carnis fabrica

he/it ⊹ adult vessel current status: setting up various things. participating in artfight

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carnis fabrica noun /kˈɑɹnɪs fˈæbɹɪkə/

1. (latin) the [art/craft/fabric/workshop] of [flesh/meat/body] 2. the vessel behind the art shown here

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i'd be happy with someone like that! | youtube upload

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corpus meum templum; ego sum deus meus., 24th feb 2024

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silly thing i drew for my friends :-) not for personal use. do not use/repost. alt+bonuses under cut

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🦷🦷🦷 day I, teeth

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I GOT A NEW DRAWING TABLET FROM MOTHER 💪💪💪 heres some doodles i did on it to test it out . very weird and ill be getting used to it for very long but its very exciting !!!

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" there is beauty and power in becoming both the sculptor and the marble, as you work toward creating a more realized sense of self " (x)

im not sure what to particularly tag this as (suggestions welcome) but i was watching the video essay linked above and in the middle of it i suddenly stopped because the mention of the manga “welcome back alice” (okaeri alice) caught my attention. while the other one mentioned previously (inside mari) sounds really interesting as well (and i will be reading it too) my brain decided that i need to read okaeri alice first

and so i did

and something about it is so.. deeply personal, but not in the sense that it is personal to me but, in general, the piece is just so personal. i think its because of the the author’s notes - about how this is based on his feelings about his own gender and sexuality (but not just saying it, showing it, explaining it). without them i feel like the read would be completely different

im looking forward to when the next issue will release. considering what the current last chapter is, i hope for it to be a happy ending

i have a lot of thoughts, like how yo is clearly a self insert but so is kei in many ways, but i will not be spoilering too much. maybe i will talk about it in a separate post, about how i interpreted the piece from my perspective of an 'autistic trans person.' but thats for a later time

speaking of, not sure if i want to give too much commentary about the pieces i did inspired from both the manga and the video essay but i will say that on the second one, the two figures on the left and right are supposed to represent my femininity and masculinity

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THE ONE AND ONLY !!!

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been wearing my skeleton onesie as pants lately

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also some self indulgent shit. first one's for my toyhouse profile, second is an edited image of a lil thing i did in paint 3d :-]

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new pfp ! // dont use

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some people get a freak outta me!! some people cant see what i see

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auughbnmgmh me :-] 💉not for personal use

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would you like to eat with me ? a dinner as a family , where we take care of each other's needs

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On that hallowed night when I lost my life... All I remember was the gleam of the knife!