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[carltonlassie]

i draw sometimes: #drawings

i write and ramble about fics sometimes: #ff / AO3

i make gifs sometimes: #my gifs

My askbox is always open for anything!

[carltonlassie]

I cried at work today which wouldn't be as embarrassing since I work from home except I cried on a goddamn 1:1 zoom call lmao 😭

[carltonlassie]

The FUNNY thing tho is that the entire time I was thinking that this call felt like a freaking meldorama bc I was sobbing n being like everything is wrong (bc it is, the entire team is rotten to the core) and he kept on saying if he's contributing to the problem then he's sorry and kept apologizing for something he doesnt even 100% get. And I'm like why are you doing this to me ur my EX (manager) for a reason

[carltonlassie]

I cried at work today which wouldn't be as embarrassing since I work from home except I cried on a goddamn 1:1 zoom call lmao 😭

[hornestills]

[dahlia-molinas]

if christopher nolan was really the visionary and ground-breaking director everyone claims he is he would have cast ben affleck as penelope

[paparoach]

i will be your 30 year old mutual

[carltonlassie]

real ones will remember that back when we didn't have emojis we used to use chinese characters to do thumbs up 乃乃乃

[vee-dmsr]

[carltonlassie]

how do u get over the fact that when ur creating something there's this side effect of creating a lot of junk/trash? like when ur physically creating sth, you get scraps of paper, fabric, wood, clay, paint chips etc etc and even digitally you get scrap sketches or sentences that just take up physical storage space and it's just a byproduct of the creative process that you kinda have to learn to sit with. but then it's like i just feel like im generating trash and only trash. even the ending result is paperweight that takes up space that eventually turns into trash (like how ur parents don't keep ur childhood drawings and sculptures etc)

[carltonlassie]

[shakeyhorne]

rare aesthetic…. miserable teacher!greg core

[blueblue73]

thinking of miserable teacher greg to this verse from piano man

[brucespringsteencomments]

[speedlimit15]

#MyFunAnxietyDotCom

[carltonlassie]

Yesterday evening I accidentally had caffeinated tea and normally I can't ever fall asleep if I have caffeine past noon but I forced myself to go on a jittery run until my HR hit 160 within 5 minutes so that I can fall asleep at a reasonable 1am .... and then i woke up from a. Nightmare I guess where a foot fetishist peeled my socks and started stabbing them with a paring knife. So what I'm saying is that the effects of caffeine can only be positive

[hornestills]

[itmightrain]

oh they like him so much

[carltonlassie]

We were doing sprint planning with an operations guy who means super well but he has no idea what we work on/any domain knowledge (and none of my manager or the lead was present in the meeting #irresponsible) and I had to tell him about my overarching RAG (retrieval augmented graph; ai industry term) project support and he genuinely thought I was supporting an Indian dude named Rag (Raghu? Unclear) and I'm like I don't even know man I know you're out of your depth and you're trying your best but this is just. it's funny but I'm not even laughing at this point bc this is the last straw actually