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@carmellie
Carm, late 20s, lesbian, she/her
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-> Currently working on: See You Next Summer (angst/fluff/ smut?)
My blog mostly consists of tlou2 content & random ramblings abt my life
i will always wait for syns. i love the universe you created and your way with words. even if you don’t continue the story, i will always enjoy your writing, you are very talented!
Aww you’re the sweetest! Thank you so much!!
I was actually just reading syns and the last draft I was working on last week. I’ve had some huge changes in my life the last year but things are finally starting to settle. No promises but I’m rly hoping to pick it back up some time.
I appreciate your kind words! 🤍
HARD TIMES (hockey!ellie hcs)
wc/cw: 5k wc, inaccurate hockey terminology & plays but I’m Canadian so its fine, all university teams are made up—i think, lowkey ooc but shes actually not so, Ellie in a backwards cap fuck im wet, shes so cutie i love her so much, lore drop idc i love worldbuilding, frat parties??? And they play good music??? Reader is fem presenting and uses she her pronouns. Pet names, (pretty girl, baby) no angst! Tf.. smut but it’s not part of the “plot” (fingering —e+r!rec, pussy eating, strap—r!rec) not proofread.. i dont care bye this is crack
For my love @elsfawns <3
Hockey!ellie who enters the freshman year season with too much ambition. She steps onto the ice with the kinda determination that gets her heated more than it does playing. Her fists meet face more than her shots meet the net, and that's not a good thing.
Now, Hockey!ellie is not a benchwarmer, she plays left wing like it's her job, like she was born for it. Because truthfully—she was. She really fucking was.
She was spotted at one of her high school tournaments after the coaches were sent her highlight reels by another schools head coach with the question of “who gets her?” So yeah, she was made for this.
In her senior year she was officially committed to UofSB and the Santa Barbara Suns. It was a dream come true, and also somehow her worst nightmare at the same time. She packed up everything she could fit in her suitcase and carry on and flew from Wyoming to California.
That brought her here, a junior with too much of a temper and way too much confidence for a girl her height. And as far as she was concerned, she would make the next two seasons her bitch.
Hockey!ellie thrives on the crowd. The way they cheer, the signs that they make, all the teenage girls and adult women who were sitting there questioning their sexuality. She loved every minute of it, and with no shame.
Her teammates would tease her and call her an attention junkie in the locker rooms, but she really couldn’t help it—and, have you seen her? The attention was bound to happen, it’s not her fault.
Hockey!ellie who sports the number 13 like she owns the damn thing and is called by her last name more than she is her first. Abby nicknamed her wet Williams after a particularly difficult match against Tennessee, but it didn’t stick for anyone else. Williams was her name to those who mattered now, and she didn't mind.
Hockey!ellie who dresses like a seventeen year old boy…unironically. Her closet is filled with plain t-shirts and grey sweats that sit dangerously low, but high enough to keep her pg-13. She adorns the occasional pair of jeans when she can, but the amount of athletics she does keeps her falling back onto whatever’s the comfiest, leaving her in sweats, a tee and her dark green snap back, which is arguably her most recognizable asset. Besides her activity on the ice, or in the bed.
Hockey!ellie whose team consists of possibly the best people she's ever met. Woodward, her situationship from freshman year who's a year older than her but somehow still manages to act several years younger, on right wing, Vi (or just lanes) who keeps all the shots out of the net sits on left defenseman, and her best friend and also worse enemy Abby Anderson who stays in the net, her bulky body and insane reflexes keeping most pucks far from their goal. There were a few other girls who she didn’t spend as much time with, like Cat, their awkwardly hot forward, and the right defenseman, a shy but equally as ambitious blonde called Tate. Together, they were a team. Most days.
Hockey!ellie who, unfortunately, frequents frat parties… the sports teams are almost always given priority simply because they played sports, and they had the good shit, so…
She arrives with Dina, that same old green hat twisted backwards on her head, the rim sitting far enough on her forehead to push the beak into her neck. Her sweats were grey and as low as always.
She was supposed to show up in her jersey, they were celebrating another win for the team, one more step closer to finals. But instead, she rocked a black “I heart boobs” shirt, with full confidence. It was ridiculous.
