead as he tilted his head to the side. Yeah, still a terrible liar if you knew him perfectly. Whatever, he would move on from this slip up rapidly.
"Look, I had to try, alright?" He finally sighed. "Ain't the first time I've been tossed around, but this time it seems more alarming, considering what you've just said." His voice was barely above a whisper, mostly to keep other bystanders from listening to their conversation. Sure, it was a bit shocking to hear that in this timeline, he was dead, but at the same time, anything could be possibly nowadays with this multiverse crap that he heard about - and, sadly, experienced. James took a moment to look over his shoulder, blue eyes carefully scanning their surroundings before he reached up, taking his sunglasses from where they hung on his shirt, only to put them back on.
Yeah, it was better if he kept those on for the time being. At least it would hide one of his more easily recognizable features - pale blue eyes that seemingly stared into your soul.
"Glad to see that you're always thinking ahead." He commented, voice soft though a saddened smile would be the only thing that would show itself on his lips. That was something that he had terribly missed, how quick Steve always was to come up with something when a problem arose. His heart ached, ached so badly but he knew better than to wear his heart on his sleeve. Years of keeping things to himself, knowing that it was better handled this way, mostly so that he didn't burden others - it was something that he tried to not do, but old habits would die hard, especially in the face of someone that cared so deeply.
And someone that he, himself, cared so deeply for.
"Mm." the hum was low in his throat. "Makes sense." A nod followed those words. If there was anyone that would have a damn clue about how to get him back into his own timeline, it'd be Strange. It was better to avoid anyone else, too, they couldn't know that he was around -- he didn't want to think about what it'd cause in terms of damage, honestly. He felt a shiver jump down his spine at the thought. No, think about something else, he told himself as he refocused his attention.
Shove everything back, focus on what was happening and later think back on everything that was felt.
"Lead the way, pal."
Steve gave a reassuring nod and started walking, leading the way with a steady stride. Even with his calm demeanor, his mind was racing with questions and worries about the implications of their current situation. He couldn't help but wonder what it would mean for both of them if things went awry, but his resolve to help his friend remained unshaken as they approached his nearby apartment. As Steve pulled out his key, a memory flashed before his eyes- him and Bucky, younger and full of hope, standing in the same hallway. He could still hear Bucky’s infectious laugh echoing in his mind, and it sent a shiver down Steve's spine. The apartment had been their home, a place where they could be themselves, and the thought of those simpler times brought a bittersweet smile to his face.
"Sorry about the state of the place." Steve murmured as he turned the key in the lock. "It's not quite what it used to be." He hesitated for a moment, his gaze softening as he glanced back at Bucky. The apartment, once filled with laughter and friendship, now felt like a hollow shell, a reminder of what had been lost. As the door swung open, Steve was immediately greeted by Alpine, the small white cat, glaring up at him with an unmistakable look of displeasure. Her soft, insistent meows filled the entryway, expressing her annoyance at his prolonged absence. Steve chuckled softly, bending down to scratch her behind her ear. "I know, I know." He said apologetically.
"I'm sorry I kept you waiting." Alpine had been Bucky's pride and joy, a little furball that had somehow managed to worm her way into the heart of even the most hardened soldier. When she first met Steve, she had been wary, her green eyes watching him with a suspicion that bordered on disdain. But over time, the shared absence of Bucky had forged a bond between them; they were both left with a void that only Bucky had filled. Steve had never had the chance to tell Bucky how much he truly meant to him, but in Alpine, he found a connection to the man they both loved and missed dearly.
Steve got up, closing the door once Bucky entered, before heading to the kitchen to get Alpine her dinner. The small cat, however, remained near the door, her eyes wide open as she stared at Bucky. She was trying to comprehend this familiar yet different version of her owner. Steve watching her with a knowing smile, understanding the confusion she must have felt. As Alpine approached Bucky, brushed against his legs and let out soft purrs, as if marking him with her scent. Her small meows were filled with curiosity and recognition, acknowledging this new yet familiar presence. Steve settled her dinner down in her bowl, but Alpine seemed determined to stay close to Bucky.
She climbed onto his shoulder, her little face nudging his affectionately. Steve watched the tender moment before clearing his throat. A hint of sadness in his voice. "I'm sorry." He said softly. "It hasn't been the same without him." Steve sighed, remembering how Alpine would cry for Bucky, her meows echoing through the apartment with a heart-wrenching intensity. It had been so bad that Steve often had to hold her close, offering comfort even when she squirmed and resisted. Those moments had been their shared solace, a way to cope with the aching absence of the one they both missed dearly. "Is your Alpine like this too?" Steve asked, his voice tinged with curiosity and melancholy. "Does she act the same way when you're not there?"
