caroline 🪷🪼

digital journal// no longer loneliest lesbian out there

[carolineishere]

i crave attention, but i refuse to humiliate myself by asking for it.

i want to be loved, but i don’t want anyone to truly know me.

i am trying to make myself digestible, i don’t want to leave a sour taste in the mouth of my consumer.

[butch4allconfessions]

“pillow princesses are just greedy” IS HER GASPING FOR YOU AND SCRATCHING AT YOU AND TAKING YOU LIKE A GODDESS NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU YOU BASTARD. ILY PILLOW PRINCESSES I WILL DEFEND YOUR HONOUR UNTIL I BREATHE MY LAST

[carolineishere]

-this is our one and only life, small and insignificant to the world around us. and still, out of all the tiny people, there’s that one person. that one person who ties your bodies together as one, and to find that person, would be the true gift of the world.

beauty fills the calloused and weathered pelt of this earth. rotating for billions of years, and yet it still stands alone. a moon and a sun, and yet they’d destroy each other if they ever were to touch.

i do not believe in soulmates, but i’d like to. -

[carolineishere]

-the opportunity for me to love doesn’t arise often, so, when it comes, i treat it as a welcome guest. i lay the table and wait with open arms for a feeling i know will completely consume me. at this point, its expected, and yet i still look forward to it. -

[lacyfide]

oh to lay on her chest while counting her heartbeats and breaths to sleep

[carolineishere]

i don’t know who created the world, but i know that they were in love.

[carolineishere]

for my dad:

as i grow up, so do the monsters under my bed

but they’ve never been scared of you and you won’t stop ‘till they’re dead.

talk me to sleep ‘bout the books you’ve read,

and keep me safe from memories from your youth inside your head.

without a word, you take your best parts and give them all to me,

and i’m sorry to wake you but i had a bad dream.

[carolineishere]

im getting bigger and i fill your clothes but i’ll never fill your shoes

[panikyapma]

[carolineishere]

in another universe my window is open and i’m laying on the floor. i am 12 years old and nothing bad has ever happened to me.

[carolineishere]

for my dad:

as i grow up, so do the monsters under my bed

but they’ve never been scared of you and you won’t stop ‘till they’re dead.

talk me to sleep ‘bout the books you’ve read,

and keep me safe from memories from your youth inside your head.

without a word, you take your best parts and give them all to me,

and i’m sorry to wake you but i had a bad dream.

[carolineishere]

im rooted in this ground, deep down i wrap around the pipe like bone to marrow.

you raised me to be kind and mind myself you said you can’t stand someone narrow.

[la-roccia-nera-deactivated20250]

I troppi pensieri mi impediscono di trovar pace.

[afterhovr-deactivated20240406]

women in button down shirts make me go a little bit feral

[carolineishere]

happy wlw yearning pining in love big sweater doc marten poetry writing coffee drinking classic dark academia reading letting it linger phoebe bridgers mazzy star cigarette lana del rey vinyl autumn to those who celebrate ❤️❤️

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