Hockey!ellie who comes across you at this party. Dressed in an outfit that hugged you perfectly, while humming along to Roses by the chainsmokers, she was drawn to you immediately. She spots you by the drink table, alone and clearly not drunk in the slightest.
So why doesn't she change that?
“Hey! I haven't seen you around—ever, what’s your name?!” She shouts over the music as she approaches you, toothy grin getting bigger as she separates from her friends.
You notice a few looks being thrown in her direction from who you can assume to be her friends, and…teammates? You give her your name as she leans around the counter she throws hers back at you, eyes squinted and very red.
“I think I've seen you, actually…are you on the hockey team?” The realization sets in, you had recognized her…like, everywhere. Girls complaining about her ghosting them, advertisements for the youth hockey camp that your school put on every summer, parties.
She laughs, “Yeah, Yeah…that's me. Hey can I get you a dri—”
“Ellie lets go!” A voice rudely interrupts, stumbling into her as they pull her away from you. She stutters out a loud curse and a promise to come find you later. You're sure you got whiplash somehow.
Hockey!ellie who quickly forgets about your seconds-long interaction after she gets pulled into a game of beer pong with Abby and her friends.
Hockey!ellie forgets to find you later…instead opting to party hop with most of her teammates to some guy's place across campus.
Hockey!ellie who meets another girl, while cross faded out of her mind. A southern girl with bouncy curls and doe eyes that can kill, she wasn't as pretty as you, or as intriguing—but she was a girl, and she was all over Ellie.
Hockey!ellie who wakes up on someone’s couch, shirt on the floor and her arm draped over that same girl from last night. She can’t remember her name, and she's unsure if she wants to. But there is another one that crosses her mind, yours.
Hockey!ellie curses herself soo hard. She talked to you for .5 of a second, then dipped and proceeded to fuck someone else…what’s her problem?? Like seriously.
Hockey!ellie whose instagram screen time goes up significantly on her bus ride home, wired headphones that she fished outta her denim pockets plugged in while she searched far and wide for your profile.
You, on the other hand, have already dismissed the interaction entirely. You brushed it off as Ellie trying to get in your pants, or talk to you for a few weeks and then blow you off like you heard she did with others. Yikes.
Hockey!ellie who stays in a house with a few of her teammates, Abby, vi and Dina, her closest and lowkey her only friends.
The second she walks in Saturday morning, hickies adorning her neck and her short wrinkled to the gods, Dina starts cackling. Then her two other friends proceed to clown her until she’s forced to retreat into her room, for the rest of the night.
Hockey!ellie who spends her week sulking… literally sulking. She huffs at the dinner table, sighs while she shares a joint with Jesse, and drags her feet to class like a freshman who made the stupid decision of choosing all 8ams.
She asked about you, looked for your social media’s, she even asked the dean if she could get a copy of your class schedule. “Get lost, Williams.” He replied. She sighed and moped her way to practice.
Eventually the week comes to its end, Ellie’s still frustrated with your complete disappearance, but now she's got other things to prioritize. Like, school and hockey and now it’s Friday, and she's at another party.
This time, Sex on fire is playing, and she's taking shots with a group of guys she's only met once or twice, probably at other parties.
This time she's in a white GOLF WANG tee, and a pair of baggy jeans that she's sure were made for someone’s brother. She adorns the same green hate as she always does, and a silver chain hangs off her neck.
This time, she will find you… and she will get your number! She hopes.
Hockey!ellie searches for you in every room she enters. She lets her eyes not-so-discreetly pan over the backyard when she goes out to smoke a joint with Jesse and his girl, and goes up to a girl with a similar hair colour as yours in hopes that its you.
When she finally does spot you, you aren't alone. You're with a friend that she's seen around the frat a few times in her awkward number of visits. A boy named Ken that she's sure is gay, but she can't be sure yet.
Vi pointed you out to her, lightly slapping her shoulder with the back of her hand and pointing in your direction. “Ain’t that your girl?” She points, eyebrow raised as Ellie basically starts vibrating in her spot.