He had become used to busy streets, so to just see how empty they were, it caused James to be rather wary. Something felt strange, rather off, but he couldn't put his finger onto why. And because of that, he had made sure to keep himself somewhat well undercover - hair partly tied in a messy bun, a pair of sunglasses worn to hide his eyes, a jacket that was a shade lighter due to being worn yet still held firm from what had been probably years of wear and tear and a pair of gloves to make sure that his metal arm was out of sight entirely. It was perfect - at least, to the eyes of those that knew nothing of him, but he did not expect to be recognized the moment he dipped his glasses low enough to take a better look at some newspaper stand. He froze, knowing that voice all too well despite how many years it had been since he had actually heard it. Even if it was barely a whisper - he could hear it. He knew the other knew he could hear him, that enhanced hearing from the serum never failed him.
And he wished, he so wished that it would have failed him in this moment. He stood still for a moment, avoiding glancing over to the source of that voice - toward Steve.
The soldier found himself frowning, brows furrowing as his eyelids fell half shut before he eventually looked over, blue eyes meeting almost matching blues. It was indeed him - Steve Rogers. And he seemed just as surprised to see him, too. James's lips parted to let out a breath but he found himself taking a small step back when the other came closer, his voice dying in his throat as he was pulled into a tight embrace. Eyes wide, unsure if he should even return the gesture, the brunet found himself feeling a variety of emotions.
From his body screaming to push him away, that it was just his imagination and it was better to walk away, to his mind being flooded with too many memories - their time back in Brooklyn, when Steve had saved him and many others from Hydra, to their missions together, to when he fell from that train.. Then to their reunion decades later under that bridge. It was overwhelming, too overwhelming that he hated the fact all he could do was stand there, tense, unable to process what to do in this situation.
All because of he recalled that Steve was supposed to be dead. He wasn't supposed to be here. So what the hell was this?
“Steve…?” His voice was quiet but loud enough to be heard by the other soldier. A faint tremble went through his limbs as he tried to take control of his body once more, his aversion to touch be damned. His left hand would rise up, taking his sunglasses off before he returned the embrace, just as tight as his eyes fell shut. It was real - very real.
This wasn't some sort of illusion, even less an hallucination from his mind. This was Steve, in flesh.
He couldn't find words to express anything, remaining quiet - at least, until the blonde pulled away. He remembered – remembered how physical contact made him feel when it overstayed its welcome, but James would forgive him for the time being. There was more pressing matters at hand than that. Taking a step back, he carefully hung his sunglasses from the collar of his shirt before his right hand came up to rub at the bridge of his nose. Focus, Bucky, focus. His gaze eventually returned up to Steve's face, yet avoided full on eye contact, as the other spoke, the question making the brunet blink once, then twice.
How is this possible?
It made him realize a single thing. This wasn't his time. Far from it. He scratched at his cheek rather sheepishly as he pursed his lips for a moment, his gaze lowering to his feet. Should he say anything that he knows? He would have to be careful with his questions and answers, wouldn't he?
“I'm not sure what you mean with that, Steve.” James finally spoke out after taking a moment to think it over. Considering the shock, the disbelief and the joy that he had noticed cycling through the other's blue eyes and face, he could perhaps make a guess of where he had landed and it made a shiver of dread crawl up his spine, causing the soldier's hands to toy with the fabric of the end of his jacket's sleeves before stuffing them into its pockets. No, he couldn't show that he was this nervous, not at all, it would bring only more questions to a conversation that would be long.
And god he hated having too much to talk. He hated talking.
“How is what possible?” He dared to echo the question, trying to brace himself for whatever the answer would be. That terrible feeling that he was sensing, it made him feel like any word that he spoke were trying to squeeze out of his throat - they felt heavy on his tongue, on his mind, as blue eyes carefully examined Steve's face to keep track of the various little changes within it - some sort of way to make sure he wasn't going to interpret the situation wrong. That was the last thing that he'd want to do.
He just hoped - hoped that this wasn't what he thought it'd be.