“Yeah, yes! Shit—I’ll be right back.” She rambles, licking her lips and smoothing down her shirt as she makes her way over to the drink table.
She approaches…strongly.
“Heyy! Long time no see.” She drawls, the alcohol practically dripping from her voice. She wraps a hand around your shoulder, and reaches the other one out for your friend to take.
“Im Ellie, hi,” she introduces, lets your friend reluctantly take her hand and shake it gently. She watches as he throws you a knowing look, winks, and then grabs his drink and leaves.
Ellie smirks, looking down at you. Your face was even prettier than she remembers it to be, she thinks she might pass out.
“Well, looks like it’s just us now.” She chuckles awkwardly, eyes not moving from your face.
“Hi, Ellie…” you laugh, looking back up at her. The immediate tension was almost comical, like it was impossible for two people to ‘click’ that fast.
You blush under her gaze, moving your eyes back to the table. She chuckles again, that cocky sound that you’re sure has had multiple girls to drop their panties.
“I guess I should apologize for last time, huh? We were so rudely interrupted.” She pulls you closer, the scent of her cologne filling your nostrils as your face collides with her body.
“So.. Can I make you a drink? What’s in here?” She smiles, grabbing your cup from your manicured fingers and bringing it up to her nose. She grimaces at the smell of the drink.
“Supposedly a ‘martini’ but, it kinda just tastes like shit.” You make air quotes around the title of the drink, laughing as you speak.
“This is just not right.” She snarks, pulling her arm from your shoulders. She pulls you closer to the table, discarding your cup completely and filling a new one for you. Half juice half…something..
“Okay, try this, pretty girl.” She smiles, passing the cup to you cautiously. You accept it, taking a careful sip of the drink. She licks her lips, awaiting your reaction.
You nod around the cup. “Mmm! It's good!” You smile, taking another large gulp of the liquid.
Ellie laughs, awkwardly shuffling as a blonde girl wedges herself in front of you. You give her a look and tug on the sleeve of her shirt. “Let’s go somewhere quieter?” You suggest, already pulling her out of the kitchen.
She catches a look from vi…one that's a little too demeaning. Ellie shakes her head no, and vi throws her a rather graphic message with her fingers. Ellie flips her off, letting you drag her wherever you want her.
“What are your intentions with me, pretty girl? Cause…I don't have any condoms.” She jokes, letting your hand move from her t-shirt sleeve to the skin on her arm, then eventually her own hand.
“Oh, please…I’m not like you Ellie.” You fire back, letting go of her as you walk out the clear sliding door at the back of the house. She chuckles, following you out the back door.
The backyard is almost empty, a few stoners lay under a tree at the back of the yard, and a man lingers by the fence with a cigarette, but for the most part it's secluded.
The two of you settle into a gentle rhythm of conversation, the low hum of music plays in the background. It's not loud enough to be interrupting, but it eggs the conversation on in a way. Like a push forward.
Hockey!ellie who talks to you for hours. She spends her entire night getting to know you on that back porch, telling the ins and outs of her life without a twinge of shame. Her hockey career, her major, the time she fell off her roof and broke the fuck out of her nose right before a tournament.
You found out that she was majoring in astrophysics with a minor in general physics and worked at the record store downtown whenever she could. You called her crazy, she just sighed and told you “it is what it is” before taking another hit of her cigarette.
That night she left with your number and too much excitement.
Hockey!ellie texts you nonstop. Like, it's actually bordering on annoying the amount of times she'll text you during the day. Memes, TikTok’s, random updates on her life that you frankly shouldn’t care for…
Ellie, 3:12 am
Heyy
Ellie, 3:12 am
u up?
Ellie, 3:12 am
nvm… youre not up.
Ellie, 4:09 am
look at the TikTok i sent you lmaooo
You, 7:07 am
good morning! I was not up.
Ellie, 2:34 am
sorry i just woke up
wyd
Hockey!ellie who spends her days (and her nights) tirelessly flirting. Like, incessant amounts of flirting.
She replies to your stories, calls you pet names, sends you thirst apps that somehow don't make you cringe. She calls you while she's cooking, nonchalantly asking you to turn on FaceTime because she “misses your pretty face” you blush and hesitantly accept her request.
One time, you sent her a picture of you outside the rink, with a tiny smile that most would read as completely platonic, with the caption “r u in here? Should I come in and embarrass you?”
She replied after you had already left, “you just wanted to sneak into the locker room and see me naked, didn't you?”
You smirked down at your device, “problem? Lmao”
Hockey!ellie who FaceTimes you religiously. She presses that button RELENTLESSLY. On her way home from practice, while she's doing homework, and especially when she's high.
You’re in the midst of getting ready when she calls, a FaceTime request that is not even 12 hours apart from the last.
“Heyy, babee…what’re you doing? You look pretty.” She drags, her eyes are red and low from the weed, you can already tell she was in need of some attention.
“Hey, el. Getting ready—youre going to that party tonight, right?” You ask, setting your phone down on your vanity as you blend away at your face.
She nods, putting her own phone down into her lap. You watch her fingers as she plucks away at a video game controller, cussing in between sentences as she focuses on the tv. She occasionally looks down at you throughout the call, chuckling your name or adding on to whatever joke you made prior.
“Hey—listen. I gotta, uhh, a game, next Friday…i—it's not like a big, big deal, but—i would like it if you came…if thats—cool, if you wanna..” She rambles, you can tell she's stressed. The wrinkles in her forehead, and the total lack of eye contact told you exactly what you needed to know, she wanted you there.
“Ellie! Of course, I would love to come.” You beam, lifting up your phone and practically screaming into the device.
Ellie nods, looking down at you and then back at her tv a few times. “Yeah?” She grins, her toothy smile meeting her ears on both sides.
“Yeah!”
“Okay—shit—awesome. Abby’s here so I gotta go, but—I'll see you soon, pretty girl.” She winks, bidding you one last goodbye before she hangs up the phone.
Hockey!ellie who gets so nervous before the game…like so much so that Dina points it out with the loudest, most degrading laugh ever.
“Aweee! You like like her!” She cooed, pointing her finger in Ellie’s face as she made kissy lips in her face. Ellie swats her away, letting her hands slide down her face in an act of desperation.
“Fuck off. I’m good, pass me my AirPod case.”
the game starts with Ellie on the wing, waiting for cat to pass the puck back to her. She notices you just before the puck drops, her number painted onto your cheek and a smile that can kill on your face.
She curses under her breath, she doesn’t know how much longer she can handle whatever the fuck you had going on. You had been talking for months, hanging out on rare occasions that you were both free and FaceTiming like it was illegal to not be on the phone 25/8.
“Williams! What the fuck!” Her teammates' cursing voice pulls her out of her trance. She had missed the drop because she was staring at you like a dork. She shakes her head, face flushing red underneath her helmet.
“Sorry! Won't happen again!” She yells back, quickly skating up past her teammate and accepting the pass that gets fed to her by Vi.
She slides between the wall and a defenseman from the opposing team. She quickly juggles the puck, tossing it into the net with enough speed to knock it into the net.
1-0 Santa Barbara.
She pumps her fist into the air, skating to the other side of the rink and blowing you a kiss through her helmet. You reciprocate, cheering alongside the crowd as you jump up and down.
She chuckles, returning to centre ice for the next face off. Dina gets pulled off, and replaced with another girl Bianca, and the other team takes out their goalie, leaving them with six attackers.
Ellie bites her lip, getting herself ready as the other team ready themselves. She almost looks over at you, but decides against it. She needs to focus.
She gets pulled off halfway through the second half after cussing out the ref with the most ice friendly words she could find. She swears into her helmet as she steps off, eyes quickly locating you in the crowd.
You throw her a sympathetic smile and a thumbs up, mouthing keep going! While you jump up and down lightly. She chuckles, waving at you from the bench.
At halftime a girl from the other team comes up to her, a mischievous smirk on her face. Ellie knows she's gonna be trouble.
“That your bitch?” She asks, gesturing her head back in your general direction. “She’s real cute.” The girl winks at Ellie, skating off before Ellie can get a word in.
She starts in the third quarter, and so does the seemingly interested chick on the other team.