Steve's lips curled into a small, knowing smile, relief and recognition washed over his features. He wasn't stupid, the clues were all there, and this Bucky was indeed from another timeline. This was a version of a friend he never thought he would encounter. "Where are you from?" Steve asked calmly, not wanting to frighten this version of Bucky. He knew that meddling with timelines could have unpredictable consequences, as Tony had warned him. This Bucky's presence might disrupt the delicate balance of their reality. Steve couldn't help but feel a mixture of nostalgia and sadness, seeing Bucky looking just as he did before his tragic end. It was as if time had folded in on itself, bringing him back a piece of the past he had long mourned.
He wondered what stories this Bucky carried with him, what trials he had faced in his own timeline, and whether they could form a connection that transcended the boundaries of their separate realities. Steve sighed softly. "I see even in another timeline, you're still a horrible liar." He said with a teasing smile. The familiarity of Bucky's deception attempt brought back memories of their youth, when Steve could always tell when Bucky wasn't telling the whole truth. It was comforting in a way, a reminder that some things remain unchanged no matter the time or place.
Steve couldn't shake the feeling that there was a significant reason behind this encounter. Was Bucky sent here for a purpose, or was it a mere accident of cosmic proportions? Steve's mind was racing with possibilities, but one thing was clear. He needed to find out why Bucky had appeared in his world and what it meant for both their futures."Even if you don't know how you ended up here, you need to understand the impact of your presence," Steve continued, his tone turning serious. "In this timeline, your death was a turning point, something that shaped the course of events dramatically.
Having you here could change everything, for better or worse." Steve hoped Bucky would grasp the gravity of the situation and work with him to uncover the reason behind his unexpected arrival. He couldn't help but remember the day Bucky sacrificed himself to save the Avengers and the Thunderbolts. It was a selfless act that cemented his legacy as a hero. Steve always knew Bucky was destined for greatness, even when others doubted him. The memory of that fateful day was bittersweet, filled with pride and sorrow. Now, seeing this alternate Bucky, Steve wondered if fate offered closure.
Steve's heart ached as he looked at this version of Bucky, a painful reminder of all the words left unspoken between him and his own Bucky. There was so much he wished he could have said, apologies and gratitude that never found their voice. The presence of this alternate Bucky only deepened the void of what was lost, making Steve wonder if he'd ever find peace with the past he couldn't change."We need to find a way to get some answers." Steve said, his mind already formulating a plan.
"Strange, they might be able to help us understand how you ended up here." But until then, we need to keep you out of sight. If anyone sees you, it'll raise too many questions, and the consequences could be disastrous." Steve knew they had to tread carefully to avoid altering their delicate world balance. "We can head to my place for now," Steve said, glancing around to ensure they weren't being watched. It would provide them with a secure environment to strategize their next steps without attracting unwanted attention. "Once we are there, we can figure out the best way to approach Strange and get the answers we need."
cont.
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Steve's eyes widened in disbelief, his mind racing to process the sight before him. This couldn't be real - Bucky was supposed to be gone, lost in time and tragedy. Yet here he was, standing right in front of him, looking bewildered. Steve took a cautious step forward, desperately trying to reconcile this impossible reality. His voice barely a whispered as he said. "Bucky?" He couldn't mistake that unruly hair and those piercing eyes, not even after all these years. Memories flooded back, each one reinforcing the undeniable truth that this was indeed his old friend. "It's really you, isn't it?" Steve's voice was filled with a mix of hope and disbelief, as if speaking too loudly might shatter the fragile moment. Overcome with emotion, Steve closed the distance between them and pulled Bucky into a tight embrace, holding onto him as if afraid to let go. Tears welled up in his eyes as the reality of the reunion slowly sank in. He didn't care about how or why, only that Bucky was here, alive and real. The mysteries of the universe could wait, for now, all that mattered was that they were together again.
Steve clung to the moment, savoring the relief and joy of having his friend back, unwilling to let anything spoil this unexpected reunion. Steve quickly pulled back, realizing that he might have overwhelmed Bucky with his sudden embrace. There were so many questions swirling in his mind, each begging for an answer. "How is this possible?" Steve asked, his voice filled with urgency and curiosity, eager to understand the miracle unfolding before him. Bucky had been presumed dead after a mission with the Avengers went catastrophically wrong, and the guilt had haunted Steve ever since. He had replayed those final moments countless times in his mind, wondering if he could have done something differently to save his friend. To see Bucky standing here now, alive, was like a dream Steve never dared to hope for, and it filled him with a sense of overwhelming relief and joy he could hardly express.