When the puck drops Ellie quickly receives the back pass from cat, skating up and around the forward of the other team. She quickly feeds it to Dina, and then skates up to the net. She lets the others do their thing for a few seconds, before vi slides opposite hr and sends the puck her way.
Ellie quickly weaves in between three girls, sending the puck straight into the net. she smirks, letting the crowd erupt into a string of cheers.
3-1 Santa Barbara.
The same girl from the bench skates by her, a venomous smile on her face. “Lotta talk for someone who can't block a shot.” Ellie barks in her direction, letting their cages practically connect as she yells.
The girl opens her mouth to rebut, but it's too late, Ellie’s already skating away.
There’s 15 seconds left in the game when Ellie gets her second assist. Cat is up by the net, yelling for the puck as Dina blocks a defender from the other team. Ellie’s racing against number 16, the same girl who made the stupid comment about you, the one she's been having problems with all game.
She shoots the puck into the metal bar on the goal, letting it bounce back to cat who does the impossible. She lets the puck hit her stick before scooping it and shooting it over the goalies head. The goalie, who was just a few milliseconds too slow was still on her knee from attempting to block Ellie’s fake, giving cat an in to score over the side of her head.
The game ends.
4-2 Santa Barbara.
Ellie was thrilled.
You quickly jumped from your seat, dragging your friend up with you as you cheer for Ellie. “Yes, Ellie!” You shout. And somehow, over all the other voices, she only hears yours.
She zones out in the change room, not bothering to celebrate the win with her teammates. It was just another win for them, but for her it was different. She changes quickly, not bothering to shower and she packs her gear with haste, slipping into her sweats and hoodie as fast as possible.
She hears Dina and Abby giggle as she slips out of the locker room, a few murmurs of shes going to find her girl, and aweee’s that she leaves behind when the door closes.
She doesn't care for their comments, she's on a mission to find you.
She doesn't have to search for long, however. Her eyes land on your back profile a few feet away from the arena entrance. You're chatting animatedly to your friend, probably about the contents of tonight’s game.
Your friend taps your shoulder, pointing behind you.
Ellie immediately starts walking towards you. Speed walking, if you will. You turn around quickly, your already wide smile growing when you spot a lone Ellie approaching.
“Ellie! Oh my god!” You screech, running up to her and pulling her into a tight hug. “You were so fucking good! Holy shit—” you ramble into her, looking up at her.
She shakes her head, interrupting your string of compliments with a soft kiss. Her jaw trembles as your lips meet. You make a noise of sudden surprise but don't fail to work against her mouth.
You wrap your arms d around her neck, letting her pull you closer to her by the waist.
“Get a room!” Abby laughs as she passes by, slapping Ellie in the back of the shoulder.
Dina and vi pass by too, they're a little sweeter with their comments, but nonetheless they keep it funny.
Hockey!ellie who makes you hers after that day by taking you out skating. Even if you hadn't skated before then, she's so careful with you, not without flexing, of course. She then proceeded to shove the nicest bouquet of flowers into your arms and kiss you as gently as she could.
Hockey!ellie’s roommates ADORE YOU. Dina constantly asks about you and makes TikTok’s with you every time you come over. She's turned into one of your closest friends since you met Ellie. Vi keeps her space but engages sometimes, whether that be a sly joke or asking you how your classes are going, she's quiet, but attentive. Abby is the opposite, an absolute goofball who cannot hold her liquor for the life of her.
One time, the group of you (plus Jesse) were drinking at theirs, nothing too serious, just a small kickback with a clearly limited amount of snacks. At this hangout, Abby decided it would be a great idea to lift you onto one of her shoulders and Dina onto the other. Let's just say it didn't end well and they had to consult an actual medical professional to make sure you two didn’t have concussions.
Hockey!ellie who isn't as cocky as she makes herself out to be behind closed doors. No screw that, shes a fucking baby. There’s a video somewhere in your camera roll of her begging you to cuddle her and hold her. She told you she would actually die if that got posted, you’ve debated posting it while mad at her a few times.
Hockey!ellie who is the goofiest girl in the world and could not be a better girlfriend. She loves you to the moon n back. ♡
NSFW BONUS. (I had to im sorryyyyy…)
Hockey!ellie who had been dreaming about you for an embarrassing amount of time.. like, months.. months of waking up to soaked boxers and her freckled face full of embarrassment. :(
Hockey!ellie who fucked you for the first time at her place, in her bed, with the door closed. You’d think that would be enough privacy right? Wrong. Because the next morning her amazing best friends burst in no later than 8:00am and demand you. Not her, just you.
“C’mon! We wanna hangout with her too.” They laugh, trying to pull a very shirtless you out of the bed. You sit there, laughing your ass off as they try to bribe you into hanging out with them.
“Can you! Stop it, give me my girl back, bro.” She snarks, before wrapping her tattooed arm around your waist and pulling you as far underneath her as she can. You chuckle, cooing into her ear as you snuggle up to her.
You shoot Dina a wink, letting her know you’ll be up shortly. Ellie flips them off as they leave.
Hockey!ellie who has magic fingers. Like, it’s insane—you’ve never been fucked this good in your life.
Picture this; shes got you on your back, with her head tucked into your neck as she marks her territory all the way down your throat. Two of her fingers are scissoring inside you as her thumb toys with your clit, bringing you to the edge faster than your own hand ever has. Your hands scrape down the skin of her naked back, another surface that has also been covered in hickies, don't ask.
Hockey!ellie does infact own a strap yes she does. Its a pale colour similar to her skin tone. 8 inches in length, and she knows how to use it.
“Fuck! Ellie, baby—hmph!” You moan into her pillow, her hips plowing into your pussy as you drip all down your legs. You had cum three times already, and she had no intent on stopping..
“You take it so well, baby.. so good f’me.”
Hockey!ellie is so jealous, and like—possessive. She’ll see another girl check you out at the bar and genuinely crash out.
One time, that same fucking girl from the game she kissed you at was at the same bar as you. They were playing Ellie’s team again really soon and clearly, she had wanted to start some shit.
Well it didn't work, because you literally let Ellie make out with you at the counter. Fully hands on, grabbing at your tits and ass while you giggle into her mouth.
Later that night while shes got you back in her room, legs spread wide while she works her tongue deeper and deeper into you. “All mine, you're all mine—okay baby?” She whimpers, you nod into the air, a slight moan escaping at the vibrations of her words.
“Fuck—need to hear you say it. Can you say it please, baby?”
You said it ohhhhh you SAID IT!!!!!!!!!!!
Hockey!ellie who isn't so cocky once you get her in that same position. Laying on her back, with her supple skin covered in lovebites. You slowly work one finger into her, letting her whimper into your neck. Then its two, and you’re slowly pumping your fingers in and out of her cunt while she basically cries into you.
She cums remarkably fast, moaning your name in that high pitched tone you haven't heard from her before.
Hockey!ellie who says i love you for the first time while you guys are scissoring, her wetness grinding into you while you twitch and cry beneath her.
“M’gonna cum, baby! Fuck!” She groans, struggling to keep up with her movements as her orgasm builds inside of her.
You nod, pulling her as close as you could. “Me too! Mmph—”
“i love you—loveyousomuch!” She whimpers as hot white floods her vision. She falls into you, the words barely registering in her mind as she collapses into you. You bring a hand to the back of her head, pulling her lips into yours.
“i love you too… so much, baby.”
Hockey!ellie who sends you OVERLYY freaked out messages.. sometimes shes joking, sometimes she's not..
one time she sent you a TikTok that said “I’d choose you over my family any day because blood isn't thicker than that ass” and swears that shes joking, but you lowkey think shes serious.
There was another time that she texted you a video of the two of you going at it while you were sitting next to your roommate, and her family.
Oh another thing, Hockey!ellie loves, and I mean, LOVES to record. Its an addiction at this point. She swears she needs the videos for away games and tournaments, even though shes only gone for a week MAX.
“You never know, babe!” She pleaded. You just giggle and slowly peel your panties off.
Hockey!ellie who falls asleep immediately after she cums, your fingers will still be INSIDE and she's already passed out, snoring on you like she wasn't just dirty talking in your ear. Not too much on her though she’s sleepy. (You take off guard pics of her sleeping and use them as blackmail the next day, all the time.)
Hockey!ellie who is a subtop at heart.
Hockey!ellie who fucks you sososo good that sometimes her roomies need to ask you if youre okay the next day. You just get embarrassed and tell em youre 100% fine and exactly where you want to be.
Hockey!ellie gets off on you pulling her hair… WOAHHHH??? WHO SAID THAT..
@les4elliewilliams @letmebeurbaby @notlinearr @valeisaslut @andieprincessofpower @risenember @hornyscissorsister @gigibeex @shadowmythe @sewithinsouls @ellvimatcha @summerwriting @liztreez @bambi-luvs @angciou @zzelysian
do you think we can get the next chapter of syns as a christmas gift?:P 💗
(totally understandable if it’s not possible😭 just wanted you to know we love your writing so much!!!)
You know what!!!! Let me see what I can do haha. I have a really roughhhh draft for the next chapter that’s been sitting forever. But I’ve been through some things the past couple of months so maybe I can pull some inspiration from that lol.
No promises but I’ll try!! 💞🤍
i’ll never forget syns… 🤧
Omg plsssss don’t make me cry 😭
Syns is sososo special to me and I wna come back to it. Life has just been soooo crazy so I can’t make any promises rn :(
↳ Tear You Apart Series Synopsis
Chapter One Synopsis: Trying to distract yourself from boredom, you wander into a place most people wouldn’t dare - the dark web. It's all harmless curiosity until you meet a mysterious girl in a hidden chat room.
Warnings: 18+, MDIN, F/F, suggestive and offensive language, dark web themes, online chat room format, flirting, eventual smut, stalker/c4nn1b4l!ellie x college student!reader
This is a slow burn, psychological horror fiction that contains 18+ content. Warnings will be updated as the story goes on. ©machetegirl109
Word Count: 2k+
Synopsis: Hollywood, 1985. You’re a small-town girl with big dreams, and Abigail Anderson has the charm, the power, and the obsession to make them real. She offers you a way into the world of fame you’ve always wanted. But ambition comes at a price, and behind her devotion lies a darker truth: the cult she leads doesn’t worship talent… It worships blood. And they need the blood of a virgin. *inspiration: bloody mary by lady gaga*
Pairing: cult leader!abby x actress!reader
This is a slow burn, psychological horror fiction that contains 18+ content. ©machetegirl109
HI LOVE!!!! i just wanted to check up on you? how sre you doing? how is life treating you? :)
Hi love!!!! Sooo sorry for the late response. I’m doing well!!! Life is actually treating me very nice lately 😭. I’ve gotten a real good handle on my mental health and anxiety which has felt sooo refreshing. I leave to go to Banff on Friday, I’m sooo excited.
How are you??? What’s new with you :)
hiii!!!!! i just wanted to write you a quick note because i'm a really big fan of your work, and syns has been on my mind recently!!! i read syns probably about a year and a half ago, and i thought it was magical. i hope i'm not intruding by saying this, but i saw that you and your long-term gf broke up, and i'm personally going through a really rough breakup myself right now. it isn't the same (obviously) we only dated for about a year, and we're both pretty young, so i guess it wasn't that serious, but it has been genuinely one of the hardest things i've ever been through. it's been almost 2 months, and it is still miserable!!! it really hurts to see someone you used to love turn into someone you can't understand or recognize. ANYWAY, a few weeks ago i decided to reread syns, and it really cheered me up, it reminded me that i have things i love and am connected to that have nothing to do with my ex. again, really big fan. i just wanted to let you know how much your work means to me, i'm so lucky to have found your page!!! hope you're doing well!
love,
a loyal fan!!! <3
Ugh oh my god. Reading this melted my heart. I’m so sorry to hear about your break up. But you’re so right, you have things you love & you have a whole world of your own unrelated to your ex; especially being young. It hurts now but I promise you it gets easier, just think about what the universe has out there for you! It’ll all come with time 🤍🤍
I appreciate you soo much for reading my work and the sweet sweet sweet message. The smile I had on my face!!! Omg my cheeks hurt, you made me blush LOL. I can’t believe someone finds comfort in my work 😭 I’m soo lucky to have you enjoying my lil story.
Thank you enough for the message and sticking around, seriously. It means the world to me!!!!!!
Wishing you the best and if you ever need a chat my dms are always open!
BABY UR RECENT ABBY DENTIST HC’S MADE ME LAUGH TO MYSELF YK WHY???
I literally have a dentist appointment tmrw don’t do this to me😭😭 and I’m p sure I’m having the same woman I did as last time this is tew much🫢🎀
all im gonna think about when I’m in that office is ur headcanons I CANT BELIEVE U HAHA
yes. this was the reaction i was looking for. i want everyone who reads it to giggle and laugh and get all shy like 🙈 🤭 !! we all deserve that blondes fingers in our mouths. i wish u a great time at ur appointment tmr, cher ♡︎ dont bite her finger tho and clean ur mouth really well so she praises u
shoutout to @carmellie bc her interesting post about her day made me write this interesting piece 💋💕👯♀️😌🪽🩵✨
omggg can you believe that in a little less than a month it’s gonna be 2 years since the start of see you next summer?! congrats!!!💗💗 hope you’re doing well! we all enjoy your writing! it’s definitely been worth following along since then!! i look forward to reading the new chapter💞💓
Omg I was just thinking abt that the other day!!! im so sorry I’ve been lacking you guys. Sooo much has gone on in my personal life the last 3 months it’s insane. I’m experiencing something that I would’ve written, almost like I accidentally manifested it or something LOL.
I appreciate you so much for following along the last 2 years. I promise to pick syns back up. I’m just in the middle of falling in luv with my best friend hahahaha so it’s hard to sit down and write but she’s super encouraging with my writing so I’m confident I will get back into it!
See You Next Summer-
Ellie Williams
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(Synopsis and Masterlist)
Master List
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO / PART TWO
CHAPTER THREE / PART TWO / PART THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
⋆˙⟡☾𖤓☽ ⟡˙⋆ The summer days in Lakeview were filled with warmth and cherished memories, as you and your summer friends revelled in the tranquility of the idyllic community. People came from all over the country to spend their summers at their cabins here.
You were 15 when you met your new neighbour.
Ellie's presence intrigued you from the start. With her short auburn hair, tomboyish style, and dorky jokes, she stood out in a way that captivated your attention.
From this point on, summers in Lakeview were no longer a temporary escape from reality; they were transformative experiences that shaped your understanding of friendship, love, heartache, and yourself.
Year after year, the journey of your complex connection with Ellie would continue. As you both grew as individuals while away from one another you promised to reunite every summer; navigating the delicate dance between friendship and something more.
Unfortunately for the two of you, life didn't pause when summer ended. People change, life goes on and passing seasons became both a source of hope and a reminder of missed opportunities.
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a/n: Hi! This is a prologue for my recent WIP. Think dreamy summer 2000-2010s vibes. I'm planning on it being quite long. Definitely going to be fluffy, angsty etc! The story starts when y/n and Ellie are 15 so they are just kids and we will watch them grow and their complex relationship progress into adulthood! I think it'll be really fun. Will have warnings on individual chapters. But when reader and Ellie are kids there won't be anything crazy, maybe underage drinking at most. Let me know if this sounds at all interesting to you guys. <3
Replies, likes & reblogs are greatly appreciated!!! My inbox is also always open so come chat hehe!
Questa è la mia fidanzata ammiratela tutti
90s butches by Chloe Sherman
That top one is my tío Sunny!!!!!! He founded and ran the Lexington, one of the cornerstone lesbian bars in SF.
He says these photos were all taken at the Lex’s first anniversary party in 1998 and thank you for the tumblr thirst
OH MY GOD?!?!? IM SOAKEDDDD DOWN TO THE BONE, LORDDDDD HAVE MERCY. I CANT BREATHE
@/chitob_vp on ig
i would let her destroy my entire life
stone cold Abby
This photo literally stopped me in my tracks 😍